\u00cen sufragerie s-a f\u0103cut lini\u0219te.<\/p>\n
Din aia grea.<\/p>\n
Din aia care apas\u0103 pe piept.<\/p>\n
Radu a blocat telefonul at\u00e2t de repede \u00eenc\u00e2t aproape l-a sc\u0103pat din m\u00e2n\u0103.<\/p>\n
Dar era prea t\u00e2rziu.<\/p>\n
V\u0103zusem.<\/p>\n
\u0218i mai r\u0103u dec\u00e2t mesajul\u2026 era fa\u021ba lui.<\/p>\n
Fa\u021ba unui om prins.<\/p>\n
Nu trist.<\/p>\n
Nu vinovat.<\/p>\n
Prins.<\/p>\n
Am tras calm aer \u00een piept \u0219i m-am a\u0219ezat pe canapea.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Ce poze, Radu?<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu e ce crezi.<\/p>\n
Bine\u00een\u021beles.<\/p>\n
Replica na\u021bional\u0103 a b\u0103rba\u021bilor care au f\u0103cut exact ce crezi.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Super. Atunci explic\u0103-mi tu ce ar trebui s\u0103 cred.<\/p>\n
A \u00eenceput s\u0103 se plimbe prin sufragerie.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Bianca exagereaz\u0103. E nebun\u0103.<\/p>\n
Interesant cum femeile devin \u201enebune\u201d fix dup\u0103 ce b\u0103rba\u021bii le scriu pe ascuns.<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u0218i totu\u0219i \u00eei cereai poze.<\/p>\n
\u2014 A fost acum mult timp.<\/p>\n
\u2014 C\u00e2t de mult?<\/p>\n
A t\u0103cut.<\/p>\n
Am r\u00e2s scurt.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Aha. Deci nu suficient de mult.<\/p>\n
S-a apropiat de mine.<\/p>\n
\u2014 N-a \u00eensemnat nimic.<\/p>\n
Am ridicat ochii spre el.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Tu chiar nu \u00een\u021belegi, nu?<\/p>\n
\u2014 Ce s\u0103 \u00een\u021beleg?<\/p>\n
\u2014 C\u0103 problema nu sunt pozele. Problema e c\u0103 m-ai f\u0103cut s\u0103 m\u0103 simt mic\u0103 \u00een timp ce tu hr\u0103neai aten\u021bia altei femei.<\/p>\n
Pentru prima dat\u0103 a t\u0103cut complet.<\/p>\n
\u0218i atunci am realizat ceva.<\/p>\n
Nu mai eram trist\u0103.<\/p>\n
Eram obosit\u0103.<\/p>\n
Obosit\u0103 s\u0103 m\u0103 prefac c\u0103 respectul vine la pachet cu iubirea.<\/p>\n
Nu vine.<\/p>\n
Unii te iubesc \u0219i tot te r\u0103nesc dac\u0103 \u00eei la\u0219i.<\/p>\n
Telefonul lui a vibrat din nou.<\/p>\n
L-am \u00eentins m\u00e2na.<\/p>\n
\u2014 D\u0103-mi-l.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Hai s\u0103 vorbim calm.<\/p>\n
\u2014 D\u0103-mi telefonul.<\/p>\n
Mi l-a dat.<\/p>\n
Probabil pentru c\u0103 \u0219i-a dat seama c\u0103 deja pierduse controlul.<\/p>\n
Am deschis conversa\u021bia.<\/p>\n
\u0218i acolo era tot.<\/p>\n
Complimente.<\/p>\n
Mesaje \u0219terse pe jum\u0103tate.<\/p>\n
Reac\u021bii la poze.<\/p>\n
Glume.<\/p>\n
Iar printre ele\u2026 un mesaj trimis de el cu dou\u0103 s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2ni \u00eenainte:<\/p>\n
\u201eCu tine totul era mai simplu.\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n Aia a durut.<\/p>\n Nu pozele.<\/p>\n Nu flirtul.<\/p>\n Fraza aia.<\/p>\n Pentru c\u0103 eu \u00eei sp\u0103lasem hainele c\u00e2nd era bolnav.<\/p>\n \u00cei \u021binusem m\u00e2na c\u00e2nd \u0219i-a pierdut jobul.<\/p>\n Muncisem cot la cot cu el c\u00e2nd n-aveam bani nici de vacan\u021be.<\/p>\n Dar \u201esimpl\u0103\u201d devenise femeia care ap\u0103rea \u00een poze filtrate de pe plaj\u0103.<\/p>\n Am \u00eenchis telefonul \u0219i l-am pus pe mas\u0103.<\/p>\n \u2014 O s\u0103 plec c\u00e2teva zile.<\/p>\n \u2014 Ce?<\/p>\n \u2014 Ai auzit bine.<\/p>\n \u2014 Pentru ni\u0219te mesaje?<\/p>\n M-am ridicat \u00eencet.<\/p>\n \u2014 Nu. Pentru c\u0103 \u00een ultimul an ai \u00eenceput s\u0103 m\u0103 tratezi ca pe mobilierul din cas\u0103. Util\u0103. Mereu aici. Dar invizibil\u0103.<\/p>\n \u2014 Exagerezi.<\/p>\n Am z\u00e2mbit obosit\u0103.<\/p>\n \u2014 Vezi? Exact asta faci mereu.<\/p>\n \u00cen noaptea aia mi-am f\u0103cut bagajul f\u0103r\u0103 scandal.<\/p>\n F\u0103r\u0103 \u021bipete.<\/p>\n \u0218i cred c\u0103 lini\u0219tea mea \u00eel speria mai tare dec\u00e2t orice.<\/p>\n M-am mutat c\u00e2teva zile la sora mea \u00een Bra\u0219ov.<\/p>\n Iar acolo, pentru prima dat\u0103 dup\u0103 mult timp, am dormit lini\u0219tit\u0103.<\/p>\n F\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 verific cine \u00eei d\u0103 like.<\/p>\n F\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eentreb dac\u0103 sunt suficient\u0103.<\/p>\n Poza mea continua s\u0103 str\u00e2ng\u0103 reac\u021bii.<\/p>\n Dar ceva se schimbase.<\/p>\n La \u00eenceput o postasem ca s\u0103-l r\u0103nesc.<\/p>\n Acum o priveam \u0219i vedeam altceva.<\/p>\n M\u0103 vedeam pe mine.<\/p>\n Femeia care disp\u0103ruse \u00eencet \u00eencet \u00eencerc\u00e2nd s\u0103 fie \u201eso\u021bia perfect\u0103\u201d.<\/p>\n \u00cen a treia sear\u0103, Radu a venit la Bra\u0219ov.<\/p>\n Nu cu flori.<\/p>\n Nu cu scuze teatrale.<\/p>\n Avea doar cearc\u0103ne \u0219i o sinceritate pe care n-o mai v\u0103zusem de mult.<\/p>\n \u2014 Mi-e fric\u0103 s\u0103 nu te pierd, a spus direct.<\/p>\n L-am privit f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 r\u0103spund.<\/p>\n \u2014 \u0218tiu c\u0103 am fost idiot.<\/p>\n \u2014 Da, ai fost.<\/p>\n A dat din cap.<\/p>\n \u2014 \u0218i cred c\u0103 m-am obi\u0219nuit s\u0103 primesc totul de la tine f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 mai ofer nimic \u00eenapoi.<\/p>\n \u00cen sf\u00e2r\u0219it.<\/p>\n Adev\u0103rul.<\/p>\n Nu Bianca stricase c\u0103snicia noastr\u0103.<\/p>\n Ci faptul c\u0103 el uitase s\u0103 m\u0103 mai vad\u0103.<\/p>\n Am stat mult timp \u00een t\u0103cere.<\/p>\n Apoi i-am spus calm:<\/p>\n \u2014 Dac\u0103 r\u0103m\u00e2n\u2026 lucrurile se schimb\u0103 complet.<\/p>\n \u2014 \u0218tiu.<\/p>\n \u2014 Nu mai accept jum\u0103t\u0103\u021bi de respect.<\/p>\n \u2014 \u0218tiu.<\/p>\n \u2014 \u0218i dac\u0103 mai faci vreodat\u0103 o femeie s\u0103 se simt\u0103 mai important\u0103 dec\u00e2t mine \u00een propria mea c\u0103snicie\u2026 plec f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 m\u0103 uit \u00eenapoi.<\/p>\n Avea lacrimi \u00een ochi c\u00e2nd a r\u0103spuns:<\/p>\n \u2014 Am \u00een\u021beles.<\/p>\n Nu l-am iertat \u00een seara aia.<\/p>\n Iertarea adev\u0103rat\u0103 nu vine din fric\u0103.<\/p>\n Vine din schimbare.<\/p>\n Dar pentru prima dat\u0103 dup\u0103 mult timp, l-am v\u0103zut uit\u00e2ndu-se la mine cum ar fi trebuit s\u0103 o fac\u0103 mereu.<\/p>\n Nu disperat.<\/p>\n Nu posesiv.<\/p>\n Ci atent.<\/p>\n Iar c\u00e2teva luni mai t\u00e2rziu, \u00eentr-o duminic\u0103 lini\u0219tit\u0103, st\u0103team pe balcon cu cafeaua \u00een m\u00e2n\u0103 c\u00e2nd Radu a trecut prin spatele meu \u0219i m-a s\u0103rutat pe um\u0103r.<\/p>\n \u2014 La ce te g\u00e2nde\u0219ti?<\/p>\n Am z\u00e2mbit.<\/p>\n \u2014 C\u0103 poza aia mi-a salvat via\u021ba.<\/p>\n \u2014 Serios?<\/p>\n \u2014 Da. Pentru c\u0103 mi-am amintit cine eram \u00eenainte s\u0103 \u00eencep s\u0103 m\u0103 mic\u0219orez pentru al\u021bii.<\/p>\n \u0218i de data asta\u2026 el n-a mai avut nimic de comentat.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" \u00cen sufragerie s-a f\u0103cut lini\u0219te. Din aia grea. Din aia care apas\u0103 pe piept. Radu a blocat telefonul at\u00e2t de repede \u00eenc\u00e2t aproape l-a sc\u0103pat din m\u00e2n\u0103. Dar era prea t\u00e2rziu. V\u0103zusem. \u0218i mai r\u0103u dec\u00e2t mesajul\u2026 era fa\u021ba lui. Fa\u021ba unui om prins. Nu trist. Nu vinovat. Prins. 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