P\u0103rea o foame \u021binut\u0103 prea mult timp \u00een\u0103untru.<\/p>\n
Iar c\u00e2nd vorbi, vocea lui suna de nerecunoscut.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Vrei s\u0103-mi spui… c\u0103 \u021bi-ai p\u0103strat prima dat\u0103 to\u021bi anii \u0103\u0219tia… \u00een timp ce st\u0103teai \u00een casa asta… uit\u00e2ndu-te la mine… t\u0103c\u00e2nd…?<\/p>\n
Ana f\u0103cu un pas \u00eenapoi.<\/p>\n
El \u00eenaint\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u0218i atunci, din holul \u00eentunecat, se auzi vocea tremurat\u0103 a Emmei.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Tati… de ce \u021bipi la m\u0103tu\u0219a?<\/p>\n
Ce urma s\u0103 fac\u0103 Alex c\u00e2nd avea s\u0103 afle tot adev\u0103rul?<\/p>\n
De ce \u00eel afectase m\u0103rturisirea ei \u00eentr-un mod at\u00e2t de tulbur\u0103tor?<\/p>\n
\u0218i ce ascundea Ana, pe l\u00e2ng\u0103 iubirea asta interzis\u0103, ceva ce \u00eenc\u0103 nu avusese curajul s\u0103 spun\u0103?<\/p>\n
Ce s-a \u00eent\u00e2mplat dup\u0103 aceea…?<\/p>\n
Alex \u00eencremeni \u00een clipa \u00een care auzi vocea Emmei.<\/p>\n
Feti\u021ba st\u0103tea \u00een pijamale, cu iepura\u0219ul de plu\u0219 str\u00e2ns la piept \u0219i cu ochii speria\u021bi.<\/p>\n
Ana profit\u0103 de moment \u0219i se dep\u0103rt\u0103 repede.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu \u021bipa, o sperii \u2014 \u0219opti ea.<\/p>\n
Alex \u00ee\u0219i trecu m\u00e2na prin p\u0103r, respir\u00e2nd greu, ca \u0219i cum \u00eencerca s\u0103 se trezeasc\u0103 dintr-un vis periculos.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Emma, iubita mea, du-te \u00een camer\u0103. Vin imediat.<\/p>\n
Dar feti\u021ba nu se mi\u0219c\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 M\u0103tu\u0219a pl\u00e2nge…<\/p>\n
Ana nici nu realizase c\u0103 \u00eei curgeau lacrimile.<\/p>\n
Emma veni direct la ea \u0219i o \u00eembr\u0103\u021bi\u0219\u0103 de mijloc.<\/p>\n
\u2014 S\u0103 nu pleci \u0219i tu…<\/p>\n
Cuvintele copilului lovir\u0103 ceva ad\u00e2nc \u00een Alex.<\/p>\n
Privirea lui se schimb\u0103 brusc.<\/p>\n
Toat\u0103 tensiunea aceea \u00eentunecat\u0103 se transform\u0103 \u00eentr-o vinov\u0103\u021bie ap\u0103s\u0103toare.<\/p>\n
Se apropie \u00eencet \u0219i se l\u0103s\u0103 \u00een genunchi \u00een fa\u021ba fiicei lui.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu pleac\u0103 nimeni, da?<\/p>\n
Emma \u00eel privi c\u00e2teva secunde, apoi aprob\u0103 \u00eencet din cap \u0219i se \u00eentoarse \u00een camer\u0103.<\/p>\n
Dup\u0103 ce u\u0219a se \u00eenchise, lini\u0219tea deveni iar grea.<\/p>\n
Ana \u00ee\u0219i str\u00e2nse bra\u021bele \u00een jurul corpului.<\/p>\n
\u2014 N-ar fi trebuit s\u0103 spun nimic.<\/p>\n
Alex o privea f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 clipeasc\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Ba da.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu \u00een\u021belegi…<\/p>\n
\u2014 Atunci explic\u0103-mi.<\/p>\n
Ea \u00ee\u0219i cobor\u00ee ochii.<\/p>\n
Ani \u00eentregi visase momentul \u00een care el avea s\u0103 o priveasc\u0103 altfel. Dar acum c\u0103 se \u00eent\u00e2mpla, totul p\u0103rea gre\u0219it.<\/p>\n
Durerea Bianc\u0103i \u00eenc\u0103 exista \u00eentre ei.<\/p>\n
Pozele ei \u00eenc\u0103 erau pe pere\u021bi.<\/p>\n
Hainele ei \u00eenc\u0103 ocupau jum\u0103tate din dulap.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Am \u00eencercat s\u0103 plec de multe ori \u2014 spuse Ana \u00eencet. \u2014 Dar Emma m\u0103 suna pl\u00e2ng\u00e2nd. Tu nu dormeai. Casa asta c\u0103dea bucat\u0103 cu bucat\u0103…<\/p>\n
Alex f\u0103cu un pas spre ea.<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u0218i ai r\u0103mas pentru noi?<\/p>\n
Ana ridic\u0103 privirea.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Am r\u0103mas pentru tine.<\/p>\n
Cuvintele lovir\u0103 aerul dintre ei.<\/p>\n
Alex \u00eenchise ochii pentru o clip\u0103.<\/p>\n
Ca \u0219i cum se lupta cu ceva uria\u0219 \u00een\u0103untrul lui.<\/p>\n
\u2014 De c\u00e2nd? \u2014 \u00eentreb\u0103 r\u0103gu\u0219it.<\/p>\n
Ana z\u00e2mbi trist.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Dinainte s\u0103 te c\u0103s\u0103tore\u0219ti cu Bianca.<\/p>\n
El p\u0103li.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Ce?<\/p>\n
\u2014 Ea \u0219tia.<\/p>\n
Alex r\u0103mase nemi\u0219cat.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Bianca \u0219tia c\u0103 te iubesc.<\/p>\n
Ploaia se auzea din nou afar\u0103, mai tare acum.<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u00cenainte de nunt\u0103, mi-a spus c\u0103 o s\u0103-mi treac\u0103. C\u0103 sunt doar o fat\u0103 care confund\u0103 admira\u021bia cu iubirea.<\/p>\n
Ana \u00ee\u0219i \u0219terse lacrimile.<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u0218i am \u00eencercat s\u0103 cred asta.<\/p>\n
Alex se sprijini de mas\u0103 de parc\u0103 \u00eel l\u0103saser\u0103 puterile.<\/p>\n
\u2014 De ce nu mi-a spus niciodat\u0103?<\/p>\n
\u2014 Pentru c\u0103 \u00eei era fric\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Fric\u0103 de ce?<\/p>\n
Ana \u00eel privi direct \u00een ochi.<\/p>\n
\u2014 C\u0103 \u00eentr-o zi o s\u0103 m\u0103 prive\u0219ti a\u0219a cum m\u0103 prive\u0219ti acum.<\/p>\n
Alex \u00ee\u0219i acoperi gura cu m\u00e2na.<\/p>\n
Pentru prima dat\u0103 dup\u0103 mul\u021bi ani, p\u0103rea complet pierdut.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Doamne…<\/p>\n
Ana f\u0103cu un pas \u00een spate.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Vezi? Asta e problema. Totul e gre\u0219it. Bianca a fost sora mea.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Bianca a murit acum trei ani! \u2014 izbucni el. \u2014 \u0218i eu am murit odat\u0103 cu ea, doar c\u0103 \u00eenc\u0103 respiram!<\/p>\n
Vocea lui se sparse la final.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Tu ai fost singura lumin\u0103 din casa asta \u0219i eu m-am ag\u0103\u021bat de tine f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103-mi dau seama.<\/p>\n
Ana sim\u021bi cum inima \u00eei bate haotic.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Alex…<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu. Ascult\u0103-m\u0103 acum tu pe mine.<\/p>\n
Se apropie \u00eencet.<\/p>\n
Nu cu obsesia de mai devreme.<\/p>\n
Nu cu foamea aceea care o speriase.<\/p>\n
Ci cu o sinceritate dureroas\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 C\u00e2nd ai spus c\u0103 n-ai fost cu nimeni… am \u00eennebunit pentru c\u0103 mi-am dat seama c\u0103 ai sacrificat ani \u00eentregi din via\u021ba ta st\u00e2nd l\u00e2ng\u0103 mine. L\u00e2ng\u0103 noi.<\/p>\n
Ana \u00eel privea f\u0103r\u0103 aer.<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u0218i pentru prima dat\u0103 mi-a fost fric\u0103 \u2014 continu\u0103 el. \u2014 Fric\u0103 s\u0103 nu te pierd \u00eenainte s\u0103 am curajul s\u0103 recunosc ce simt.<\/p>\n
Lacrimile \u00eei curgeau acum am\u00e2ndurora.<\/p>\n
\u00cen camera al\u0103turat\u0103, Emma tu\u0219i \u00een somn.<\/p>\n
Via\u021ba mergea \u00eenainte, chiar \u0219i printre ruine.<\/p>\n
Alex ridic\u0103 \u00eencet m\u00e2na \u0219i \u00eei atinse obrazul.<\/p>\n
De data asta, Ana nu se trase \u00eenapoi.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Dac\u0103 pleci acum \u2014 \u0219opti el \u2014 o s\u0103 \u00een\u021beleg. Dar dac\u0103 r\u0103m\u00e2i… vreau s\u0103 fac lucrurile corect. F\u0103r\u0103 ascuns. F\u0103r\u0103 ru\u0219ine.<\/p>\n
Ana \u00eenchise ochii.<\/p>\n
Ani \u00eentregi \u00ee\u0219i imaginase iubirea asta ca pe un p\u0103cat.<\/p>\n
Dar \u00een clipa aceea, pentru prima dat\u0103, nu mai sim\u021bea vinov\u0103\u021bie.<\/p>\n
Sim\u021bea pace.<\/p>\n
\u00cencet, \u00ee\u0219i lipi fruntea de a lui.<\/p>\n
\u2014 R\u0103m\u00e2n.<\/p>\n
Alex izbucni \u00eentr-un r\u00e2s scurt, tremurat, aproape ne\u00eencrez\u0103tor.<\/p>\n
Apoi o s\u0103rut\u0103 din nou.<\/p>\n
Iar din camera Emmei se auzi vocea somnoroas\u0103 a feti\u021bei:<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u00cen sf\u00e2r\u0219it… acum casa pare iar acas\u0103.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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