\u2014 Dac\u0103 ea pl\u00e2nge, e vina ta! a \u021bipat el. \u0218i mai bine repari situa\u021bia.<\/p>\n
Mama a \u00eencercat s\u0103 dreag\u0103 lucrurile, dar le-a f\u0103cut \u0219i mai rele.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Xenia, nu te mai g\u00e2ndi at\u00e2t. Am ie\u0219it doar la mas\u0103, at\u00e2t.<\/p>\n
Dac\u0103 voiai \u0219i tu \u00een ora\u0219, trebuia s\u0103-mi spui.<\/p>\n
\u00ce\u021bi trimit ni\u0219te bani pe Revolut \u0219i gata.<\/p>\n
O secund\u0103 mai t\u00e2rziu, telefonul meu a vibrat.<\/p>\n
\u00cemi trimisese bani.<\/p>\n
De parc\u0103 asta putea pl\u0103ti ce-mi f\u0103cuser\u0103.<\/p>\n
Am r\u0103mas mult timp cu ochii \u00een ecran.<\/p>\n
Apoi mi-am sunat cea mai bun\u0103 prieten\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Mai e valabil proiectul din Timi\u0219oara?<\/p>\n
\u2014 Da. Plec\u0103m m\u00e2ine.<\/p>\n
De data asta, n-am mai ezitat.<\/p>\n
\u00cen noaptea aia n-am dormit aproape deloc.<\/p>\n
St\u0103team pe patul pliant din balcon \u0219i ascultam zgomotele casei. Frigiderul b\u00e2z\u00e2ia \u00eencet. C\u00e2inii de pe strad\u0103 mai l\u0103trau din c\u00e2nd \u00een c\u00e2nd. Din camera lui Luca se auzea r\u00e2sul Marei.<\/p>\n
\u0218i, pentru prima dat\u0103, n-am mai pl\u00e2ns.<\/p>\n
Parc\u0103 m\u0103 golisem complet.<\/p>\n
La patru diminea\u021ba m-am ridicat, am deschis dulapul mic de pe balcon \u0219i am \u00eenceput s\u0103-mi \u00eempachetez hainele.<\/p>\n
Nu aveam multe.<\/p>\n
Dou\u0103 perechi bune de blugi. C\u00e2teva hanorace. Laptopul. O fotografie cu bunica.<\/p>\n
At\u00e2t.<\/p>\n
Restul lucrurilor nici nu mai sim\u021beam c\u0103 sunt ale mele.<\/p>\n
La \u0219ase f\u0103r\u0103 un sfert mi-am f\u0103cut o cafea \u0219i am l\u0103sat cana pe mas\u0103 exact acolo unde mama \u00ee\u0219i bea cafeaua \u00een fiecare diminea\u021b\u0103.<\/p>\n
Sub ea am pus cheia casei.<\/p>\n
\u0218i un bile\u021bel.<\/p>\n
\u201eNu v\u0103 mai fac probleme.\u201d<\/p>\n
At\u00e2t.<\/p>\n
Nici repro\u0219uri. Nici scandal.<\/p>\n
N-avea rost.<\/p>\n
C\u00e2nd am ie\u0219it cu geanta pe um\u0103r, cerul \u00eencepea s\u0103 se lumineze.<\/p>\n
Aerul rece m-a lovit direct \u00een piept \u0219i, ciudat, am sim\u021bit pentru prima dat\u0103 c\u0103 pot respira.<\/p>\n
Prietena mea, Diana, m\u0103 a\u0219tepta \u00een ma\u0219in\u0103 \u00een fa\u021ba blocului.<\/p>\n
C\u00e2nd m-a v\u0103zut, s-a uitat lung la mine.<\/p>\n
\u2014 E\u0219ti sigur\u0103?<\/p>\n
Am dat din cap.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Dac\u0103 mai stau acolo, m\u0103 pierd de tot.<\/p>\n
N-a mai \u00eentrebat nimic.<\/p>\n
Drumul spre Timi\u0219oara a fost lung \u0219i lini\u0219tit. La un moment dat am adormit cu capul lipit de geam.<\/p>\n
M-am trezit c\u00e2nd telefonul vibra continuu.<\/p>\n
Mama.<\/p>\n
Luca.<\/p>\n
Mara.<\/p>\n
Mesaje peste mesaje.<\/p>\n
\u201eUnde e\u0219ti?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201eCe \u00eenseamn\u0103 biletul \u0103la?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201eXenia, r\u0103spunde imediat!\u201d<\/p>\n
Am \u00eenchis telefonul.<\/p>\n
Nu mai aveam energie s\u0103 explic nimic oamenilor care nu m\u0103 ascultaser\u0103 niciodat\u0103.<\/p>\n
Primele s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2ni au fost grele.<\/p>\n
Dormeam pe o saltea \u00een apartamentul Dianei \u0219i lucram de diminea\u021ba p\u00e2n\u0103 seara la proiectul unei firme de design interior. Oboseam enorm, dar era o oboseal\u0103 curat\u0103.<\/p>\n
Pentru prima dat\u0103, dac\u0103 sp\u0103lam vase, erau vasele mele.<\/p>\n
Dac\u0103 f\u0103ceam curat, era \u00een spa\u021biul meu.<\/p>\n
\u0218i nimeni nu m\u0103 privea ca pe o povar\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u00centr-o sear\u0103, dup\u0103 aproape dou\u0103 luni, am primit un mesaj de la tata.<\/p>\n
\u201eMama ta pl\u00e2nge zilnic. Po\u021bi m\u0103car s\u0103 vii acas\u0103 s\u0103 vorbi\u021bi?\u201d<\/p>\n
M-am uitat mult timp la ecran.<\/p>\n
Apoi am r\u0103spuns simplu:<\/p>\n
\u201eCare cas\u0103?\u201d<\/p>\n
Nu mi-a mai scris nimic dup\u0103.<\/p>\n
Adev\u0103rul e c\u0103 lipsa mea \u00eencepuse s\u0103 lase urme.<\/p>\n
Mama trebuia acum s\u0103 spele singur\u0103.<\/p>\n
Luca descoperise c\u0103 m\u00e2ncarea nu apare magic pe mas\u0103.<\/p>\n
Iar Mara\u2026 Mara nu mai era at\u00e2t de special\u0103 c\u00e2nd nu mai exista cineva l\u00e2ng\u0103 ea care s\u0103 fie tratat mai r\u0103u.<\/p>\n
Dup\u0103 \u00eenc\u0103 o lun\u0103, mama a venit la Timi\u0219oara f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103-mi spun\u0103.<\/p>\n
Am g\u0103sit-o \u00een fa\u021ba cl\u0103dirii unde lucram.<\/p>\n
P\u0103rea mai mic\u0103.<\/p>\n
Mai obosit\u0103.<\/p>\n
C\u00e2nd m-a v\u0103zut, i-au dat lacrimile instant.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Xenia\u2026<\/p>\n
Vocea i s-a rupt.<\/p>\n
Eu am r\u0103mas nemi\u0219cat\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 De ce ai plecat a\u0219a?<\/p>\n
Am r\u00e2s \u00eencet.<\/p>\n
Nu r\u0103ut\u0103cios.<\/p>\n
Trist.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Mam\u0103\u2026 tu chiar nu ai v\u0103zut niciodat\u0103?<\/p>\n
A \u00eenceput s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng\u0103 mai tare.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Am \u00eencercat s\u0103 ajut pe toat\u0103 lumea\u2026<\/p>\n
\u2014 Mai pu\u021bin pe mine.<\/p>\n
T\u0103cere.<\/p>\n
Oamenii treceau pe l\u00e2ng\u0103 noi f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 \u0219tie c\u0103 o via\u021b\u0103 \u00eentreag\u0103 se rupea \u00eentre dou\u0103 persoane.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Mara avea nevoie de iubire, a \u0219optit ea.<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u0218i eu?<\/p>\n
N-a \u0219tiut ce s\u0103 r\u0103spund\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u0218i cred c\u0103 atunci a \u00een\u021beles pentru prima dat\u0103 ce f\u0103cuse.<\/p>\n
Nu \u00eentr-o zi.<\/p>\n
Nu dintr-o gre\u0219eal\u0103.<\/p>\n
Ci pu\u021bin c\u00e2te pu\u021bin, ani \u00eentregi.<\/p>\n
Mama a plecat dup\u0103 c\u00e2teva minute.<\/p>\n
Nu ne-am \u00eembr\u0103\u021bi\u0219at.<\/p>\n
Dar \u00eenainte s\u0103 urce \u00een taxi, s-a \u00eentors spre mine \u0219i a spus:<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u00cemi pare r\u0103u.<\/p>\n
\u0218i, surprinz\u0103tor\u2026<\/p>\n
Am crezut-o.<\/p>\n
Nu suficient c\u00e2t s\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eentorc.<\/p>\n
Dar suficient c\u00e2t s\u0103 nu mai port ura aia grea \u00een mine.<\/p>\n
\u00cen seara aceea am mers pe jos prin ora\u0219 p\u00e2n\u0103 t\u00e2rziu.<\/p>\n
Lumini. Oameni. Terase pline.<\/p>\n
Via\u021ba mergea \u00eenainte.<\/p>\n
Iar pentru prima dat\u0103, \u0219i eu mergeam odat\u0103 cu ea.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
\u2014 Dac\u0103 ea pl\u00e2nge, e vina ta! a \u021bipat el. \u0218i mai bine repari situa\u021bia. Mama a \u00eencercat s\u0103 dreag\u0103 lucrurile, dar le-a f\u0103cut \u0219i mai rele. \u2014 Xenia, nu te mai g\u00e2ndi at\u00e2t. Am ie\u0219it doar la mas\u0103, at\u00e2t. Dac\u0103 voiai \u0219i tu \u00een ora\u0219, trebuia s\u0103-mi spui. \u00ce\u021bi trimit ni\u0219te bani pe Revolut […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":22818,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[18],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-24020","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-povesti"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24020","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=24020"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24020\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":24021,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24020\/revisions\/24021"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/22818"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=24020"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=24020"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=24020"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}