{"id":24360,"date":"2026-05-14T05:17:22","date_gmt":"2026-05-14T05:17:22","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/?p=24360"},"modified":"2026-05-14T05:17:22","modified_gmt":"2026-05-14T05:17:22","slug":"am-stat-in-spital-15-zile-nimeni-nu-a-venit-sa-ma-viziteze","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/?p=24360","title":{"rendered":"Am stat \u00een spital 15 zile. Nimeni nu a venit s\u0103 m\u0103 viziteze"},"content":{"rendered":"
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Am stat \u00een spital 15 zile. Nimeni nu a venit s\u0103 m\u0103 viziteze. Copiii mei erau departe, iar prietenii mei prea ocupa\u021bi cu vie\u021bile lor. Aproape \u00een fiecare noapte, o fat\u0103 t\u0103cut\u0103 venea \u0219i st\u0103tea l\u00e2ng\u0103 patul meu. Nu vorbea mult. Doar \u00eemi spunea mereu acela\u0219i lucru:<\/p>\n

\u2014 Fii puternic. O s\u0103 z\u00e2mbe\u0219ti din nou.<\/p>\n

Avea o voce calm\u0103.<\/p>\n

Lini\u0219titoare.<\/p>\n

Uneori \u00eemi aducea ap\u0103.<\/p>\n

Alteori doar st\u0103tea \u00een t\u0103cere l\u00e2ng\u0103 mine p\u00e2n\u0103 adormeam.<\/p>\n

Niciodat\u0103 nu aprindea lumina.<\/p>\n

Niciodat\u0103 nu f\u0103cea zgomot.<\/p>\n

Dar de fiecare dat\u0103 c\u00e2nd ap\u0103rea, salonul parc\u0103 devenea mai pu\u021bin rece.<\/p>\n

C\u00e2nd am \u00eenceput s\u0103 m\u0103 simt mai bine \u0219i le-am povestit medicilor despre ea, s-au uitat ciudat la mine.<\/p>\n

\u2014 Domnule Mihai\u2026 nu a fost nicio fat\u0103 aici.<\/p>\n

Am r\u00e2s slab.<\/p>\n

\u2014 Cum adic\u0103? Venea aproape \u00een fiecare noapte.<\/p>\n

Asistenta \u0219i-a mu\u0219cat buza.<\/p>\n

\u2014 Probabil a\u021bi visat. A\u021bi fost foarte sl\u0103bit \u0219i sub tratament puternic.<\/p>\n

\u00cen cele din urm\u0103 i-am crezut.<\/p>\n

Poate chiar visasem.<\/p>\n

Poate singur\u0103tatea mea inventase o voce ca s\u0103 nu m\u0103 lase s\u0103 m\u0103 pr\u0103bu\u0219esc.<\/p>\n

Am fost externat \u00eentr-o diminea\u021b\u0103 rece de noiembrie.<\/p>\n

M-am \u00eentors \u00eentr-un apartament gol.<\/p>\n

F\u0103r\u0103 zgomot.<\/p>\n

F\u0103r\u0103 r\u00e2sete.<\/p>\n

F\u0103r\u0103 nimeni care s\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eentrebe dac\u0103 sunt bine.<\/p>\n

Via\u021ba mea se mic\u0219orase at\u00e2t de mult \u00eenc\u00e2t uneori auzeam ecoul propriilor pa\u0219i prin cas\u0103.<\/p>\n

Primele s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2ni au fost grele.<\/p>\n

Abia dormeam.<\/p>\n

M\u00e2ncam pu\u021bin.<\/p>\n

M\u0103 uitam ore \u00eentregi pe geam f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 g\u00e2ndesc nimic.<\/p>\n

\u0218ase s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2ni mai t\u00e2rziu, \u00eentr-o joi sear\u0103, am primit un telefon de la sora mea.<\/p>\n

Vocea ei era ciudat\u0103.<\/p>\n

Tremurat\u0103.<\/p>\n

\u2014 Mihai\u2026 po\u021bi s\u0103 vii p\u00e2n\u0103 la mine?<\/p>\n

\u2014 S-a \u00eent\u00e2mplat ceva?<\/p>\n

A ezitat c\u00e2teva secunde.<\/p>\n

\u2014 Doar vino.<\/p>\n

C\u00e2nd am ajuns, era palid\u0103.<\/p>\n

\u021ainea \u00een m\u00e2n\u0103 o fotografie veche.<\/p>\n

Mi-a \u00eentins-o f\u0103r\u0103 un cuv\u00e2nt.<\/p>\n

\u0218i atunci mi-a \u00eenghe\u021bat s\u00e2ngele \u00een vene.<\/p>\n

\u00cen poz\u0103 era ea.<\/p>\n

Fata din spital.<\/p>\n

Aceea\u0219i privire lini\u0219tit\u0103.<\/p>\n

Acela\u0219i z\u00e2mbet trist.<\/p>\n

Am sim\u021bit c\u0103 nu mai pot respira.<\/p>\n

\u2014 Cine\u2026 cine e?<\/p>\n

Sora mea a \u00eenceput s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng\u0103.<\/p>\n

\u2014 O recuno\u0219ti?<\/p>\n

Am dat \u00eencet din cap.<\/p>\n

M\u00e2inile \u00eemi tremurau.<\/p>\n

\u2014 Venea la mine \u00een spital\u2026 aproape \u00een fiecare noapte\u2026<\/p>\n

Ea \u0219i-a acoperit gura.<\/p>\n

\u2014 Mihai\u2026 asta e Ana.<\/p>\n

Numele m-a lovit direct \u00een piept.<\/p>\n

Ana.<\/p>\n

Fiica mea.<\/p>\n

Fiica mea care murise acum opt ani \u00eentr-un accident de ma\u0219in\u0103.<\/p>\n

Am sim\u021bit c\u0103 se rupe ceva \u00een mine.<\/p>\n

\u2014 Nu\u2026 nu e posibil\u2026<\/p>\n

Sora mea pl\u00e2ngea deja.<\/p>\n

\u2014 Fotografia asta am g\u0103sit-o azi \u00eentr-o cutie cu lucrurile mamei. \u0218i c\u00e2nd am v\u0103zut-o\u2026 mi-am dat seama c\u0103 exact a\u0219a ai descris fata aceea.<\/p>\n

M-am a\u0219ezat \u00eencet pe canapea.<\/p>\n

Nu-mi mai sim\u021beam picioarele.<\/p>\n

Ana murise la dou\u0103zeci \u0219i doi de ani.<\/p>\n

\u00cen noaptea accidentului ne certasem.<\/p>\n

R\u0103u.<\/p>\n

\u00cei spusesem c\u0103 e egoist\u0103.<\/p>\n

C\u0103 \u00ee\u0219i distruge via\u021ba.<\/p>\n

A plecat pl\u00e2ng\u00e2nd.<\/p>\n

\u0218i dou\u0103 ore mai t\u00e2rziu, poli\u021bia b\u0103tea la u\u0219a mea.<\/p>\n

Ani \u00eentregi am tr\u0103it cu vinov\u0103\u021bia aia.<\/p>\n

Cu ultimele mele cuvinte c\u0103tre copilul meu.<\/p>\n

Nu mi le-am iertat niciodat\u0103.<\/p>\n

Niciodat\u0103.<\/p>\n

\u2014 Ea\u2026 ea \u00eemi spunea mereu c\u0103 o s\u0103 z\u00e2mbesc din nou\u2026 am \u0219optit.<\/p>\n

Sora mea s-a apropiat \u00eencet.<\/p>\n

\u2014 Poate a venit s\u0103 te ierte.<\/p>\n

Atunci am izbucnit \u00een pl\u00e2ns.<\/p>\n

Nu elegant.<\/p>\n

Nu discret.<\/p>\n

Ci ur\u00e2t, greu, cu toat\u0103 durerea adunat\u0103 \u00een opt ani.<\/p>\n

Pentru c\u0103 \u00een toate nop\u021bile acelea din spital nu sim\u021bisem fric\u0103.<\/p>\n

Sim\u021bisem pace.<\/p>\n

Iar acum \u00een\u021belegeam de ce.<\/p>\n

\u00cen noaptea aceea n-am dormit deloc.<\/p>\n

Am r\u0103mas cu fotografia \u00een m\u00e2ini p\u00e2n\u0103 diminea\u021ba.<\/p>\n

Privind chipul fiicei mele.<\/p>\n

\u0218i am observat ceva ce nu v\u0103zusem \u00eenainte.<\/p>\n

Purta acela\u0219i pulover deschis la culoare pe care \u00eel avea \u00een seara accidentului.<\/p>\n

Acela\u0219i.<\/p>\n

P\u00e2n\u0103 \u0219i sora mea a \u00eencremenit c\u00e2nd \u0219i-a dat seama.<\/p>\n

\u2014 Doamne\u2026<\/p>\n

Am \u00eenchis ochii.<\/p>\n

\u0218i pentru prima dat\u0103 dup\u0103 foarte mul\u021bi ani, nu am mai sim\u021bit doar durere c\u00e2nd m-am g\u00e2ndit la Ana.<\/p>\n

Ci \u0219i recuno\u0219tin\u021b\u0103.<\/p>\n

Pentru c\u0103, atunci c\u00e2nd to\u021bi lipseau\u2026<\/p>\n

Ea venise.<\/p>\n

Nu ca s\u0103 m\u0103 sperie.<\/p>\n

Nu ca s\u0103 m\u0103 pedepseasc\u0103.<\/p>\n

Ci ca s\u0103 stea l\u00e2ng\u0103 mine c\u00e2nd eram singur.<\/p>\n

Exact cum f\u0103cea c\u00e2nd era mic\u0103 \u0219i eu aveam nop\u021bi grele dup\u0103 moartea mamei ei.<\/p>\n

Atunci venea \u00een sufragerie cu p\u0103turica dup\u0103 ea, se urca l\u00e2ng\u0103 mine \u0219i \u00eemi spunea:<\/p>\n

\u2014 Tati, o s\u0103 fie bine.<\/p>\n

\u00cen spital spusese aproape acela\u0219i lucru.<\/p>\n

\u201eFii puternic. O s\u0103 z\u00e2mbe\u0219ti din nou.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u0218i atunci am \u00een\u021beles ceva ce nici medicii, nici anii, nici singur\u0103tatea nu reu\u0219iser\u0103 s\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eenve\u021be:<\/p>\n

Uneori iubirea nu pleac\u0103 nici dup\u0103 moarte.<\/p>\n

Doar \u00eenva\u021b\u0103 s\u0103 vin\u0103 mai t\u0103cut.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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Am stat \u00een spital 15 zile. Nimeni nu a venit s\u0103 m\u0103 viziteze. Copiii mei erau departe, iar prietenii mei prea ocupa\u021bi cu vie\u021bile lor. Aproape \u00een fiecare noapte, o fat\u0103 t\u0103cut\u0103 venea \u0219i st\u0103tea l\u00e2ng\u0103 patul meu. Nu vorbea mult. Doar \u00eemi spunea mereu acela\u0219i lucru: \u2014 Fii puternic. O s\u0103 z\u00e2mbe\u0219ti din nou. […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":22817,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[18],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-24360","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-povesti"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24360","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=24360"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24360\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":24361,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24360\/revisions\/24361"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/22817"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=24360"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=24360"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=24360"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}