\u2014 Vlad… ea \u00eenc\u0103 nu \u0219tie?<\/p>\n
Alina a sim\u021bit cum \u00eei \u00eenghea\u021b\u0103 tot corpul.<\/p>\n
A r\u0103mas nemi\u0219cat\u0103 l\u00e2ng\u0103 u\u0219\u0103, cu palma ap\u0103sat\u0103 pe perete.<\/p>\n
Vocea lui Vlad s-a auzit \u00eencet.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu. \u0218i nici nu trebuie s\u0103 afle.<\/p>\n
\u00cen clipa aceea, stomacul Alinei s-a str\u00e2ns.<\/p>\n
Mintea i-a fugit \u00een toate direc\u021biile.<\/p>\n
Se g\u00e2ndea la o alt\u0103 femeie. La vreun secret ru\u0219inos. La bani. La datorii.<\/p>\n
Dar ceea ce a auzit apoi a f\u0103cut-o s\u0103 simt\u0103 c\u0103 podeaua \u00eei fuge de sub picioare.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Doctorul a spus c\u0103 boala avanseaz\u0103 repede \u2014 a \u0219optit tanti Elena printre lacrimi. \u2014 Nu mai avem mult timp s\u0103 ascundem.<\/p>\n
Alina \u0219i-a dus m\u00e2na la gur\u0103.<\/p>\n
Boal\u0103?<\/p>\n
Ce boal\u0103?<\/p>\n
A auzit pa\u0219i \u0219i s-a retras imediat \u00een \u00eentunericul holului. U\u0219a s-a deschis pu\u021bin, iar Vlad a ie\u0219it doar c\u00e2t s\u0103 ia un pahar cu ap\u0103 din buc\u0103t\u0103rie. Fa\u021ba lui era obosit\u0103, tras\u0103, mult mai \u00eemb\u0103tr\u00e2nit\u0103 dec\u00e2t o v\u0103zuse vreodat\u0103.<\/p>\n
C\u00e2nd s-a \u00eentors \u00een camer\u0103, Alina s-a apropiat din nou.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Dac\u0103 afl\u0103 c\u0103 e ereditar\u0103, o s\u0103 plece \u2014 spuse mama lui \u00eencet. \u2014 Toate pleac\u0103.<\/p>\n
Vlad a r\u0103spuns dup\u0103 c\u00e2teva secunde de t\u0103cere:<\/p>\n
\u2014 Tocmai de asta n-am vrut s\u0103-i spun p\u00e2n\u0103 nu sunt sigur.<\/p>\n
Alina nu mai \u00een\u021belegea nimic.<\/p>\n
Ereditar\u0103?<\/p>\n
A sim\u021bit c\u0103 nu mai poate respira \u0219i s-a retras \u00eencet \u00een dormitorul ei. S-a a\u0219ezat pe marginea patului \u0219i a r\u0103mas cu privirea pierdut\u0103 p\u00e2n\u0103 diminea\u021b\u0103.<\/p>\n
A doua zi, Vlad s-a purtat ca \u0219i cum nimic nu se \u00eent\u00e2mplase.<\/p>\n
\u0218i-a b\u0103ut cafeaua.<\/p>\n
A \u00eentrebat-o dac\u0103 mai cump\u0103r\u0103 p\u00e2ine.<\/p>\n
A plecat la munc\u0103.<\/p>\n
Iar Alina \u00eel privea de parc\u0103 nu-l mai cuno\u0219tea.<\/p>\n
Dup\u0103 ce a ie\u0219it din cas\u0103, femeia a intrat direct \u00een camera soacrei sale.<\/p>\n
Tanti Elena st\u0103tea \u00een pat \u0219i tricota.<\/p>\n
C\u00e2nd a v\u0103zut-o, a \u00eenlemnit.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Ce s-a \u00eent\u00e2mplat? \u00eentreb\u0103 b\u0103tr\u00e2na.<\/p>\n
Alina a \u00eenchis u\u0219a \u00een urma ei.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Ce boal\u0103 ascunde\u021bi de mine?<\/p>\n
Pentru prima dat\u0103 \u00een trei ani, femeia aceea care p\u0103rea mereu puternic\u0103 \u0219i rea a \u00eenceput s\u0103 tremure.<\/p>\n
\u0218i apoi a pl\u00e2ns.<\/p>\n
Nu teatral.<\/p>\n
Nu fals.<\/p>\n
Ci ca un om sf\u00e2r\u0219it de fric\u0103.<\/p>\n
A\u0219a a aflat Alina adev\u0103rul.<\/p>\n
Cu cinci ani \u00eenainte de nunt\u0103, tat\u0103l lui Vlad murise de o boal\u0103 neurologic\u0103 rar\u0103. O boal\u0103 care afecta creierul \u0219i memoria \u0219i care, \u00een unele cazuri, se transmitea ereditar.<\/p>\n
Dup\u0103 moartea tat\u0103lui s\u0103u, Vlad \u00eencepuse s\u0103 fac\u0103 teste \u00een secret.<\/p>\n
Acum un an primise primele semne c\u0103 \u0219i el ar putea avea aceea\u0219i problem\u0103.<\/p>\n
Pierderi de memorie.<\/p>\n
Confuzii.<\/p>\n
Atacuri de panic\u0103 \u00een timpul nop\u021bii.<\/p>\n
De aceea dormea \u00een camera mamei sale.<\/p>\n
Nu pentru c\u0103 era dependent de ea.<\/p>\n
Ci pentru c\u0103 \u00eei era fric\u0103.<\/p>\n
Fric\u0103 s\u0103 nu se trezeasc\u0103 dezorientat.<\/p>\n
Fric\u0103 s\u0103 nu fac\u0103 o criz\u0103 singur.<\/p>\n
Fric\u0103 s\u0103 nu o sperie pe Alina dac\u0103 \u00eel vede.<\/p>\n
Dar cel mai tare \u00eei era fric\u0103 de altceva.<\/p>\n
S\u0103 nu fie p\u0103r\u0103sit.<\/p>\n
Alina asculta f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 spun\u0103 nimic.<\/p>\n
Tanti Elena \u0219i-a \u0219ters lacrimile \u0219i a spus \u00eencet:<\/p>\n
\u2014 Eu i-am cerut s\u0103 nu-\u021bi spun\u0103. Dup\u0103 ce a murit so\u021bul meu, toate rudele ne-au \u00eentors spatele. Mi-a fost team\u0103 c\u0103 \u0219i tu o s\u0103 pleci.<\/p>\n
\u00cen pieptul Alinei se amestecau furia \u0219i mila.<\/p>\n
Trei ani.<\/p>\n
Trei ani \u00een care fusese l\u0103sat\u0103 s\u0103 cread\u0103 c\u0103 nu este iubit\u0103.<\/p>\n
Trei ani \u00een care dormise singur\u0103.<\/p>\n
Trei ani \u00een care fusese umilit\u0103 \u0219i \u021binut\u0103 la distan\u021b\u0103.<\/p>\n
Din fric\u0103.<\/p>\n
C\u00e2nd Vlad s-a \u00eentors acas\u0103 \u00een acea sear\u0103, a g\u0103sit-o pe Alina st\u00e2nd la mas\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u00cen fa\u021ba ei erau toate analizele.<\/p>\n
B\u0103rbatul a \u00eencremenit.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Ai intrat \u00een camera mamei?<\/p>\n
Alina s-a uitat direct la el.<\/p>\n
\u2014 De ce nu mi-ai spus adev\u0103rul?<\/p>\n
Vlad \u0219i-a l\u0103sat \u00eencet cheile pe mas\u0103.<\/p>\n
Avea ochii ro\u0219ii de oboseal\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Pentru c\u0103 te iubesc.<\/p>\n
Alina a izbucnit amar:<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu. Asta nu e iubire. Asta e fric\u0103.<\/p>\n
El n-a negat.<\/p>\n
Doar a dat din cap.<\/p>\n
Apoi, pentru prima dat\u0103 \u00een ani, s-a pr\u0103bu\u0219it \u00een fa\u021ba ei.<\/p>\n
A \u00eenceput s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng\u0103.<\/p>\n
Un pl\u00e2ns greu, re\u021binut prea mult timp.<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u00cen fiecare noapte m\u0103 g\u00e2ndeam c\u0103 dac\u0103 m\u0103 vezi sl\u0103bit… o s\u0103 m\u0103 prive\u0219ti altfel.<\/p>\n
Alina a sim\u021bit atunci ceva ce nu mai sim\u021bise de mult.<\/p>\n
Nu furie.<\/p>\n
Ci triste\u021be.<\/p>\n
Pentru omul care suferise singur.<\/p>\n
Pentru ea \u00eens\u0103\u0219i.<\/p>\n
Pentru tot ce pierduser\u0103 din cauza t\u0103cerii.<\/p>\n
\u00cen noaptea aceea n-a mai dormit nimeni \u00een camera doamnei Elena.<\/p>\n
Pentru prima dat\u0103 dup\u0103 trei ani, Vlad a r\u0103mas \u00een dormitorul lui.<\/p>\n
L\u00e2ng\u0103 so\u021bia lui.<\/p>\n
Au stat ore \u00eentregi vorbind.<\/p>\n
Despre boal\u0103.<\/p>\n
Despre fric\u0103.<\/p>\n
Despre ru\u0219ine.<\/p>\n
Despre c\u00e2t de mult r\u0103u poate face t\u0103cerea \u00eentre doi oameni care se iubesc.<\/p>\n
Au urmat luni grele.<\/p>\n
Consulta\u021bii.<\/p>\n
Analize.<\/p>\n
Terapie.<\/p>\n
Dar \u0219i seri lini\u0219tite \u00een care g\u0103teau \u00eempreun\u0103, beau ceai \u0219i \u00eenv\u0103\u021bau din nou s\u0103 fie so\u021b \u0219i so\u021bie.<\/p>\n
\u00cen cele din urm\u0103, diagnosticul final a venit.<\/p>\n
Vlad nu mo\u0219tenise boala tat\u0103lui s\u0103u.<\/p>\n
Simptomele lui fuseser\u0103 provocate de anxietate sever\u0103 \u0219i atacuri de panic\u0103 netratate ani \u00eentregi.<\/p>\n
C\u00e2nd medicul a spus asta, Vlad a \u00eenceput s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng\u0103 \u00een cabinet.<\/p>\n
Iar Alina l-a str\u00e2ns de m\u00e2n\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u00cen drum spre cas\u0103, b\u0103rbatul a oprit ma\u0219ina l\u00e2ng\u0103 un parc.<\/p>\n
S-a uitat la ea \u0219i a spus:<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u00cemi pare r\u0103u c\u0103 te-am f\u0103cut s\u0103 te sim\u021bi singur\u0103.<\/p>\n
Alina a t\u0103cut c\u00e2teva secunde.<\/p>\n
Apoi i-a r\u0103spuns:<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u0218i mie \u00eemi pare r\u0103u c\u0103 am crezut c\u0103 lipsa de iubire \u0219i lipsa de adev\u0103r sunt acela\u0219i lucru.<\/p>\n
\u00cen acea sear\u0103, pentru prima dat\u0103 dup\u0103 foarte mult timp, casa lor nu a mai p\u0103rut rece.<\/p>\n
\u0218i niciunul dintre ei nu a mai dormit singur.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
\u2014 Vlad… ea \u00eenc\u0103 nu \u0219tie? Alina a sim\u021bit cum \u00eei \u00eenghea\u021b\u0103 tot corpul. A r\u0103mas nemi\u0219cat\u0103 l\u00e2ng\u0103 u\u0219\u0103, cu palma ap\u0103sat\u0103 pe perete. Vocea lui Vlad s-a auzit \u00eencet. \u2014 Nu. \u0218i nici nu trebuie s\u0103 afle. \u00cen clipa aceea, stomacul Alinei s-a str\u00e2ns. Mintea i-a fugit \u00een toate direc\u021biile. Se g\u00e2ndea la o […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":22818,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[18],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-24510","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-povesti"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24510","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=24510"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24510\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":24511,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24510\/revisions\/24511"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/22818"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=24510"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=24510"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=24510"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}