\u00cen sat lucra \u0219i Matei, un b\u0103iat de cincisprezece ani care avea grij\u0103 de caii unui vecin.<\/p>\n
Era slab, t\u0103cut \u0219i avea genul \u0103la de privire lini\u0219tit\u0103 care nu judec\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u00centr-o zi m-a g\u0103sit ghemuit\u0103 l\u00e2ng\u0103 cote\u021b.<\/p>\n
Aveam m\u00e2inile murdare de p\u0103m\u00e2nt \u0219i nu m\u0103 mai puteam ridica.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Diana\u2026 ce ai?<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nimic. \u00cemi trece.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu-\u021bi trece.<\/p>\n
M-a ajutat s\u0103 m\u0103 ridic \u0219i a fugit dup\u0103 bicicleta lui veche.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Te duc la doctor.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Bunica se sup\u0103r\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 S\u0103 se supere pe mine.<\/p>\n
Doctorul din sat era un b\u0103tr\u00e2n care mirosea a cafea \u0219i alifie.<\/p>\n
M-a consultat \u00een lini\u0219te.
\nMi-a pus \u00eentreb\u0103ri.
\nM-a trimis la analize.
\nApoi la un ecograf \u00een ora\u0219.<\/p>\n
C\u00e2nd au venit rezultatele, a \u00eenchis u\u0219a cabinetului.<\/p>\n
Atunci am \u0219tiut c\u0103 ceva e grav.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Diana\u2026 nu e\u0219ti \u00eens\u0103rcinat\u0103.<\/p>\n
Am sim\u021bit c\u0103-mi dau lacrimile.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Deci s-au \u00een\u0219elat?<\/p>\n
Doctorul a tras aer \u00een piept.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Prima analiz\u0103 poate da gre\u0219 uneori. Dar aici e altceva. Exist\u0103 o forma\u021biune. Trebuie s\u0103 mergi urgent la spital.<\/p>\n
Nu \u00een\u021belegeam cuv\u00e2ntul \u201eforma\u021biune\u201d.<\/p>\n
Apoi a spus altul.<\/p>\n
Tumor\u0103.<\/p>\n
Nu am \u021bipat.
\nNu am pl\u00e2ns.<\/p>\n
M-am g\u00e2ndit doar la mama.<\/p>\n
\u201eAcum o s\u0103 m\u0103 cread\u0103\u201d, mi-am spus.<\/p>\n
Am sunat-o.<\/p>\n
O dat\u0103.
\nDe dou\u0103 ori.
\nDe cinci ori.<\/p>\n
Nu a r\u0103spuns.<\/p>\n
I-am trimis mesaj:<\/p>\n
\u201eMam\u0103, nu eram \u00eens\u0103rcinat\u0103. Sunt bolnav\u0103. Am nevoie de tine.\u201d<\/p>\n
Mesajul s-a v\u0103zut.<\/p>\n
Dar n-a r\u0103spuns niciodat\u0103.<\/p>\n
Tata mi-a citit \u0219i el mesajul.<\/p>\n
A doua zi m\u0103 blocase.<\/p>\n
La spital n-a venit mama cu mine.<\/p>\n
A venit mama lui Matei.<\/p>\n
O chema Nicoleta.<\/p>\n
Vindea m\u00e2ncare l\u00e2ng\u0103 pia\u021b\u0103:
\nciorb\u0103, pilaf, ardei umplu\u021bi, ce putea.<\/p>\n
Prima dat\u0103 c\u00e2nd m-a v\u0103zut, eu st\u0103team pe un scaun de spital \u021bin\u00e2nd dosarul la piept.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Tu e\u0219ti Diana?<\/p>\n
Am dat din cap.<\/p>\n
Mi-a pus \u00een bra\u021be o caserol\u0103 cald\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 M\u0103n\u00e2nc\u0103 pu\u021bin. Frica love\u0219te mai tare c\u00e2nd \u021bi-e foame.<\/p>\n
\u00cen ziua aia a intrat cu mine la consulta\u021bie.<\/p>\n
C\u00e2nd medicul a \u00eenceput s\u0103 vorbeasc\u0103 despre biopsie, tratament \u0219i analize, eu auzeam doar zgomote.<\/p>\n
Nicoleta m-a str\u00e2ns de m\u00e2n\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Sunt aici, mam\u0103.<\/p>\n
Nu m\u0103 cuno\u0219tea.
\nNu-mi datora nimic.<\/p>\n
\u0218i totu\u0219i era singura care nu plecase.<\/p>\n
Bunica m-a l\u0103sat s\u0103 stau \u00een continuare la ea, dar nu putea veni mereu la spital.<\/p>\n
Spunea c\u0103 animalele nu se cresc singure.<\/p>\n
N-o judec.<\/p>\n
Fiecare iube\u0219te cum poate.<\/p>\n
Dar Nicoleta \u0219tia s\u0103 iubeasc\u0103 altfel.<\/p>\n
M\u0103 ducea cu autobuzul la tratamente.
\n\u00cemi cump\u0103ra covrigi c\u00e2nd nu puteam m\u00e2nca altceva.
\nM\u0103 piept\u0103na c\u00e2nd a \u00eenceput s\u0103-mi cad\u0103 p\u0103rul.
\nM\u0103 f\u0103cea s\u0103 r\u00e2d cu glumele ei proaste.<\/p>\n
\u0218i c\u00e2nd vomitam dup\u0103 chimioterapie, st\u0103tea l\u00e2ng\u0103 mine \u0219i m\u0103 \u021binea de spate.<\/p>\n
\u2014 S\u0103 nu te la\u0219i, feti\u021bo. \u00cenc\u0103 trebuie s\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eenve\u021bi s\u0103 fac sarmale f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 le rup.<\/p>\n
Matei \u00eemi aducea temele de la \u0219coal\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Ca s\u0103 nu ui\u021bi c\u0103 te \u00eentorci.<\/p>\n
Uneori \u00eel credeam.<\/p>\n
Alteori nu puteam.<\/p>\n
\u00centr-o sear\u0103, dup\u0103 o zi foarte grea de tratament, Nicoleta st\u0103tea l\u00e2ng\u0103 mine \u00een salon \u00een timp ce afar\u0103 ploua.<\/p>\n
Ploaia lovea tabla de pe acoperi\u0219 \u0219i mirosea a p\u0103m\u00e2nt ud.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Eu n-am avut niciodat\u0103 fat\u0103 \u2014 a spus deodat\u0103.<\/p>\n
Am privit-o.<\/p>\n
Mi-a tras p\u0103tura mai bine peste picioare.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Mereu mi-am dorit una. Dar Dumnezeu mi-a dat un b\u0103iat\u2026 \u0219i apoi te-a trimis pe tine.<\/p>\n
Mi s-a rupt ceva \u00een piept.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Pot s\u0103 v\u0103 spun ceva?<\/p>\n
\u2014 Spune-mi.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Pot s\u0103 v\u0103 spun mam\u0103?<\/p>\n
\u0218i-a dus m\u00e2na la gur\u0103 \u0219i a \u00eenceput s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng\u0103.<\/p>\n
Apoi m-a \u00eembr\u0103\u021bi\u0219at cu grij\u0103, de parc\u0103 eram din sticl\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Sigur c\u0103 po\u021bi, puiule.<\/p>\n
\u00cen ziua aia am pl\u00e2ns mai tare dec\u00e2t atunci c\u00e2nd am fost dat\u0103 afar\u0103.<\/p>\n
Pentru c\u0103 am \u00een\u021beles c\u0103 po\u021bi pierde o cas\u0103 \u0219i totu\u0219i s\u0103 g\u0103se\u0219ti o familie.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
\u00cen sat lucra \u0219i Matei, un b\u0103iat de cincisprezece ani care avea grij\u0103 de caii unui vecin. Era slab, t\u0103cut \u0219i avea genul \u0103la de privire lini\u0219tit\u0103 care nu judec\u0103. \u00centr-o zi m-a g\u0103sit ghemuit\u0103 l\u00e2ng\u0103 cote\u021b. Aveam m\u00e2inile murdare de p\u0103m\u00e2nt \u0219i nu m\u0103 mai puteam ridica. \u2014 Diana\u2026 ce ai? \u2014 Nimic. \u00cemi […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":22818,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[18],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-24669","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-povesti"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24669","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=24669"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24669\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":24670,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24669\/revisions\/24670"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/22818"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=24669"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=24669"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=24669"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}