\u201eFeti\u021ba nu s-a pierdut niciodat\u0103. A fost ascuns\u0103.\u201d<\/p>\n
Am sim\u021bit c\u0103 nu mai pot respira.<\/p>\n
Litera era a so\u021bului meu.<\/p>\n
A\u0219 fi recunoscut scrisul lui oriunde.<\/p>\n
Camelia m\u0103 privea f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 spun\u0103 nimic.<\/p>\n
Eu m\u0103 uitam la foaie de parc\u0103 ar fi luat foc \u00een m\u00e2inile mele.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu\u2026 nu e posibil\u2026 am murmurat.<\/p>\n
Dar \u00een ad\u00e2ncul sufletului meu \u0219tiam.<\/p>\n
\u0218tiam exact ce \u00eensemna.<\/p>\n
Pentru c\u0103 \u00een noaptea aceea nu disp\u0103ruse doar o feti\u021b\u0103.<\/p>\n
Disp\u0103ruse \u0219i adev\u0103rul.<\/p>\n
Camelia a cobor\u00e2t prima din ma\u0219in\u0103.<\/p>\n
Eu am r\u0103mas c\u00e2teva secunde nemi\u0219cat\u0103.<\/p>\n
Poarta ruginit\u0103 sc\u00e2r\u021b\u00e2ia \u00een b\u0103taia v\u00e2ntului exact ca acum treizeci de ani.<\/p>\n
Doamne, p\u00e2n\u0103 \u0219i aerul mirosea la fel.<\/p>\n
Fric\u0103 \u0219i ploaie.<\/p>\n
\u00centr-un final, am cobor\u00e2t \u0219i eu.<\/p>\n
Picioarele \u00eemi tremurau at\u00e2t de tare \u00eenc\u00e2t abia puteam merge.<\/p>\n
Casa era aproape pr\u0103bu\u0219it\u0103.<\/p>\n
Ferestre sparte.<\/p>\n
Obloane c\u0103zute.<\/p>\n
Curtea plin\u0103 de buruieni.<\/p>\n
Dar eu vedeam altceva.<\/p>\n
Vedeam lumina aprins\u0103 \u00een buc\u0103t\u0103rie.<\/p>\n
\u00cel vedeam pe so\u021bul meu st\u00e2nd la mas\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u00cei auzeam vocea ridicat\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u0218i pl\u00e2nsul unei feti\u021be.<\/p>\n
Camelia s-a apropiat de u\u0219\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Cheia era \u00een dosar, a spus \u00eencet.<\/p>\n
A scos-o din buzunar.<\/p>\n
Cheia aceea veche mi-a f\u0103cut stomacul ghem.<\/p>\n
Am intrat \u00eempreun\u0103.<\/p>\n
Podeaua sc\u00e2r\u021b\u00e2ia sub pa\u0219ii no\u0219tri.<\/p>\n
Praful plutea \u00een aer.<\/p>\n
Iar eu sim\u021beam c\u0103 fiecare col\u021b al casei m\u0103 prive\u0219te.<\/p>\n
Camelia mergea \u00eenainte.<\/p>\n
De parc\u0103 \u0219tia unde trebuie s\u0103 ajung\u0103.<\/p>\n
A intrat direct pe holul lung.<\/p>\n
Apoi s-a oprit \u00een fa\u021ba unei u\u0219i mici.<\/p>\n
U\u0219a pivni\u021bei.<\/p>\n
Am sim\u021bit c\u0103 mi se taie picioarele.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Camelia\u2026 nu.<\/p>\n
Ea s-a \u00eentors spre mine.<\/p>\n
Avea lacrimi \u00een ochi.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Tu \u0219tiai?<\/p>\n
\u00centrebarea aceea m-a lovit mai r\u0103u dec\u00e2t orice.<\/p>\n
Am deschis gura, dar n-a ie\u0219it niciun sunet.<\/p>\n
Pentru c\u0103 adev\u0103rul era mult mai ur\u00e2t dec\u00e2t \u0219i-ar fi imaginat ea.<\/p>\n
Nu \u0219tiusem tot.<\/p>\n
Dar b\u0103nuisem.<\/p>\n
\u00cen noaptea \u00een care disp\u0103ruse feti\u021ba vecinilor, so\u021bul meu venise acas\u0103 murdar de noroi \u0219i s\u00e2nge pe m\u00e2neci.<\/p>\n
Mi-a spus s\u0103 tac.<\/p>\n
Mi-a spus c\u0103 dac\u0103 vreau s\u0103 tr\u0103im lini\u0219ti\u021bi, trebuie s\u0103 uit ce am v\u0103zut.<\/p>\n
Iar diminea\u021ba, \u00een pivni\u021b\u0103, am g\u0103sit-o pe Camelia.<\/p>\n
Mic\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u00cenvelit\u0103 \u00eentr-o p\u0103tur\u0103.<\/p>\n
Speriat\u0103.<\/p>\n
Cu febr\u0103.<\/p>\n
Atunci el mi-a spus c\u0103 era nepoata unei femei moarte \u0219i c\u0103 nimeni n-o caut\u0103.<\/p>\n
Eu am vrut s\u0103 cred.<\/p>\n
Doamne, c\u00e2t am vrut s\u0103 cred\u2026<\/p>\n
Camelia a deschis \u00eencet u\u0219a pivni\u021bei.<\/p>\n
Aerul rece a urcat imediat spre noi.<\/p>\n
Acolo jos mirosea a umezeal\u0103 \u0219i lemn putred.<\/p>\n
A cobor\u00e2t prima.<\/p>\n
Eu dup\u0103 ea.<\/p>\n
La lumina lanternelor am v\u0103zut rafturile vechi, cutiile \u0219i un dulap metalic ruginit.<\/p>\n
Camelia s-a apropiat direct de el.<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u00cen dosar era \u0219i o hart\u0103 mic\u0103, a spus.<\/p>\n
M\u00e2inile \u00eei tremurau c\u00e2nd a deschis dulapul.<\/p>\n
\u00cen\u0103untru erau zeci de h\u00e2rtii.<\/p>\n
Fotografii.<\/p>\n
Articole de ziar.<\/p>\n
\u0218i un certificat de na\u0219tere.<\/p>\n
L-am luat cu m\u00e2inile \u00eenghe\u021bate.<\/p>\n
Numele de pe el m-a f\u0103cut s\u0103 m\u0103 pr\u0103bu\u0219esc pe scaunul vechi de lemn.<\/p>\n
\u201eCamelia Dumitrescu\u201d.<\/p>\n
Nu era numele pe care i-l d\u0103dusem eu.<\/p>\n
Era numele feti\u021bei disp\u0103rute.<\/p>\n
Camelia a \u00eenceput s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng\u0103 \u00een lini\u0219te.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Eu sunt fata aceea\u2026 nu?<\/p>\n
N-am mai putut s\u0103 mint.<\/p>\n
Am izbucnit \u00een lacrimi.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Da\u2026<\/p>\n
Ea \u0219i-a acoperit gura cu palma.<\/p>\n
Ani \u00eentregi.<\/p>\n
Ani \u00eentregi crescuse l\u00e2ng\u0103 mine f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 \u0219tie cine era.<\/p>\n
\u2014 De ce nu mi-ai spus? a \u0219optit.<\/p>\n
Am ridicat privirea spre ea.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Pentru c\u0103 mi-a fost fric\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u0218i era adev\u0103rul.<\/p>\n
Frica m\u0103 distrusese toat\u0103 via\u021ba.<\/p>\n
Frica de so\u021bul meu.<\/p>\n
Frica de poli\u021bie.<\/p>\n
Frica s\u0103 nu o pierd.<\/p>\n
Camelia s-a a\u0219ezat l\u00e2ng\u0103 mine.<\/p>\n
Pentru c\u00e2teva clipe n-a spus nimic.<\/p>\n
Apoi mi-a luat m\u00e2na.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Tu nu m-ai r\u0103pit.<\/p>\n
Am \u00eenceput s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng \u0219i mai tare.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Dar am t\u0103cut.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Tu m-ai crescut.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Ar fi trebuit s\u0103 spun adev\u0103rul.<\/p>\n
Camelia \u0219i-a \u0219ters lacrimile.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Poate. Dar dac\u0103 m\u0103 l\u0103sai atunci acolo\u2026 poate nu mai tr\u0103iam azi.<\/p>\n
Am r\u0103mas am\u00e2ndou\u0103 \u00een lini\u0219te.<\/p>\n
Doar v\u00e2ntul se auzea prin pere\u021bii vechi ai casei.<\/p>\n
Dup\u0103 c\u00e2teva minute, ea s-a ridicat.<\/p>\n
A luat toate documentele \u0219i le-a pus \u00eentr-o cutie.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Mergem la poli\u021bie m\u00e2ine, a spus hot\u0103r\u00e2t\u0103.<\/p>\n
Am \u00eenchis ochii.<\/p>\n
Treizeci de ani fugisem de ziua aceea.<\/p>\n
Iar acum nu mai puteam fugi.<\/p>\n
C\u00e2nd am ie\u0219it din cas\u0103, soarele \u00eencepea s\u0103 apun\u0103 peste c\u00e2mpurile uscate.<\/p>\n
Camelia s-a apropiat de mine \u0219i mi-a pus bra\u021bul pe umeri.<\/p>\n
Ca atunci c\u00e2nd eu f\u0103ceam asta pentru ea c\u00e2nd era mic\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu te duc la azil, mam\u0103, a spus \u00eencet. Te duc acas\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u0218i pentru prima dat\u0103 dup\u0103 treizeci de ani, am sim\u021bit c\u0103 poate adev\u0103rul nu venise s\u0103 m\u0103 distrug\u0103.<\/p>\n
Venise s\u0103 ne elibereze.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
\u201eFeti\u021ba nu s-a pierdut niciodat\u0103. A fost ascuns\u0103.\u201d Am sim\u021bit c\u0103 nu mai pot respira. Litera era a so\u021bului meu. A\u0219 fi recunoscut scrisul lui oriunde. Camelia m\u0103 privea f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 spun\u0103 nimic. Eu m\u0103 uitam la foaie de parc\u0103 ar fi luat foc \u00een m\u00e2inile mele. \u2014 Nu\u2026 nu e posibil\u2026 am murmurat. Dar […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":22818,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[18],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-24074","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-povesti"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24074","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=24074"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24074\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":24075,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24074\/revisions\/24075"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/22818"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=24074"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=24074"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=24074"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}