{"id":24722,"date":"2026-05-20T03:58:01","date_gmt":"2026-05-20T03:58:01","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/?p=24722"},"modified":"2026-05-20T03:58:01","modified_gmt":"2026-05-20T03:58:01","slug":"nu-mi-am-cautat-niciodata-prima-iubire-am-62-de-ani","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/?p=24722","title":{"rendered":"Nu mi-am c\u0103utat niciodat\u0103 \u201eprima iubire\u201d. Am 62 de ani"},"content":{"rendered":"<p data-start=\"2277\" data-end=\"2304\">\u00cen clas\u0103 s-a f\u0103cut lini\u0219te.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"2306\" data-end=\"2445\">Andreea m\u0103 privea cu ochii mari, iar eu sim\u021beam c\u0103 nu mai pot respira. M\u00e2inile \u00eemi tremurau at\u00e2t de tare \u00eenc\u00e2t aproape am sc\u0103pat telefonul.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"2447\" data-end=\"2464\">Patruzeci de ani.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"2466\" data-end=\"2520\">Patruzeci de ani \u00een care crezusem c\u0103 Daniel m\u0103 uitase.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"2522\" data-end=\"2569\">Sau mai r\u0103u\u2026 c\u0103 plecase f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 se uite \u00eenapoi.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"2571\" data-end=\"2832\">Am rugat-o pe Andreea s\u0103-mi trimit\u0103 postarea. \u00cen seara aceea am stat ore \u00eentregi \u00een fa\u021ba laptopului, privind fotografia noastr\u0103 veche. Eram pe malul lacului din sat, \u00een ajun de Cr\u0103ciun. Eu aveam paltonul albastru cusut de mama, iar el m\u0103 \u021binea de m\u00e2n\u0103 \u0219i r\u00e2dea.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"2834\" data-end=\"2873\">Nu-mi aminteam c\u00e2nd fusese f\u0103cut\u0103 poza.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"2875\" data-end=\"2893\">Dar el o p\u0103strase.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"2895\" data-end=\"2906\">At\u00e2\u021bia ani.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"2908\" data-end=\"2947\">Sub fotografie era un num\u0103r de telefon.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"2949\" data-end=\"3010\">Am stat aproape o or\u0103 cu degetul pe ecran, f\u0103r\u0103 curaj s\u0103 sun.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3012\" data-end=\"3066\">\u00cen cele din urm\u0103, aproape de miezul nop\u021bii, am ap\u0103sat.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3068\" data-end=\"3094\">A r\u0103spuns dup\u0103 primul ton.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3096\" data-end=\"3102\">\u2014 Alo?<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3104\" data-end=\"3114\">Vocea lui.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3116\" data-end=\"3152\">Mai grav\u0103. Mai obosit\u0103. Dar aceea\u0219i.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3154\" data-end=\"3189\">Am sim\u021bit c\u0103 mi se taie picioarele.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3191\" data-end=\"3209\">\u2014 Daniel\u2026 sunt eu.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3211\" data-end=\"3249\">La cap\u0103tul cel\u0103lalt s-a f\u0103cut lini\u0219te.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3251\" data-end=\"3267\">O lini\u0219te lung\u0103.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3269\" data-end=\"3300\">Apoi l-am auzit respir\u00e2nd greu.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3302\" data-end=\"3333\">\u2014 Maria\u2026 Doamne\u2026 chiar tu e\u0219ti?<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3335\" data-end=\"3379\">Am \u00eenceput s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng \u00eenainte s\u0103-mi dau seama.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3381\" data-end=\"3425\">Am vorbit aproape dou\u0103 ore \u00een noaptea aceea.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3427\" data-end=\"3623\">Mi-a povestit c\u0103 dup\u0103 scandalul tat\u0103lui lui, familia lor fugise din \u021bar\u0103 din cauza datoriilor \u0219i a amenin\u021b\u0103rilor. Erau oameni periculo\u0219i implica\u021bi. Tat\u0103l lui pierduse tot la jocuri \u0219i \u00eemprumuturi.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3625\" data-end=\"3693\">\u2014 N-am vrut s\u0103 plec, Maria\u2026 am venit \u00een noaptea aceea la tine acas\u0103.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3695\" data-end=\"3711\">Am \u00eenchis ochii.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3713\" data-end=\"3718\">\u2014 Ce?<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3720\" data-end=\"3818\">\u2014 Tat\u0103l t\u0103u m-a v\u0103zut \u00eenainte s\u0103 intru \u00een curte. Mi-a spus s\u0103 plec \u0219i s\u0103 nu te mai caut niciodat\u0103.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3820\" data-end=\"3839\">Am r\u0103mas f\u0103r\u0103 glas.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3841\" data-end=\"3874\">Tata murise cu mul\u021bi ani \u00een urm\u0103.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3876\" data-end=\"3909\">\u0218i niciodat\u0103 nu-mi spusese nimic.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3911\" data-end=\"3965\">\u2014 De ce ar fi f\u0103cut asta? am \u00eentrebat printre lacrimi.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3967\" data-end=\"3988\">Daniel a t\u0103cut pu\u021bin.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3990\" data-end=\"4074\">\u2014 Pentru c\u0103 \u0219tia adev\u0103rul despre familia mea. \u0218tia cine erau oamenii de care fugeam.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4076\" data-end=\"4210\">\u00cen zilele urm\u0103toare am \u00eenceput s\u0103 vorbim tot mai mult. Diminea\u021ba \u00eenainte de ore. Noaptea t\u00e2rziu. Parc\u0103 recuperam zeci de ani pierdu\u021bi.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4212\" data-end=\"4240\">Dar sim\u021beam c\u0103 ascunde ceva.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4242\" data-end=\"4353\">De fiecare dat\u0103 c\u00e2nd \u00eel \u00eentrebam unde locuie\u0219te exact sau cu ce s-a ocupat \u00een to\u021bi anii aceia, evita r\u0103spunsul.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4355\" data-end=\"4385\">Apoi, \u00eentr-o sear\u0103, mi-a spus:<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4387\" data-end=\"4423\">\u2014 Trebuie s\u0103 ne vedem. Fa\u021b\u0103 \u00een fa\u021b\u0103.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4425\" data-end=\"4506\">Ne-am \u00eent\u00e2lnit \u00eentr-o cafenea mic\u0103 din Bra\u0219ov, cu c\u00e2teva zile \u00eenainte de Cr\u0103ciun.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4508\" data-end=\"4547\">C\u00e2nd a intrat, l-am recunoscut imediat.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4549\" data-end=\"4559\">P\u0103rul alb.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4561\" data-end=\"4575\">Riduri ad\u00e2nci.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4577\" data-end=\"4601\">Dar ochii\u2026 erau aceia\u0219i.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4603\" data-end=\"4622\">M-am ridicat \u00eencet.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4624\" data-end=\"4685\">El s-a apropiat \u0219i s-a oprit \u00een fa\u021ba mea f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 spun\u0103 nimic.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4687\" data-end=\"4707\">Apoi m-a \u00eembr\u0103\u021bi\u0219at.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4709\" data-end=\"4764\">\u0218i am sim\u021bit cum se rup \u00een mine to\u021bi anii aceia de dor.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4766\" data-end=\"4795\">Am stat ore \u00eentregi de vorb\u0103.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4797\" data-end=\"4859\">P\u00e2n\u0103 c\u00e2nd, la un moment dat, a scos un dosar vechi din geant\u0103.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4861\" data-end=\"4903\">\u2014 Asta trebuia s\u0103 prime\u0219ti acum 40 de ani.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4905\" data-end=\"4930\">\u00cen\u0103untru era o scrisoare.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4932\" data-end=\"4958\">Scrisul era al mamei mele.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4960\" data-end=\"4989\">Mi s-a f\u0103cut r\u0103u instantaneu.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4991\" data-end=\"5024\">Mama murise c\u00e2nd aveam 25 de ani.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5026\" data-end=\"5066\">Am desf\u0103cut h\u00e2rtia cu m\u00e2inile tremur\u00e2nd.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5068\" data-end=\"5236\">\u201eMaria, dac\u0103 cite\u0219ti asta, \u00eenseamn\u0103 c\u0103 Daniel a g\u0103sit \u00een sf\u00e2r\u0219it curajul s\u0103 se \u00eentoarc\u0103. Noi l-am alungat. Nu pentru c\u0103 nu te iubea. Ci pentru c\u0103 voiam s\u0103 te protej\u0103m.\u201d<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5238\" data-end=\"5266\">Am ridicat privirea spre el.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5268\" data-end=\"5289\">Avea lacrimi \u00een ochi.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5291\" data-end=\"5558\">\u2014 Tat\u0103l meu lucra pentru oameni foarte periculo\u0219i, a spus \u00eencet. Dup\u0103 scandal, unul dintre ei credea c\u0103 tat\u0103l t\u0103u \u00eei ajutase s\u0103 dispar\u0103 ni\u0219te bani. Voiam s\u0103 te ia \u0219i pe tine \u00een povestea asta. P\u0103rin\u021bii t\u0103i au aflat \u0219i au f\u0103cut tot posibilul s\u0103 te \u021bin\u0103 departe de mine.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5560\" data-end=\"5601\">Sim\u021beam c\u0103 tot trecutul meu se r\u0103stoarn\u0103.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5603\" data-end=\"5646\">Toat\u0103 via\u021ba crezusem c\u0103 am fost abandonat\u0103.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5648\" data-end=\"5680\">Dar adev\u0103rul era cu totul altul.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5682\" data-end=\"5739\">Daniel a b\u0103gat m\u00e2na \u00een buzunar \u0219i a scos un mic l\u0103n\u021bi\u0219or.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5741\" data-end=\"5753\">Am \u00eenlemnit.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5755\" data-end=\"5787\">Era medalionul meu de la 17 ani.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5789\" data-end=\"5856\">Cel pe care \u00eel pierdusem \u00een noaptea c\u00e2nd trebuia s\u0103 fugim \u00eempreun\u0103.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5858\" data-end=\"5942\">\u2014 L-am p\u0103strat mereu, a spus el. \u00cen fiecare ora\u0219 \u00een care am locuit. \u00cen fiecare cas\u0103.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5944\" data-end=\"5972\">Am \u00eenceput s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng din nou.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5974\" data-end=\"5985\">Nu elegant.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5987\" data-end=\"5998\">Nu discret.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"6000\" data-end=\"6019\">Ci cu tot sufletul.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"6021\" data-end=\"6045\">Pentru tot ce pierdusem.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"6047\" data-end=\"6074\">Pentru tot ce ni se furase.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"6076\" data-end=\"6134\">Dar \u0219i pentru faptul c\u0103, dup\u0103 at\u00e2\u021bia ani, eram \u00eenc\u0103 acolo.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"6136\" data-end=\"6155\">Doi oameni b\u0103tr\u00e2ni.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"6157\" data-end=\"6165\">Obosi\u021bi.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"6167\" data-end=\"6197\">Dar \u00eenc\u0103 lega\u021bi unul de altul.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"6199\" data-end=\"6266\">\u00cen seara aceea am ie\u0219it \u00eempreun\u0103 din cafenea \u0219i a \u00eenceput s\u0103 ning\u0103.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"6268\" data-end=\"6303\">Exact ca \u00een fotografia aceea veche.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"6305\" data-end=\"6342\">Daniel s-a uitat la mine \u0219i a z\u00e2mbit.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"6344\" data-end=\"6428\">\u2014 \u0218tii ceva? a spus \u00eencet. Cred c\u0103 ne-a trebuit o via\u021b\u0103 \u00eentreag\u0103 ca s\u0103 ajungem aici.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"6430\" data-end=\"6447\">I-am str\u00e2ns m\u00e2na.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"6449\" data-end=\"6520\" data-is-last-node=\"\" data-is-only-node=\"\">\u0218i pentru prima dat\u0103 dup\u0103 foarte mul\u021bi ani\u2026 nu m-am mai sim\u021bit singur\u0103.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u00cen clas\u0103 s-a f\u0103cut lini\u0219te. Andreea m\u0103 privea cu ochii mari, iar eu sim\u021beam c\u0103 nu mai pot respira. M\u00e2inile \u00eemi tremurau at\u00e2t de tare \u00eenc\u00e2t aproape am sc\u0103pat telefonul. Patruzeci de ani. Patruzeci de ani \u00een care crezusem c\u0103 Daniel m\u0103 uitase. Sau mai r\u0103u\u2026 c\u0103 plecase f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 se uite \u00eenapoi. Am rugat-o [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":22818,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[18],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-24722","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-povesti"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24722","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=24722"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24722\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":24723,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24722\/revisions\/24723"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/22818"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=24722"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=24722"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=24722"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}