\u2014 R\u0103zvan\u2026 unde e m\u00e2ncarea?<\/p>\n
\u00cen sufragerie s-a f\u0103cut lini\u0219te.<\/p>\n
R\u0103zvan a \u00eencercat s\u0103 z\u00e2mbeasc\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Se ocup\u0103 Mariana acum.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu m\u0103 ocup de nimic \u2014 am spus calm, f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 ridic vocea.<\/p>\n
To\u021bi ochii s-au \u00eentors spre mine.<\/p>\n
Soacra mea s-a \u00eencruntat imediat.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Cum adic\u0103 nu te ocupi? E ziua b\u0103rbatului t\u0103u.<\/p>\n
Am l\u0103sat cana de cafea pe mas\u0103 \u0219i m-am ridicat.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Exact cum a spus \u0219i el acum trei s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2ni: fiecare \u00ee\u0219i pl\u0103te\u0219te m\u00e2ncarea. Eu mi-am cump\u0103rat ce aveam nevoie pentru mine.<\/p>\n
Toni a cobor\u00e2t privirea. Se vedea c\u0103 \u00ee\u0219i amintea perfect scena.<\/p>\n
R\u0103zvan s-a apropiat de mine \u0219i a \u0219optit printre din\u021bi:<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu m\u0103 face de r\u00e2s \u00een fa\u021ba tuturor.<\/p>\n
Am r\u00e2s scurt, f\u0103r\u0103 veselie.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Eu te fac de r\u00e2s?<\/p>\n
El \u0219i-a trecut m\u00e2na prin p\u0103r, agitat.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Mariana, termin\u0103. Vorbim dup\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu. Mereu vorbim \u201edup\u0103\u201d. Mereu \u00eenghit \u0219i tac ca s\u0103 nu se supere nimeni.<\/p>\n
Mama lui a intervenit imediat.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Hai c\u0103 exagerezi. B\u0103rba\u021bii mai spun prostii c\u00e2nd sunt nervo\u0219i.<\/p>\n
Am sim\u021bit ceva ap\u0103s\u00e2ndu-mi pieptul, dar de data asta nu era triste\u021be. Era oboseal\u0103.<\/p>\n
Ani \u00eentregi de oboseal\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu era nervos \u2014 am spus. \u2014 A spus exact ce g\u00e2ndea.<\/p>\n
M-am dus \u00een dormitor \u0219i am adus cutia cu bonuri \u0219i facturi. Am pus-o pe mas\u0103 \u00een fa\u021ba tuturor.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Pofti\u021bi. Dac\u0103 tot vorbim despre cine \u021bine casa asta.<\/p>\n
R\u0103zvan a \u00eencercat s\u0103 ia cutia, dar am tras-o spre mine.<\/p>\n
Unchiul lui a deschis primul bon. Apoi altul. \u0218i \u00eenc\u0103 unul.<\/p>\n
Curent.<\/p>\n
Gaz.<\/p>\n
Cump\u0103r\u0103turi.<\/p>\n
Medicamente pentru mama lui.<\/p>\n
Comenzi pentru mesele de Cr\u0103ciun \u0219i Pa\u0219te.<\/p>\n
Torturi pl\u0103tite din banii mei.<\/p>\n
Soacra mea s-a f\u0103cut palid\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Mariana\u2026<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu, doamn\u0103 Elena. Ast\u0103zi termin\u0103m cu povestea asta \u00een care eu doar \u201eajut\u201d.<\/p>\n
R\u0103zvan s-a \u00eenro\u0219it.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Era nevoie s\u0103 faci spectacol?<\/p>\n
\u2014 Spectacol ai f\u0103cut tu c\u00e2nd m-ai umilit \u00een fa\u021ba fratelui t\u0103u.<\/p>\n
Toni a oftat \u0219i a spus \u00eencet:<\/p>\n
\u2014 Adev\u0103rul e c\u0103 ai mers prea departe atunci.<\/p>\n
R\u0103zvan s-a \u00eentors brusc spre el.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Tu de partea cui e\u0219ti?<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu e vorba de tabere \u2014 a r\u0103spuns Toni. \u2014 Dar n-ai vorbit corect cu ea.<\/p>\n
Pentru prima dat\u0103 dup\u0103 mult timp, R\u0103zvan p\u0103rea nesigur. Se uita prin camer\u0103 de parc\u0103 a\u0219tepta ca cineva s\u0103-l salveze.<\/p>\n
Dar nimeni nu spunea nimic.<\/p>\n
Copiii verilor lui st\u0103teau cumin\u021bi pe canapea. Unchiul lui evita s\u0103-l priveasc\u0103. P\u00e2n\u0103 \u0219i mama lui p\u0103rea ru\u0219inat\u0103.<\/p>\n
Eu m-am dus lini\u0219tit\u0103 \u00een buc\u0103t\u0103rie \u0219i mi-am luat caserola din frigider.<\/p>\n
Am \u00eenceput s\u0103 m\u0103n\u00e2nc \u00eencet la mas\u0103.<\/p>\n
R\u0103zvan m\u0103 privea uluit.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Serios? Tu chiar faci asta?<\/p>\n
\u2014 Da. Pentru c\u0103 e m\u00e2ncarea pe care am pl\u0103tit-o eu.<\/p>\n
T\u0103cerea din camer\u0103 devenea ap\u0103s\u0103toare.<\/p>\n
Dup\u0103 c\u00e2teva minute, unul dintre veri a spart tensiunea.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Putem s\u0103 comand\u0103m ceva, nu?<\/p>\n
To\u021bi au \u00eenceput s\u0103 vorbeasc\u0103 deodat\u0103. Pizza. Shaorma. Gr\u0103tare. Orice.<\/p>\n
Atmosfera devenise ciudat\u0103, incomod\u0103.<\/p>\n
Nu mai era petrecere. Era doar o familie care vedea pentru prima dat\u0103 ceva ce eu tr\u0103isem ani \u00eentregi.<\/p>\n
R\u0103zvan a ie\u0219it pe balcon f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 spun\u0103 nimic.<\/p>\n
Mama lui s-a apropiat de mine mai t\u00e2rziu, c\u00e2nd ceilal\u021bi discutau comenzile.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu \u0219tiam c\u0103 pl\u0103te\u0219ti at\u00e2t de multe.<\/p>\n
Am ridicat din umeri.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Pentru c\u0103 nimeni nu a \u00eentrebat vreodat\u0103.<\/p>\n
A r\u0103mas c\u00e2teva secunde t\u0103cut\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 El a fost mereu orgolios.<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u0218tiu.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Dar \u0219i tu trebuia s\u0103 vorbe\u0219ti.<\/p>\n
Am z\u00e2mbit amar.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Am vorbit. Doar c\u0103 nimeni nu asculta.<\/p>\n
Spre sear\u0103, lumea a \u00eenceput s\u0103 plece mai devreme dec\u00e2t de obicei. Unii m-au \u00eembr\u0103\u021bi\u0219at. Al\u021bii nici nu s-au uitat la mine.<\/p>\n
R\u0103zvan a r\u0103mas ultimul \u00een sufragerie, cu farfuriile de carton \u0219i sticlele goale pe mas\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 E\u0219ti fericit\u0103 acum? a \u00eentrebat f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 m\u0103 priveasc\u0103.<\/p>\n
M-am uitat la el c\u00e2teva secunde.<\/p>\n
\u0218i atunci am realizat ceva simplu \u0219i dureros.<\/p>\n
Nu eram fericit\u0103.<\/p>\n
Eram doar terminat\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu, R\u0103zvan. Sunt obosit\u0103.<\/p>\n
A ridicat ochii spre mine pentru prima dat\u0103 \u00een seara aceea.<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u0218i ce \u00eenseamn\u0103 asta?<\/p>\n
Am inspirat ad\u00e2nc.<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u00censeamn\u0103 c\u0103 nu mai vreau s\u0103 tr\u0103iesc a\u0219a.<\/p>\n
Nu a \u021bipat. Nu a spart nimic. Doar s-a l\u0103sat pe canapea, de parc\u0103 \u00eel lovise ceva nev\u0103zut.<\/p>\n
\u00cen noaptea aceea am dormit pentru prima dat\u0103 lini\u0219tit\u0103, de\u0219i \u00een cas\u0103 era o t\u0103cere grea.<\/p>\n
Dou\u0103 luni mai t\u00e2rziu, m-am mutat \u00eentr-un apartament mic, aproape de papet\u0103ria unde lucram.<\/p>\n
Nu era mare. Nu era perfect.<\/p>\n
Dar frigiderul avea doar lucrurile mele \u00een el.<\/p>\n
\u0218i nimeni nu m\u0103 mai f\u0103cea s\u0103 m\u0103 simt datoare pentru fiecare mas\u0103.<\/p>\n
Uneori, c\u00e2nd ajung seara acas\u0103 obosit\u0103 \u0219i \u00eemi \u00eenc\u0103lzesc ceva simplu de m\u00e2ncare, m\u0103 g\u00e2ndesc la ziua aceea.<\/p>\n
La aragazul rece.<\/p>\n
La mesele goale.<\/p>\n
La lini\u0219tea care a spus, \u00een sf\u00e2r\u0219it, tot ce eu nu mai puteam ascunde.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
\u2014 R\u0103zvan\u2026 unde e m\u00e2ncarea? \u00cen sufragerie s-a f\u0103cut lini\u0219te. R\u0103zvan a \u00eencercat s\u0103 z\u00e2mbeasc\u0103. \u2014 Se ocup\u0103 Mariana acum. \u2014 Nu m\u0103 ocup de nimic \u2014 am spus calm, f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 ridic vocea. To\u021bi ochii s-au \u00eentors spre mine. Soacra mea s-a \u00eencruntat imediat. \u2014 Cum adic\u0103 nu te ocupi? E ziua b\u0103rbatului t\u0103u. […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":22817,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[18],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-25051","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-povesti"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/25051","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=25051"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/25051\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":25052,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/25051\/revisions\/25052"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/22817"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=25051"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=25051"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=25051"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}