{"id":24372,"date":"2026-05-14T05:27:37","date_gmt":"2026-05-14T05:27:37","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/?p=24372"},"modified":"2026-05-14T05:27:37","modified_gmt":"2026-05-14T05:27:37","slug":"am-ramas-nemiscata-pe-podea","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/?p=24372","title":{"rendered":"Am r\u0103mas nemi\u0219cat\u0103 pe podea."},"content":{"rendered":"
\n
\n
\n
\n
\n
\n
\n
\n
\n
\n

La aniversarea noastr\u0103 de 10 ani i-am cump\u0103rat so\u021bului meu ceasul la care visa de ani \u00eentregi.<\/p>\n

Am str\u00e2ns bani luni \u00eentregi.<\/p>\n

Am renun\u021bat la haine noi, la ie\u0219iri, chiar \u0219i la concediu.<\/p>\n

Dar c\u00e2nd l-am v\u0103zut uit\u00e2ndu-se \u00een vitrina magazinului dup\u0103 acel ceas, cu ochii unui copil care nu \u00eendr\u0103zne\u0219te s\u0103 cear\u0103 nimic, am \u0219tiut c\u0103 vreau s\u0103 i-l ofer.<\/p>\n

\u00cen seara anivers\u0103rii am preg\u0103tit masa \u00een sufragerie.<\/p>\n

Lum\u00e2n\u0103ri.<\/p>\n

Sarmale.<\/p>\n

Vin ro\u0219u.<\/p>\n

\u0218i melodia noastr\u0103 preferat\u0103 \u00een surdin\u0103.<\/p>\n

C\u00e2nd a deschis cutia \u0219i a v\u0103zut ceasul, a r\u0103mas f\u0103r\u0103 cuvinte.<\/p>\n

M-a \u00eembr\u0103\u021bi\u0219at at\u00e2t de str\u00e2ns \u00eenc\u00e2t aproape am \u00eenceput s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng.<\/p>\n

Apoi mi-a \u00eentins \u0219i el cadoul meu.<\/p>\n

O sticl\u0103 mic\u0103 de parfum ieftin.<\/p>\n

Din plastic.<\/p>\n

F\u0103r\u0103 cutie.<\/p>\n

F\u0103r\u0103 fund\u0103.<\/p>\n

Am r\u0103mas blocat\u0103.<\/p>\n

La \u00eenceput am crezut c\u0103 e o glum\u0103.<\/p>\n

Dar el z\u00e2mbea sincer.<\/p>\n

\u2014 \u201eSper s\u0103-\u021bi plac\u0103.\u201d<\/p>\n

Am sim\u021bit cum m\u0103 ia foc pe din\u0103untru.<\/p>\n

Eu muncisem luni \u00eentregi pentru cadoul lui.<\/p>\n

Iar el venise cu un parfum de c\u00e2teva zeci de lei.<\/p>\n

Am \u00eencercat s\u0103 z\u00e2mbesc, dar nu puteam.<\/p>\n

Dup\u0103 ce s-a dus \u00een buc\u0103t\u0103rie, am luat sticla \u0219i am aruncat-o \u00een fundul unui sertar.<\/p>\n

N-am folosit-o niciodat\u0103.<\/p>\n

Nici m\u0103car n-am desf\u0103cut-o.<\/p>\n

A fost ultima noastr\u0103 aniversare.<\/p>\n

Pentru c\u0103 peste trei s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2ni, so\u021bul meu a murit pe nea\u0219teptate.<\/p>\n

Infarct.<\/p>\n

Dintr-o dat\u0103.<\/p>\n

Diminea\u021ba \u00eenc\u0103 \u00eemi f\u0103cuse cafea.<\/p>\n

Seara eram la morg\u0103 aleg\u00e2nd haine pentru \u00eenmorm\u00e2ntare.<\/p>\n

Dup\u0103 aceea, casa a devenit rece.<\/p>\n

T\u0103cut\u0103.<\/p>\n

Goal\u0103.<\/p>\n

Timp de luni \u00eentregi n-am avut puterea s\u0103 ating lucrurile lui.<\/p>\n

Ceasul pe care i-l cump\u0103rasem a r\u0103mas pe noptier\u0103.<\/p>\n

Oprit.<\/p>\n

Ca \u0219i timpul.<\/p>\n

Ast\u0103zi f\u0103ceam cur\u0103\u021benie prin sertare c\u00e2nd am g\u0103sit parfumul.<\/p>\n

M-am uitat lung la sticla aceea ieftin\u0103 \u0219i am sim\u021bit iar furia veche.<\/p>\n

\u2014 \u201eAt\u00e2t am valorat pentru tine?\u201d, am \u0219optit printre din\u021bi.<\/p>\n

Am vrut s\u0103-l arunc la gunoi.<\/p>\n

Dar mi-a sc\u0103pat din m\u00e2n\u0103.<\/p>\n

Sticla s-a spart de podea.<\/p>\n

\u0218i atunci am \u00eenghe\u021bat.<\/p>\n

\u00cen\u0103untru ascunsese…<\/p>\n

Un bile\u021bel mic, rulat cu grij\u0103.<\/p>\n

\u0218i o cheie.<\/p>\n

Am r\u0103mas nemi\u0219cat\u0103 pe podea.<\/p>\n

Cu inima b\u0103t\u00e2nd at\u00e2t de tare \u00eenc\u00e2t \u00eemi \u021biuiau urechile.<\/p>\n

M\u00e2inile \u00eemi tremurau c\u00e2nd am desf\u0103cut bile\u021belul.<\/p>\n

Scrisul lui.<\/p>\n

L-am recunoscut imediat.<\/p>\n

Pu\u021bin str\u00e2mb, ap\u0103sat, gr\u0103bit.<\/p>\n

\u201eDac\u0103 cite\u0219ti asta, \u00eenseamn\u0103 c\u0103 iar n-ai avut r\u0103bdare.\u201d<\/p>\n

Am izbucnit \u00een pl\u00e2ns pe loc.<\/p>\n

Parc\u0103 \u00eei auzeam vocea.<\/p>\n

Parc\u0103 era \u00een camer\u0103.<\/p>\n

Am continuat s\u0103 citesc.<\/p>\n

\u201e\u0218tiam c\u0103 o s\u0103 te superi pe parfum. Tocmai de asta am ascuns adev\u0103ratul cadou aici. Pentru c\u0103 tu deschizi repede cutiile, dar rar vezi ce e \u00een\u0103untru.\u201d<\/p>\n

Mi s-a f\u0103cut r\u0103u.<\/p>\n

M-am a\u0219ezat direct pe podea printre cioburi.<\/p>\n

Cheia era mic\u0103.<\/p>\n

Argintie.<\/p>\n

Cu num\u0103rul 214 gravat pe ea.<\/p>\n

Am \u00eentors bile\u021belul.<\/p>\n

\u201eTe rog s\u0103 mergi la banca din centru. Cutia 214 e pe numele t\u0103u.\u201d<\/p>\n

Am sim\u021bit c\u0103 nu mai pot respira.<\/p>\n

\u00cen urm\u0103toarea or\u0103 eram deja \u00eembr\u0103cat\u0103 \u0219i ie\u0219eam din cas\u0103 aproape alerg\u00e2nd.<\/p>\n

Ploua m\u0103runt.<\/p>\n

Exact genul de vreme pe care el o iubea.<\/p>\n

La banc\u0103, femeia de la ghi\u0219eu s-a uitat lung la cheie \u0219i apoi la buletinul meu.<\/p>\n

\u2014 \u201eDa, doamn\u0103. Ave\u021bi acces.\u201d<\/p>\n

M-a condus \u00eentr-o camer\u0103 mic\u0103 \u0219i rece.<\/p>\n

A adus o cutie metalic\u0103 \u00eengust\u0103.<\/p>\n

    \n
  1. <\/li>\n<\/ol>\n

    Mi-au cedat genunchii c\u00e2nd am v\u0103zut num\u0103rul.<\/p>\n

    Dup\u0103 ce a plecat, am r\u0103mas singur\u0103 cu cutia \u00een fa\u021b\u0103.<\/p>\n

    Am introdus cheia.<\/p>\n

    Pentru c\u00e2teva secunde n-am avut curaj s\u0103 o deschid.<\/p>\n

    Apoi am tras \u00eencet capacul.<\/p>\n

    \u00cen\u0103untru era o map\u0103 groas\u0103.<\/p>\n

    \u0218i dedesubt\u2026 un teanc de bani.<\/p>\n

    M-am uitat \u0219ocat\u0103.<\/p>\n

    Erau peste 90.000 de lei.<\/p>\n

    Dar asta nici m\u0103car nu a fost partea care m-a distrus.<\/p>\n

    Ci scrisoarea.<\/p>\n

    Am desf\u0103cut-o \u00eencet.<\/p>\n

    \u201eIubirea mea,<\/p>\n

    Dac\u0103 cite\u0219ti asta, probabil eu nu mai sunt.<\/p>\n

    \u0218i dac\u0103 m\u0103 cuno\u0219ti bine, deja pl\u00e2ngi \u0219i m\u0103 \u00eenjuri \u00een acela\u0219i timp.<\/p>\n

    Doctorii mi-au g\u0103sit problema la inim\u0103 acum aproape un an.\u201d<\/p>\n

    Am sim\u021bit c\u0103 mi se taie respira\u021bia.<\/p>\n

    Am continuat s\u0103 citesc printre lacrimi.<\/p>\n

    \u201eNu \u021bi-am spus pentru c\u0103 te cunosc. Ai fi tr\u0103it fiecare zi cu fric\u0103.<\/p>\n

    Iar eu voiam s\u0103 te v\u0103d r\u00e2z\u00e2nd, nu tremur\u00e2nd.\u201d<\/p>\n

    Literele \u00eencepeau s\u0103 se \u00eence\u021bo\u0219eze.<\/p>\n

    \u201eBanii sunt pentru tine.<\/p>\n

    I-am str\u00e2ns \u00eencet.<\/p>\n

    Ore suplimentare.<\/p>\n

    Contracte mici.<\/p>\n

    Nop\u021bi pierdute.<\/p>\n

    Voiam s\u0103-\u021bi cump\u0103r apartamentul la care te uitai mereu c\u00e2nd treceam prin centru.<\/p>\n

    Dar n-am mai avut timp.\u201d<\/p>\n

    Mi-am dus m\u00e2na la gur\u0103 \u0219i am \u00eenceput s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng at\u00e2t de tare \u00eenc\u00e2t abia mai puteam citi.<\/p>\n

    Apoi am ajuns la ultimul paragraf.<\/p>\n

    \u201e\u0218i acum partea important\u0103.<\/p>\n

    Parfumul nu era ieftin pentru c\u0103 nu meritai mai mult.<\/p>\n

    Era ieftin pentru c\u0103 toate economiile mele erau aici.<\/p>\n

    Dar voiam s\u0103-\u021bi las \u0219i ceva care s\u0103 miroas\u0103 a mine dup\u0103 ce plec.<\/p>\n

    Ca s\u0103 nu ui\u021bi c\u0103 te-am iubit \u00een fiecare zi.<\/p>\n

    Chiar \u0219i \u00een cele \u00een care eram prea obosit ca s\u0103 o spun.\u201d<\/p>\n

    Am r\u0103mas acolo mult timp.<\/p>\n

    Singur\u0103.<\/p>\n

    Cu scrisoarea lipit\u0103 de piept.<\/p>\n

    \u0218i pentru prima dat\u0103 dup\u0103 moartea lui, am \u00een\u021beles ceva.<\/p>\n

    Nu lipsa banilor m\u0103 duruse atunci.<\/p>\n

    Ci faptul c\u0103 nu v\u0103zusem iubirea din spatele gestului.<\/p>\n

    Ajuns\u0103 acas\u0103, am deschis dulapul lui.<\/p>\n

    Hainele \u00eenc\u0103 p\u0103strau mirosul lui slab.<\/p>\n

    Am luat ceasul pe care i-l d\u0103ruisem.<\/p>\n

    Era tot acolo.<\/p>\n

    Oprit.<\/p>\n

    L-am \u00eentors \u00een palm\u0103 \u0219i am observat ceva ce nu v\u0103zusem niciodat\u0103.<\/p>\n

    Pe spate era gravat.<\/p>\n

    \u201ePentru timpul pe care mi l-ai f\u0103cut frumos.\u201d<\/p>\n

    Am izbucnit din nou \u00een lacrimi.<\/p>\n

    \u00cen seara aceea n-am dormit.<\/p>\n

    Am stat pe podea \u00een sufragerie, cu parfumul spart l\u00e2ng\u0103 mine \u0219i scrisoarea \u00een bra\u021be.<\/p>\n

    \u0218i m-am g\u00e2ndit c\u00e2t de u\u0219or putem judeca un om dup\u0103 ambalaj.<\/p>\n

    Dup\u0103 aparen\u021be.<\/p>\n

    Dup\u0103 m\u00e2ndrie.<\/p>\n

    A doua zi am f\u0103cut ceva ce nu mai f\u0103cusem de luni \u00eentregi.<\/p>\n

    Am deschis geamul larg.<\/p>\n

    Am l\u0103sat aerul s\u0103 intre.<\/p>\n

    Am pus cafeaua la f\u0103cut.<\/p>\n

    \u0218i pentru prima dat\u0103 dup\u0103 ce murise, casa nu mi s-a mai p\u0103rut goal\u0103.<\/p>\n

    Pentru c\u0103 \u00een sf\u00e2r\u0219it \u00een\u021belesesem.<\/p>\n

    Ultimul lui cadou nu fusese parfumul.<\/p>\n

    Ci dovada c\u0103 m\u0103 iubise p\u00e2n\u0103 \u00een ultima clip\u0103.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/section>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

    La aniversarea noastr\u0103 de 10 ani i-am cump\u0103rat so\u021bului meu ceasul la care visa de ani \u00eentregi. Am str\u00e2ns bani luni \u00eentregi. Am renun\u021bat la haine noi, la ie\u0219iri, chiar \u0219i la concediu. Dar c\u00e2nd l-am v\u0103zut uit\u00e2ndu-se \u00een vitrina magazinului dup\u0103 acel ceas, cu ochii unui copil care nu \u00eendr\u0103zne\u0219te s\u0103 cear\u0103 nimic, am […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":22818,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[18],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-24372","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-povesti"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24372","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=24372"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24372\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":24373,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24372\/revisions\/24373"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/22818"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=24372"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=24372"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=24372"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}