Diana.<\/p>\n
Am ridicat \u00eencet privirea spre el.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Interesant.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu e ce crezi.<\/p>\n
Aproape am r\u00e2s.<\/p>\n
B\u0103rba\u021bii spun asta de parc\u0103 ar fi o vraj\u0103 care \u0219terge realitatea.<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u0218i ce cred eu?<\/p>\n
R\u0103zvan a pus telefonul cu ecranul \u00een jos pe mas\u0103.<\/p>\n
Gre\u0219eal\u0103.<\/p>\n
Pentru c\u0103 exact atunci a vibrat din nou.<\/p>\n
Iar de data asta mesajul a ap\u0103rut pe ecran \u00eenainte s\u0103-l poat\u0103 ascunde.<\/p>\n
\u201eNu trebuia s\u0103-i scrii la poza mea dac\u0103 nu puteai s\u0103 gestionezi consecin\u021bele \ud83d\ude18\u201d<\/p>\n
Am r\u0103mas c\u00e2teva secunde uit\u00e2ndu-m\u0103 la mesaj.<\/p>\n
Apoi la el.<\/p>\n
\u0218i, brusc, ceva din mine s-a lini\u0219tit complet.<\/p>\n
Nu furie.<\/p>\n
Nu gelozie.<\/p>\n
Claritate.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Vorbi\u021bi des?<\/p>\n
\u2014 Bianca\u2014<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu m\u0103 lua cu tonul \u0103la calm acum. Vorbi\u021bi des?<\/p>\n
A oftat lung.<\/p>\n
Semn prost.<\/p>\n
Foarte prost.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Din c\u00e2nd \u00een c\u00e2nd.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Adic\u0103?<\/p>\n
\u2014 Mai schimb\u0103m mesaje.<\/p>\n
\u2014 De c\u00e2t timp?<\/p>\n
A t\u0103cut.<\/p>\n
\u0218i t\u0103cerea aia a spus mai mult dec\u00e2t orice r\u0103spuns.<\/p>\n
Mi-am dat \u00eencet cerceii jos \u0219i i-am pus pe m\u0103su\u021b\u0103.<\/p>\n
El m\u0103 privea atent, de parc\u0103 \u00eencerca s\u0103-\u0219i dea seama dac\u0103 urmeaz\u0103 scandalul sau lini\u0219tea.<\/p>\n
N-a venit niciuna.<\/p>\n
Am mers \u00een buc\u0103t\u0103rie, mi-am turnat un pahar cu ap\u0103 \u0219i m-am sprijinit de blat.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Te-ai culcat cu ea?<\/p>\n
\u00centrebarea a plutit \u00eentre noi ca un cu\u021bit.<\/p>\n
R\u0103zvan a \u00eenchis ochii o secund\u0103.<\/p>\n
Asta a fost suficient.<\/p>\n
Am dat din cap \u00eencet.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Wow.<\/p>\n
\u2014 A fost o singur\u0103 dat\u0103.<\/p>\n
Replica perfect\u0103.<\/p>\n
Manualul complet al b\u0103rba\u021bilor prin\u0219i.<\/p>\n
\u2014 C\u00e2nd?<\/p>\n
\u2014 Acum dou\u0103 luni.<\/p>\n
Dou\u0103 luni.<\/p>\n
Adic\u0103 exact perioada \u00een care \u00eemi spunea c\u0103 e stresat, distant \u0219i \u201econfuz\u201d.<\/p>\n
Am b\u0103ut o gur\u0103 de ap\u0103.<\/p>\n
M\u00e2inile nu-mi tremurau.<\/p>\n
\u0218i asta \u00eel speria mai tare dec\u00e2t dac\u0103 a\u0219 fi \u021bipat.<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u0218tii ce e amuzant? am spus \u00eencet.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Bianca\u2026<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu. Las\u0103-m\u0103 s\u0103 termin.<\/p>\n
M-am uitat direct la el.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Tu chiar ai crezut c\u0103 eu o s\u0103 m\u0103 destram pentru tine.<\/p>\n
Fa\u021ba i s-a schimbat.<\/p>\n
\u2014 N-am zis asta.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Ba da. Cu fiecare minciun\u0103. Cu fiecare \u201enu exagera\u201d. Cu fiecare dat\u0103 c\u00e2nd ai \u00eencercat s\u0103 m\u0103 faci s\u0103 m\u0103 simt nebun\u0103 pentru ceva ce f\u0103ceai chiar tu.<\/p>\n
A venit spre mine.<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u00cemi pare r\u0103u.<\/p>\n
M-am retras imediat.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu m\u0103 atinge.<\/p>\n
A r\u0103mas pe loc.<\/p>\n
\u0218i pentru prima dat\u0103 \u00een mul\u021bi ani, l-am v\u0103zut nesigur.<\/p>\n
Nu pentru c\u0103 m\u0103 pierdea.<\/p>\n
Ci pentru c\u0103 nu mai controla situa\u021bia.<\/p>\n
Telefonul meu a vibrat.<\/p>\n
Mesaj de la fotograf\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u201eFata mea, ai rupt internetul \ud83d\ude02\u201d<\/p>\n
Am z\u00e2mbit f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 vreau.<\/p>\n
R\u0103zvan a observat.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Serios? Acum te distrezi?<\/p>\n
L-am privit calm.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu. Acum m\u0103 trezesc.<\/p>\n
\u00cen noaptea aceea n-am mai discutat.<\/p>\n
El a dormit pe canapea.<\/p>\n
Eu \u00een dormitor.<\/p>\n
\u0218i pentru prima dat\u0103 dup\u0103 foarte mult timp, am dormit ad\u00e2nc.<\/p>\n
A doua zi diminea\u021b\u0103 m-am trezit cu sute de notific\u0103ri.<\/p>\n
Dar una m-a f\u0103cut s\u0103 m\u0103 opresc.<\/p>\n
Diana \u00eemi trimisese mesaj.<\/p>\n
\u201eNu \u0219tiam c\u0103 \u00eenc\u0103 sunte\u021bi at\u00e2t de implica\u021bi unul \u00een via\u021ba celuilalt.\u201d<\/p>\n
Am citit de dou\u0103 ori.<\/p>\n
Apoi i-am r\u0103spuns simplu:<\/p>\n
\u201eAcum nu mai suntem.\u201d<\/p>\n
Seen.<\/p>\n
F\u0103r\u0103 alt r\u0103spuns.<\/p>\n
Pe la pr\u00e2nz, R\u0103zvan a venit \u00een dormitor.<\/p>\n
Avea ochii obosi\u021bi.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Putem vorbi?<\/p>\n
Mi-am \u00eenchis laptopul.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Vorbe\u0219te.<\/p>\n
S-a a\u0219ezat pe marginea patului.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Am stricat tot.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Da.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Dar nu vreau s\u0103 se termine.<\/p>\n
M-am uitat la omul cu care \u00eemp\u0103r\u021bisem ani din via\u021b\u0103.<\/p>\n
Vacan\u021be.<\/p>\n
Facturi.<\/p>\n
Febr\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u00cenmorm\u00e2nt\u0103ri.<\/p>\n
Dimine\u021bi obi\u0219nuite.<\/p>\n
\u0218i am realizat ceva dureros:<\/p>\n
Nu infidelitatea m\u0103 rupsese cel mai tare.<\/p>\n
Ci faptul c\u0103 \u00eencercase s\u0103 m\u0103 fac\u0103 mic\u0103 atunci c\u00e2nd eu observasem adev\u0103rul.<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u0218tii ce m-a durut cel mai mult? am \u00eentrebat.<\/p>\n
A ridicat privirea.<\/p>\n
\u2014 C\u0103 m-ai f\u0103cut \u201edramatic\u0103\u201d doar ca s\u0103 nu te sim\u021bi tu vinovat.<\/p>\n
N-a avut r\u0103spuns.<\/p>\n
Doar \u0219i-a l\u0103sat capul \u00een jos.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Cred c\u0103 ai nevoie s\u0103 afli cine e\u0219ti f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 ai mereu nevoie s\u0103 fii validat de alte femei, am spus calm. Iar eu trebuie s\u0103-mi amintesc cine sunt f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 m\u0103 mic\u0219orez ca s\u0103 nu incomodez pe nimeni.<\/p>\n
Avea lacrimi \u00een ochi.<\/p>\n
Dar era prea t\u00e2rziu pentru lacrimi.<\/p>\n
Dou\u0103 s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2ni mai t\u00e2rziu, m-am mutat temporar \u00eentr-un apartament mic \u00eenchiriat aproape de birou.<\/p>\n
Nu era luxos.<\/p>\n
Dar era lini\u0219tit.<\/p>\n
Mi-am pus florile pe pervaz.<\/p>\n
Poza aceea \u00eenc\u0103 era pe Instagram.<\/p>\n
\u0218i \u00eentr-o sear\u0103, \u00een timp ce beam vin \u0219i m\u0103 demachiam, am primit un mesaj de la o coleg\u0103:<\/p>\n
\u201ePari diferit\u0103 \u00een ultima vreme.\u201d<\/p>\n
Am z\u00e2mbit \u0219i am r\u0103spuns sincer:<\/p>\n
\u201ePentru c\u0103 nu mai \u00eencerc s\u0103 fiu suficient\u0103 pentru cineva care voia mereu mai mult.\u201d<\/p>\n
Iar \u00een oglind\u0103, pentru prima dat\u0103 dup\u0103 mult timp, femeia care m\u0103 privea \u00eenapoi nu mai p\u0103rea mic\u0103 deloc.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Diana. Am ridicat \u00eencet privirea spre el. \u2014 Interesant. \u2014 Nu e ce crezi. Aproape am r\u00e2s. B\u0103rba\u021bii spun asta de parc\u0103 ar fi o vraj\u0103 care \u0219terge realitatea. \u2014 \u0218i ce cred eu? R\u0103zvan a pus telefonul cu ecranul \u00een jos pe mas\u0103. Gre\u0219eal\u0103. Pentru c\u0103 exact atunci a vibrat din nou. Iar de […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":22818,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[18],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-24892","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-povesti"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24892","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=24892"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24892\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":24893,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24892\/revisions\/24893"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/22818"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=24892"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=24892"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=24892"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}