Femeia l-a ridicat imediat \u00een bra\u021be \u0219i l-a s\u0103rutat pe frunte.<\/p>\n
Avea p\u0103rul prins neglijent \u0219i ochii obosi\u021bi, ca ai unei mame care nu dormise suficient de mult de ani \u00eentregi.<\/p>\n
Dar nu ea mi-a t\u0103iat respira\u021bia.<\/p>\n
Ci b\u0103rbatul care st\u0103tea l\u00e2ng\u0103 ea.<\/p>\n
Pentru c\u0103 \u00eel cuno\u0219team.<\/p>\n
Nu bine. Nu personal.<\/p>\n
Dar \u00eel mai v\u0103zusem o singur\u0103 dat\u0103 \u00een via\u021ba mea.<\/p>\n
La \u00eenmorm\u00e2ntarea lui Matei.<\/p>\n
St\u0103tea undeva \u00een spate atunci, \u00eembr\u0103cat \u00een negru, cu privirea pierdut\u0103. Crezusem c\u0103 era vreun coleg de facultate pe care nu-l cunoscusem.<\/p>\n
Acum \u00eens\u0103 \u00eel priveam clar.<\/p>\n
\u0218i el m\u0103 privea pe mine.<\/p>\n
Fa\u021ba i s-a albit instantaneu.<\/p>\n
Teodor \u00eei \u021binea pe am\u00e2ndoi de m\u00e2n\u0103 \u0219i vorbea vesel despre desenul f\u0103cut la gr\u0103dini\u021b\u0103, f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 observe tensiunea dintre noi.<\/p>\n
Femeia mi-a z\u00e2mbit politicos.<\/p>\n
\u201eBun\u0103 ziua. Dumneavoastr\u0103 sunte\u021bi doamna educatoare?\u201d<\/p>\n
Am dat din cap.<\/p>\n
Abia reu\u0219eam s\u0103 stau \u00een picioare.<\/p>\n
B\u0103rbatul a \u00eenghi\u021bit \u00een sec \u0219i a f\u0103cut un pas spre mine.<\/p>\n
\u201eCred\u2026 cred c\u0103 trebuie s\u0103 vorbim.\u201d<\/p>\n
Vocea lui tremura.<\/p>\n
Femeia s-a uitat confuz\u0103 \u00eentre noi.<\/p>\n
\u201eAlex? Ce se \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103?\u201d<\/p>\n
El \u0219i-a trecut m\u00e2na peste fa\u021b\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u201eIoana\u2026 ea este mama lui Matei.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u00cen secunda aia, femeia a \u00eencremenit.<\/p>\n
Iar eu am sim\u021bit cum tot s\u00e2ngele \u00eemi dispare din corp.<\/p>\n
Ne-am mutat \u00eentr-o sal\u0103 goal\u0103 dup\u0103 ce au plecat copiii.<\/p>\n
Teodor colora lini\u0219tit la o m\u0103su\u021b\u0103, f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 \u00een\u021beleag\u0103 nimic.<\/p>\n
Eu st\u0103team \u00een fa\u021ba lor \u0219i sim\u021beam c\u0103 lumea mea \u00eencepe iar s\u0103 se rup\u0103 \u00een dou\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u201eSpune\u021bi-mi adev\u0103rul\u201d, am \u0219optit.<\/p>\n
Ioana avea lacrimi \u00een ochi.<\/p>\n
Alex p\u0103rea c\u0103 nu mai poate respira.<\/p>\n
\u0218i atunci am aflat.<\/p>\n
\u00cen ultimele luni de via\u021b\u0103, Matei avusese o rela\u021bie cu Ioana.<\/p>\n
Una serioas\u0103.<\/p>\n
Dar dup\u0103 accident, ea descoperise c\u0103 era \u00eens\u0103rcinat\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u201eNu am \u0219tiut cum s\u0103 v\u0103 caut\u201d, a spus printre lacrimi. \u201eEram speriat\u0103. Aveam dou\u0103zeci de ani. P\u0103rin\u021bii mei voiau s\u0103 scap de copil.\u201d<\/p>\n
M-am uitat spre Teodor.<\/p>\n
Semnul de sub ochi.<\/p>\n
Felul \u00een care z\u00e2mbea.<\/p>\n
Doamne\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201eMatei \u0219tia?\u201d am \u00eentrebat.<\/p>\n
Ea a dat \u00eencet din cap.<\/p>\n
\u201eA aflat cu dou\u0103 zile \u00eenainte de accident.\u201d<\/p>\n
Camera s-a \u00eenv\u00e2rtit cu mine.<\/p>\n
Fiul meu murise \u0219tiind c\u0103 urma s\u0103 devin\u0103 tat\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u0218i eu nu aflasem niciodat\u0103.<\/p>\n
Alex \u0219i-a \u0219ters ochii.<\/p>\n
\u201eEu sunt fratele Ioanei. Dup\u0103 ce s-a n\u0103scut Teodor, am ajutat-o s\u0103-l creasc\u0103. La \u00eenmorm\u00e2ntare am venit pentru c\u0103 ea n-a avut curaj.\u201d<\/p>\n
Am \u00eenceput s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103-mi dau seama.<\/p>\n
Nu pl\u00e2nsul acela zgomotos.<\/p>\n
Ci lacrimi t\u0103cute, grele, care vin dup\u0103 ani \u00eentregi de durere.<\/p>\n
Teodor s-a apropiat \u00eencet de mine.<\/p>\n
\u201eDoamna educatoare\u2026 de ce pl\u00e2nge\u021bi?\u201d<\/p>\n
M-am aplecat la nivelul lui.<\/p>\n
\u0218i pentru prima dat\u0103 dup\u0103 cinci ani, am sim\u021bit ceva ce credeam c\u0103 murise odat\u0103 cu Matei.<\/p>\n
C\u0103ldur\u0103.<\/p>\n
Via\u021b\u0103.<\/p>\n
Speran\u021b\u0103.<\/p>\n
Am \u00eentins m\u00e2na \u0219i i-am atins obrazul mic.<\/p>\n
\u201ePentru c\u0103 semeni cu cineva foarte drag.\u201d<\/p>\n
El a z\u00e2mbit exact ca Matei.<\/p>\n
Exact la fel.<\/p>\n
Ioana a \u00eenceput s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng\u0103 \u0219i ea.<\/p>\n
\u201e\u00cemi pare at\u00e2t de r\u0103u\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Dar am cl\u0103tinat din cap.<\/p>\n
Nu mai era vorba despre vin\u0103.<\/p>\n
Nu \u00een clipa aceea.<\/p>\n
M-am uitat din nou la b\u0103ie\u021bel.<\/p>\n
La nepotul meu.<\/p>\n
S\u00e2nge din s\u00e2ngele fiului meu.<\/p>\n
\u0218i am \u00een\u021beles ceva.<\/p>\n
Via\u021ba \u00eemi luase un copil.<\/p>\n
Dar, \u00eentr-un mod pe care nu l-a\u0219 fi putut imagina niciodat\u0103, \u00eemi l\u0103sase o parte din el \u00eenapoi.<\/p>\n
\u00cen lunile care au urmat, Teodor a \u00eenceput s\u0103 vin\u0103 tot mai des la mine.<\/p>\n
F\u0103ceam cl\u0103tite s\u00e2mb\u0103ta.<\/p>\n
\u00cei citeam pove\u0219tile pe care i le citeam \u0219i lui Matei.<\/p>\n
Iar \u00eentr-o zi, \u00een timp ce desena la masa din buc\u0103t\u0103rie, s-a uitat la mine \u0219i a \u00eentrebat:<\/p>\n
\u201ePot s\u0103-\u021bi spun bunica?\u201d<\/p>\n
Atunci am izbucnit \u00een pl\u00e2ns.<\/p>\n
Dar de data asta nu de durere.<\/p>\n
Ci pentru c\u0103, dup\u0103 cinci ani \u00een care tr\u0103isem ca o umbr\u0103, inima mea \u00eencepuse \u00een sf\u00e2r\u0219it s\u0103 bat\u0103 din nou.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Femeia l-a ridicat imediat \u00een bra\u021be \u0219i l-a s\u0103rutat pe frunte. Avea p\u0103rul prins neglijent \u0219i ochii obosi\u021bi, ca ai unei mame care nu dormise suficient de mult de ani \u00eentregi. Dar nu ea mi-a t\u0103iat respira\u021bia. Ci b\u0103rbatul care st\u0103tea l\u00e2ng\u0103 ea. Pentru c\u0103 \u00eel cuno\u0219team. Nu bine. Nu personal. Dar \u00eel mai v\u0103zusem […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":22818,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[18],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-24012","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-povesti"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24012","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=24012"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24012\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":24013,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24012\/revisions\/24013"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/22818"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=24012"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=24012"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=24012"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}