\u2014 F\u0103r\u0103 mine nu e\u0219ti nimic.<\/p>\n
Vocea lui era calm\u0103.<\/p>\n
Aproape tandr\u0103.<\/p>\n
Tocmai asta era partea cea mai \u00eenfrico\u0219\u0103toare.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nimeni nu te-ar suporta.<\/p>\n
Mariana nu r\u0103spundea.<\/p>\n
P\u0103rea adormit\u0103.<\/p>\n
Dar am observat cum degetele ei s-au str\u00e2ns \u00een cear\u0219af.<\/p>\n
Era treaz\u0103.<\/p>\n
Asculta.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Uit\u0103-te la tine. Nici m\u0103car mama ta nu \u0219tie cine e\u0219ti cu adev\u0103rat.<\/p>\n
Mi s-a f\u0103cut r\u0103u.<\/p>\n
Am continuat s\u0103 urm\u0103resc.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Dac\u0103 pleci, pierzi tot.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Apartamentul.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Luiza.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Via\u021ba pe care \u021bi-am construit-o.<\/p>\n
Apoi s-a \u00eentors pe partea cealalt\u0103 \u0219i a adormit lini\u0219tit.<\/p>\n
Ca \u0219i cum nu tocmai otr\u0103vise sufletul unei femei.<\/p>\n
Am \u00eenchis telefonul \u0219i am \u00eenceput s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng.<\/p>\n
Nu pentru c\u0103 \u00eemi b\u0103tea fiica.<\/p>\n
Ci pentru c\u0103 \u00een\u021belegeam \u00een sf\u00e2r\u0219it.<\/p>\n
Radu nu avea nevoie de pumni.<\/p>\n
Ani de zile \u00eei distrusese \u00eencrederea pu\u021bin c\u00e2te pu\u021bin.<\/p>\n
P\u00e2n\u0103 c\u00e2nd Mariana ajunsese s\u0103 cread\u0103 fiecare minciun\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u00cen urm\u0103toarele dou\u0103 s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2ni am continuat s\u0103 \u00eenregistrez.<\/p>\n
\u00cen fiecare noapte.<\/p>\n
Acela\u0219i ritual.<\/p>\n
Alte cuvinte.<\/p>\n
Aceea\u0219i cruzime.<\/p>\n
\u2014 E\u0219ti norocoas\u0103 c\u0103 te-am ales.<\/p>\n
\u2014 N-ai reu\u0219i singur\u0103 niciodat\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Dac\u0103 te p\u0103r\u0103sesc, nimeni nu te va iubi.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Chiar \u0219i fiica ta ar fi mai bine f\u0103r\u0103 tine.<\/p>\n
\u00centr-o sear\u0103, Mariana a \u00eenceput s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng\u0103.<\/p>\n
Iar el i-a \u0219ters lacrimile.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Vezi? Eu sunt singurul care te \u00een\u021belege.<\/p>\n
Atunci am \u00een\u021beles c\u00e2t de bolnav era totul.<\/p>\n
Nu era doar manipulare.<\/p>\n
Era o \u00eenchisoare construit\u0103 \u00een mintea ei.<\/p>\n
Am f\u0103cut copii dup\u0103 toate \u00eenregistr\u0103rile.<\/p>\n
Le-am salvat \u00een mai multe locuri.<\/p>\n
Apoi am invitat-o pe Mariana la mine.<\/p>\n
Singur\u0103.<\/p>\n
F\u0103r\u0103 Radu.<\/p>\n
A venit \u00eentr-o s\u00e2mb\u0103t\u0103.<\/p>\n
Slab\u0103.<\/p>\n
Obosit\u0103.<\/p>\n
Cu privirea pierdut\u0103.<\/p>\n
I-am pus o can\u0103 de ceai \u00een fa\u021b\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u0218i am pornit prima \u00eenregistrare.<\/p>\n
La \u00eenceput nu a \u00een\u021beles.<\/p>\n
Apoi a auzit vocea lui.<\/p>\n
Fa\u021ba i s-a albit.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Mam\u0103…<\/p>\n
Am pornit \u00eenc\u0103 una.<\/p>\n
\u0218i \u00eenc\u0103 una.<\/p>\n
La a treia a \u00eenceput s\u0103 tremure.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu…<\/p>\n
\u2014 Ba da.<\/p>\n
A izbucnit \u00een pl\u00e2ns.<\/p>\n
Pl\u00e2nsul acela adunat ani \u00eentregi.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Credeam c\u0103 este vina mea.<\/p>\n
Mi s-a rupt inima.<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u0218tiu.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Credeam c\u0103 sunt slab\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu e\u0219ti.<\/p>\n
A stat ore \u00eentregi la mine \u00een buc\u0103t\u0103rie.<\/p>\n
Vorbind.<\/p>\n
Pentru prima dat\u0103 dup\u0103 ani.<\/p>\n
Despre fric\u0103.<\/p>\n
Despre control.<\/p>\n
Despre ru\u0219ine.<\/p>\n
Dou\u0103 luni mai t\u00e2rziu, Mariana \u0219i Luiza s-au mutat \u00eentr-un apartament \u00eenchiriat.<\/p>\n
Nu a fost u\u0219or.<\/p>\n
Radu a amenin\u021bat.<\/p>\n
A implorat.<\/p>\n
A promis c\u0103 se schimb\u0103.<\/p>\n
A \u00eencercat tot.<\/p>\n
Dar \u00eenregistr\u0103rile \u00eei spulberaser\u0103 puterea.<\/p>\n
Pentru c\u0103 manipularea func\u021bioneaz\u0103 doar c\u00e2t timp victima crede minciuna.<\/p>\n
\u00centr-o dup\u0103-amiaz\u0103, aproape un an mai t\u00e2rziu, st\u0103team cu Luiza \u00een parc.<\/p>\n
Desena cu cret\u0103 pe asfalt.<\/p>\n
Mariana era pe banc\u0103 \u0219i r\u00e2dea.<\/p>\n
R\u00e2dea cu adev\u0103rat.<\/p>\n
Nu mai v\u0103zusem asta de ani.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Bunico?<\/p>\n
\u2014 Da?<\/p>\n
\u2014 Mama este fericit\u0103 acum?<\/p>\n
Am privit-o pe fiica mea.<\/p>\n
V\u00e2ntul \u00eei mi\u0219ca p\u0103rul.<\/p>\n
Iar \u00een ochii ei nu mai era team\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Da, iubita mea.<\/p>\n
\u2014 De unde \u0219tii?<\/p>\n
Am z\u00e2mbit.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Pentru c\u0103 nu mai cere voie s\u0103 existe.<\/p>\n
Luiza a dat din cap de parc\u0103 \u00een\u021belesese perfect.<\/p>\n
Apoi a fugit spre mama ei.<\/p>\n
Iar eu am r\u0103mas pe banc\u0103 privind cele dou\u0103 femei pe care le iubeam cel mai mult.<\/p>\n
\u0218i m-am g\u00e2ndit c\u0103 uneori cele mai periculoase r\u0103ni nu las\u0103 v\u00e2n\u0103t\u0103i.<\/p>\n
Dar atunci c\u00e2nd ies la lumin\u0103, \u00eencep \u0219i s\u0103 se vindece.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
\u2014 F\u0103r\u0103 mine nu e\u0219ti nimic. Vocea lui era calm\u0103. Aproape tandr\u0103. Tocmai asta era partea cea mai \u00eenfrico\u0219\u0103toare. \u2014 Nimeni nu te-ar suporta. Mariana nu r\u0103spundea. P\u0103rea adormit\u0103. Dar am observat cum degetele ei s-au str\u00e2ns \u00een cear\u0219af. Era treaz\u0103. Asculta. \u2014 Uit\u0103-te la tine. Nici m\u0103car mama ta nu \u0219tie cine e\u0219ti cu […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":22818,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[18],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-25212","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-povesti"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/25212","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=25212"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/25212\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":25213,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/25212\/revisions\/25213"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/22818"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=25212"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=25212"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=25212"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}