\u2014 Dumneavoastr\u0103 sunte\u021bi C\u0103t\u0103lin Ionescu? Doamna Elena Popa v-a trecut drept contact de urgen\u021b\u0103\u2026 \u0219i trebuie s\u0103 vorbim imediat.<\/p>\n
Am sim\u021bit cum \u00eemi amor\u021besc m\u00e2inile.<\/p>\n
\u00cen jurul meu lumea mergea mai departe normal. Claxoane. Oameni gr\u0103bi\u021bi. Un curier trec\u00e2nd cu bicicleta. Dar eu parc\u0103 nu mai auzeam nimic.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Ce s-a \u00eent\u00e2mplat? am \u00eentrebat.<\/p>\n
Vocea femeii era calm\u0103, prea calm\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Doamna Elena este internat\u0103. A suferit o hemoragie sever\u0103 \u00een aceast\u0103 diminea\u021b\u0103.<\/p>\n
Mi s-a f\u0103cut stomacul ghem.<\/p>\n
\u2014 E\u2026 e bine?<\/p>\n
A urmat o pauz\u0103 scurt\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Este stabil\u0103 acum. Dar a insistat s\u0103 v\u0103 contact\u0103m dac\u0103 situa\u021bia se agraveaz\u0103.<\/p>\n
Am r\u0103mas f\u0103r\u0103 aer.<\/p>\n
Nu mai vorbisem cu Elena de o lun\u0103. Disp\u0103ruse complet dup\u0103 noaptea aia. \u0218i acum eram contactul ei de urgen\u021b\u0103?<\/p>\n
\u2014 Pot s\u0103 vorbesc cu ea?<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u00cen momentul \u0103sta doarme. Dar cred c\u0103 ar fi bine s\u0103 veni\u021bi.<\/p>\n
\u00cen aceea\u0219i noapte am plecat spre Constan\u021ba.<\/p>\n
Nici nu-mi amintesc drumul foarte clar. \u0218tiu doar c\u0103 am condus cu cafea rece l\u00e2ng\u0103 mine \u0219i cu mintea distrus\u0103 de \u00eentreb\u0103ri.<\/p>\n
Pata de s\u00e2nge.<\/p>\n
Frica din ochii ei.<\/p>\n
Dispari\u021bia.<\/p>\n
Telefonul.<\/p>\n
Totul \u00eencepea s\u0103 se lege \u00eentr-un mod care m\u0103 speria.<\/p>\n
Am ajuns la spital diminea\u021ba.<\/p>\n
Elena era \u00eentr-un salon mic, alb, cu perfuzii \u0219i miros de dezinfectant. P\u0103rea mai slab\u0103 dec\u00e2t o \u021bineam minte. Mai obosit\u0103.<\/p>\n
C\u00e2nd m-a v\u0103zut \u00een u\u0219\u0103, ochii i s-au umplut de lacrimi.<\/p>\n
\u2014 N-ar fi trebuit s\u0103 vii, a \u0219optit.<\/p>\n
M-am apropiat \u00eencet.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Ba da. Trebuia s\u0103-mi spui ce se \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103.<\/p>\n
Elena \u0219i-a \u00eentors privirea spre geam.<\/p>\n
\u0218i atunci am observat dosarul medical de pe noptier\u0103.<\/p>\n
Pe prima pagin\u0103 scria clar:<\/p>\n
\u201eSec\u021bia Oncologie.\u201d<\/p>\n
Am sim\u021bit c\u0103-mi fuge p\u0103m\u00e2ntul de sub picioare.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Elena\u2026<\/p>\n
Ea a \u00eenchis ochii.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Acum \u0219ase luni am aflat.<\/p>\n
Nu puteam s\u0103 respir.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Ce ai?<\/p>\n
A \u00eenceput s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng\u0103 \u00een lini\u0219te.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Cancer de col uterin. \u00cen stadiu avansat.<\/p>\n
Am r\u0103mas nemi\u0219cat.<\/p>\n
Toate repro\u0219urile, toate \u00eentreb\u0103rile, toat\u0103 gelozia pe care o sim\u021bisem \u00een ultima lun\u0103 au murit \u00een secunda aia.<\/p>\n
\u2014 De ce nu mi-ai spus?<\/p>\n
Elena a r\u00e2s amar.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Pentru c\u0103 divor\u021basem deja. Pentru c\u0103 nu voiam mil\u0103. Pentru c\u0103 mi-era ru\u0219ine c\u0103 dup\u0103 tot ce am tr\u0103it \u00eempreun\u0103, ultimul lucru pe care urma s\u0103 \u021bi-l las era o tragedie.<\/p>\n
Mi-am dus m\u00e2na la gur\u0103.<\/p>\n
Atunci am \u00een\u021beles \u0219i pata de s\u00e2nge.<\/p>\n
\u0218i spaima ei.<\/p>\n
\u0218i fuga din hotel.<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u00cen noaptea aia\u2026 ai avut o hemoragie?<\/p>\n
Ea a dat \u00eencet din cap.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Medicii \u00eemi spuseser\u0103 deja c\u0103 boala avanseaz\u0103. Dar eu\u2026 eu voiam doar s\u0103 m\u0103 simt \u00eenc\u0103 o dat\u0103 normal\u0103. \u00cenc\u0103 o dat\u0103 femeia pe care ai iubit-o c\u00e2ndva.<\/p>\n
Am sim\u021bit c\u0103 m\u0103 sf\u0103r\u00e2m pe din\u0103untru.<\/p>\n
Pentru c\u0103 adev\u0103rul era simplu \u0219i cumplit:<\/p>\n
Eu crezusem c\u0103 ascunde o tr\u0103dare.<\/p>\n
Dar ea ascundea faptul c\u0103 moare.<\/p>\n
\u00cen zilele urm\u0103toare n-am mai plecat din spital.<\/p>\n
I-am adus haine.<\/p>\n
I-am cump\u0103rat ap\u0103.<\/p>\n
Am stat l\u00e2ng\u0103 ea \u00een nop\u021bile \u00een care nu putea dormi.<\/p>\n
Vorbeam mult. Mai sincer dec\u00e2t o f\u0103cuser\u0103m \u00een ultimii ani de c\u0103snicie.<\/p>\n
Despre gre\u0219eli.<\/p>\n
Despre c\u00e2t ne-am pierdut unul pe altul.<\/p>\n
Despre frica ei.<\/p>\n
Despre vina mea c\u0103 observasem prea t\u00e2rziu c\u00e2t de singur\u0103 fusese mereu.<\/p>\n
\u00centr-o sear\u0103, Elena m-a privit lung \u0219i a spus:<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u0218tii care e partea cea mai trist\u0103?<\/p>\n
Am cl\u0103tinat din cap.<\/p>\n
\u2014 C\u0103 boala asta ne-a f\u0103cut s\u0103 vorbim din nou ca doi oameni care se iubesc.<\/p>\n
Am \u00eenceput s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng.<\/p>\n
F\u0103r\u0103 ru\u0219ine.<\/p>\n
F\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 m\u0103 ascund.<\/p>\n
Dup\u0103 dou\u0103 s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2ni, doctorii ne-au spus c\u0103 tratamentul nu mai avea multe op\u021biuni.<\/p>\n
Elena a primit vestea lini\u0219tit\u0103.<\/p>\n
Eu nu.<\/p>\n
\u00cen ultima noapte pe care am petrecut-o \u00een salon, afar\u0103 ploua tare. Ea dormea cu m\u00e2na \u00een a mea.<\/p>\n
La un moment dat s-a trezit \u0219i m-a privit z\u00e2mbind slab.<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u00ce\u021bi aminte\u0219ti excursia aia la Bra\u0219ov? a \u00eentrebat.<\/p>\n
Am r\u00e2s printre lacrimi.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Cea \u00een care ne-am r\u0103t\u0103cit \u0219i am dormit \u00een ma\u0219in\u0103?<\/p>\n
Ea a dat din cap.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Aia a fost cea mai fericit\u0103 noapte din via\u021ba mea.<\/p>\n
Mi s-a rupt sufletul.<\/p>\n
Elena a murit dou\u0103 zile mai t\u00e2rziu.<\/p>\n
Lini\u0219tit\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u021ain\u00e2nd fotografia noastr\u0103 de la munte la piept.<\/p>\n
Iar eu am \u00een\u021beles prea t\u00e2rziu ceva ce mul\u021bi oameni afl\u0103 abia c\u00e2nd pierd tot:<\/p>\n
Uneori iubirea nu dispare.<\/p>\n
Doar se \u00eengroap\u0103 sub orgoliu, oboseal\u0103 \u0219i timp.<\/p>\n
\u0218i c\u00e2nd \u00een sf\u00e2r\u0219it o vezi din nou\u2026 poate fi deja prea t\u00e2rziu.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
\u2014 Dumneavoastr\u0103 sunte\u021bi C\u0103t\u0103lin Ionescu? Doamna Elena Popa v-a trecut drept contact de urgen\u021b\u0103\u2026 \u0219i trebuie s\u0103 vorbim imediat. Am sim\u021bit cum \u00eemi amor\u021besc m\u00e2inile. \u00cen jurul meu lumea mergea mai departe normal. Claxoane. Oameni gr\u0103bi\u021bi. Un curier trec\u00e2nd cu bicicleta. Dar eu parc\u0103 nu mai auzeam nimic. \u2014 Ce s-a \u00eent\u00e2mplat? am \u00eentrebat. Vocea […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":22817,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[18],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-24583","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-povesti"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24583","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=24583"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24583\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":24584,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24583\/revisions\/24584"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/22817"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=24583"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=24583"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=24583"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}