\u2014 Nu pleci nic\u0103ieri, a spus Radu ap\u0103sat.<\/p>\n
Dar ceva \u00een vocea lui m-a f\u0103cut s\u0103 \u00eenghe\u021b.<\/p>\n
Nu era grij\u0103.<\/p>\n
Era panic\u0103.<\/p>\n
L-am privit c\u00e2teva secunde f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 spun nimic.<\/p>\n
Avea m\u00e2inile tremur\u00e2nde \u0219i evitase s\u0103 m\u0103 priveasc\u0103 direct \u00een ochi.<\/p>\n
Dup\u0103 doi ani \u00een care \u00eel v\u0103zusem rece, controlat \u0219i t\u0103cut, acum p\u0103rea speriat de moarte.<\/p>\n
\u2014 D\u0103-te la o parte, Radu.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu.<\/p>\n
\u2014 E fiica mea!<\/p>\n
\u2014 Ana\u2026 te rog.<\/p>\n
Tonul lui s-a fr\u00e2nt.<\/p>\n
\u0218i atunci am sim\u021bit pentru prima dat\u0103 c\u0103 ceva era profund gre\u0219it.<\/p>\n
Nu l-am mai ascultat.<\/p>\n
L-am \u00eempins \u0219i am fugit spre ma\u0219in\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u00cen oglinda retrovizoare l-am v\u0103zut ie\u0219ind \u00een strad\u0103 dup\u0103 mine, dar n-a \u00eencercat s\u0103 m\u0103 opreasc\u0103 mai departe.<\/p>\n
A r\u0103mas acolo.<\/p>\n
Cu capul plecat.<\/p>\n
Drumul p\u00e2n\u0103 la \u0219coal\u0103 mi s-a p\u0103rut nesf\u00e2r\u0219it.<\/p>\n
\u00cemi tremurau m\u00e2inile pe volan.<\/p>\n
\u00cemi repetam \u00eentruna c\u0103 e imposibil.<\/p>\n
Sofia murise.<\/p>\n
\u00cei v\u0103zusem trupul.<\/p>\n
\u00cei \u021binusem m\u00e2na rece \u00een spital.<\/p>\n
\u00cei v\u0103zusem sicriul cobor\u00e2t \u00een p\u0103m\u00e2nt.<\/p>\n
\u0218i totu\u0219i\u2026<\/p>\n
Vocea aceea fusese a ei.<\/p>\n
Am ajuns aproape f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103-mi dau seama.<\/p>\n
Directorul m\u0103 a\u0219tepta la intrare.<\/p>\n
Avea fa\u021ba alb\u0103 \u0219i p\u0103rea la fel de tulburat ca mine.<\/p>\n
Nu mi-a spus nimic.<\/p>\n
Doar m-a condus spre biroul lui.<\/p>\n
U\u0219a era \u00eentredeschis\u0103.<\/p>\n
Iar acolo\u2026<\/p>\n
Pe scaunul din col\u021b, cu ghiozdanul \u00een bra\u021be \u0219i cu capul plecat, st\u0103tea Sofia.<\/p>\n
Am r\u0103mas f\u0103r\u0103 aer.<\/p>\n
Avea acela\u0219i p\u0103r castaniu.<\/p>\n
Aceia\u0219i ochi mari.<\/p>\n
P\u00e2n\u0103 \u0219i bluza ei roz era identic\u0103 cu una pe care o purta mereu.<\/p>\n
Feti\u021ba \u0219i-a ridicat privirea.<\/p>\n
C\u00e2nd m-a v\u0103zut, a \u00eenceput s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Mami\u2026<\/p>\n
Picioarele mi s-au \u00eenmuiat.<\/p>\n
Am c\u0103zut \u00een genunchi \u00een fa\u021ba ei.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Sofia\u2026?<\/p>\n
M-a \u00eembr\u0103\u021bi\u0219at at\u00e2t de tare, \u00eenc\u00e2t am sim\u021bit c\u0103 mi se rupe sufletul.<\/p>\n
Mirosea la fel.<\/p>\n
Avea aceea\u0219i voce.<\/p>\n
Aceea\u0219i cicatrice mic\u0103 sub b\u0103rbie, de c\u00e2nd c\u0103zuse de pe biciclet\u0103 la \u0219apte ani.<\/p>\n
Nu era posibil.<\/p>\n
Dar era real\u0103.<\/p>\n
Directorul ie\u0219i \u00eencet din birou \u0219i \u00eenchise u\u0219a.<\/p>\n
Am r\u0103mas doar noi dou\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Unde ai fost? am \u0219optit printre lacrimi.<\/p>\n
Feti\u021ba m-a privit speriat\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Tati a spus c\u0103 nu trebuie s\u0103 spun nim\u0103nui.<\/p>\n
Lumea s-a oprit.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Ce?<\/p>\n
\u2014 A spus c\u0103 oamenii r\u0103i vor s\u0103 m\u0103 ia. \u0218i c\u0103 trebuie s\u0103 stau ascuns\u0103 o vreme.<\/p>\n
Sim\u021beam c\u0103 nu mai pot respira.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Sofia\u2026 tati \u021bi-a spus c\u0103 ai murit?<\/p>\n
Ea a dat \u00eencet din cap.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Mi-a spus c\u0103 \u0219i tu crezi asta. Dar c\u0103 \u00eentr-o zi o s\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eentorc acas\u0103.<\/p>\n
Am \u00eenceput s\u0103 tremur violent.<\/p>\n
Nu \u00een\u021belegeam.<\/p>\n
Nu voiam s\u0103 \u00een\u021beleg.<\/p>\n
\u00cen acel moment s-a auzit agita\u021bie pe hol.<\/p>\n
Radu.<\/p>\n
Intrase \u00een \u0219coal\u0103 aproape alerg\u00e2nd.<\/p>\n
C\u00e2nd a deschis u\u0219a \u0219i ne-a v\u0103zut \u00eempreun\u0103, fa\u021ba lui s-a pr\u0103bu\u0219it.<\/p>\n
Ca un om care \u0219tia c\u0103 totul s-a terminat.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Ana\u2026<\/p>\n
\u2014 Cum ai putut? am \u0219optit.<\/p>\n
Nu mi-a r\u0103spuns imediat.<\/p>\n
S-a uitat la Sofia.<\/p>\n
Apoi la mine.<\/p>\n
\u0218i a \u00eenceput s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u00cen doisprezece ani de c\u0103snicie nu-l v\u0103zusem niciodat\u0103 pl\u00e2ng\u00e2nd.<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u00cen noaptea accidentului\u2026 a \u00eenceput el cu voce rupt\u0103\u2026 doctorii mi-au spus c\u0103 Sofia avea \u0219anse foarte mici. Un b\u0103rbat bogat era implicat \u00een accident. B\u0103ut. Droga\u021bi. Totul urma s\u0103 fie mu\u0219amalizat.<\/p>\n
Mi se f\u0103cuse frig.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Ce ai f\u0103cut?<\/p>\n
\u2014 Mi-au oferit bani. Foarte mul\u021bi bani. \u0218i protec\u021bie pentru ea. Au spus c\u0103 dac\u0103 cazul devine public, oamenii aceia pot face orice.<\/p>\n
M-am uitat la el cu oroare.<\/p>\n
\u2014 A\u0219a c\u0103 ai declarat-o moart\u0103?!<\/p>\n
\u2014 Era \u00een via\u021b\u0103! a izbucnit el. Dar avea nevoie de opera\u021bii, tratamente\u2026 Au trimis-o \u00eentr-o clinic\u0103 privat\u0103 \u00een Austria. Mi-au jurat c\u0103 o vor salva.<\/p>\n
Sofia se \u021binea str\u00e2ns de m\u00e2na mea, pl\u00e2ng\u00e2nd.<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u0218i pe mine? Pe mine cum ai putut s\u0103 m\u0103 la\u0219i s\u0103 cred c\u0103 mi-a murit copilul?!<\/p>\n
Radu s-a pr\u0103bu\u0219it pe un scaun.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Mi-au spus c\u0103 dac\u0103 afli adev\u0103rul, totul se destram\u0103. C\u0103 o pot lua definitiv. Mi-a fost fric\u0103.<\/p>\n
Fric\u0103.<\/p>\n
Cuv\u00e2ntul acela mi-a f\u0103cut mai r\u0103u dec\u00e2t orice.<\/p>\n
Doi ani.<\/p>\n
Doi ani \u00een care am dormit l\u00e2ng\u0103 hainele fiicei mele.<\/p>\n
Doi ani \u00een care am mers la morm\u00e2ntul unui sicriu gol.<\/p>\n
Doi ani \u00een care am murit pu\u021bin \u00een fiecare zi.<\/p>\n
Iar ea tr\u0103ia.<\/p>\n
\u00cen seara aceea am plecat din \u0219coal\u0103 \u021bin\u00e2nd-o pe Sofia de m\u00e2n\u0103.<\/p>\n
Nu m-am mai uitat \u00eenapoi la Radu.<\/p>\n
Mai t\u00e2rziu au \u00eenceput anchetele.<\/p>\n
Accidentul fusese \u00eentr-adev\u0103r acoperit.<\/p>\n
Au ie\u0219it la iveal\u0103 bani, minciuni \u0219i oameni influen\u021bi.<\/p>\n
Radu nu a ajuns la \u00eenchisoare.<\/p>\n
Dar m-a pierdut pentru totdeauna.<\/p>\n
Iar eu?<\/p>\n
\u00cen fiecare diminea\u021b\u0103 \u00eenc\u0103 m\u0103 trezesc \u0219i m\u0103 uit spre camera Sofiei ca s\u0103 m\u0103 asigur c\u0103 este acolo.<\/p>\n
\u0218i de fiecare dat\u0103 c\u00e2nd o aud spun\u00e2nd \u201eMami\u201d, \u00eenc\u0103 simt c\u0103 am primit \u00eenapoi o via\u021b\u0103 \u00eentreag\u0103.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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