\u00cen cas\u0103 mirosea a clor.<\/p>\n
Mult clor.<\/p>\n
Prea mult.<\/p>\n
\u2014 M\u0103d\u0103lina? \u2014 am strigat.<\/p>\n
Nimeni nu a r\u0103spuns.<\/p>\n
Am mers spre curte.<\/p>\n
\u0218i acolo am v\u0103zut-o<\/p>\n
M\u0103d\u0103lina ie\u0219ea din magazia din spatele casei cu o lopat\u0103 \u00een m\u00e2n\u0103.<\/p>\n
Purta m\u0103nu\u0219i de cauciuc \u0219i avea pe pantaloni urme de noroi proasp\u0103t.<\/p>\n
C\u00e2nd m-a v\u0103zut, a \u00eencremenit.<\/p>\n
Doar pentru o secund\u0103.<\/p>\n
Apoi a z\u00e2mbit.<\/p>\n
Prea repede.<\/p>\n
\u2014 A, a\u021bi venit.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Ce faci cu lopata?<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nimic. Cur\u0103\u021bam gr\u0103dina.<\/p>\n
Era februarie.<\/p>\n
Nu aveam gr\u0103din\u0103.<\/p>\n
Doar o curte mic\u0103, cimentat\u0103 aproape complet.<\/p>\n
Am sim\u021bit cum ceva rece \u00eemi urc\u0103 pe \u0219ira spin\u0103rii.<\/p>\n
\u2014 De unde vin banii?<\/p>\n
Fa\u021ba i s-a schimbat.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Ce bani?<\/p>\n
Am scos h\u00e2rtia din banc\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u0102\u0219tia.<\/p>\n
A r\u0103mas t\u0103cut\u0103.<\/p>\n
Pentru prima dat\u0103 \u00een \u0219ase ani.<\/p>\n
Apoi a l\u0103sat lopata jos.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Haide\u021bi \u00een cas\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu. Vorbim aici.<\/p>\n
Ochii i s-au umplut de lacrimi.<\/p>\n
Dar nu erau lacrimi de durere.<\/p>\n
Erau lacrimi de om prins.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu am vrut s\u0103 afla\u021bi a\u0219a.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Atunci cum voiai s\u0103 aflu?<\/p>\n
A privit spre magazie.<\/p>\n
Apoi spre camera lui Iulian.<\/p>\n
\u0218i a \u0219optit:<\/p>\n
\u2014 Iulian nu a plecat niciodat\u0103 \u00een Germania.<\/p>\n
Genunchii mi s-au \u00eenmuiat.<\/p>\n
De\u0219i o b\u0103nuiam, auzind-o cu voce tare a fost ca o lovitur\u0103 \u00een piept.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Unde este fiul meu?<\/p>\n
A \u00eenceput s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng\u0103.<\/p>\n
De data asta cu adev\u0103rat.<\/p>\n
\u2014 A murit.<\/p>\n
Lumea s-a oprit.<\/p>\n
Am sim\u021bit c\u0103 nu mai aud nimic.<\/p>\n
Doar acel cuv\u00e2nt.<\/p>\n
A murit.<\/p>\n
\u2014 C\u00e2nd?<\/p>\n
\u2014 Acum \u0219ase ani.<\/p>\n
Am \u00eenchis ochii.<\/p>\n
Toate anivers\u0103rile.<\/p>\n
Toate Cr\u0103ciunurile.<\/p>\n
Toate rug\u0103ciunile.<\/p>\n
Toate conversa\u021biile imaginare cu fiul meu.<\/p>\n
Totul s-a pr\u0103bu\u0219it.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Cum?<\/p>\n
\u2014 Accident de munc\u0103.<\/p>\n
Mi-am dus m\u00e2na la gur\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u0218i tu m-ai l\u0103sat s\u0103 cred c\u0103 tr\u0103ie\u0219te?<\/p>\n
A c\u0103zut \u00een genunchi.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Mi-a fost fric\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Fric\u0103 de ce?<\/p>\n
\u2014 De dumneavoastr\u0103.<\/p>\n
Nu \u00een\u021belegeam.<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u00cenainte s\u0103 moar\u0103, Iulian m-a pus s\u0103 promit ceva.<\/p>\n
A intrat \u00een cas\u0103 \u0219i s-a \u00eentors cu o cutie metalic\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u00cen\u0103untru era un teanc de scrisori.<\/p>\n
Pe prima am recunoscut imediat scrisul fiului meu.<\/p>\n
\u201eMam\u0103,<\/p>\n
Dac\u0103 cite\u0219ti asta, \u00eenseamn\u0103 c\u0103 nu am mai apucat s\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eentorc.\u201d<\/p>\n
Am \u00eenceput s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng \u00eenainte s\u0103 termin primul r\u00e2nd.<\/p>\n
Scrisoarea explica totul.<\/p>\n
Iulian fusese diagnosticat cu o boal\u0103 grav\u0103 dup\u0103 accident.<\/p>\n
\u0218tia c\u0103 mai are pu\u021bin.<\/p>\n
\u0218tia c\u0103 eu \u00eemi pierdusem deja so\u021bul.<\/p>\n
\u0218i \u00eei era team\u0103 c\u0103 vestea m\u0103 va distruge.<\/p>\n
\u00ce\u0219i folosise economiile pentru a deschide acel cont.<\/p>\n
L\u0103sase instruc\u021biuni clare.<\/p>\n
Banii trebuiau trimi\u0219i lunar.<\/p>\n
Exact ca \u0219i cum ar fi fost \u00een str\u0103in\u0103tate.<\/p>\n
Iar dup\u0103 ce fondurile lui s-au terminat, proprietarul firmei unde lucrase, un om pe nume Radu, a continuat s\u0103 fac\u0103 depunerile.<\/p>\n
Timp de ani \u00eentregi.<\/p>\n
Din respect pentru el.<\/p>\n
Am ridicat privirea spre M\u0103d\u0103lina.<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u0218i de ce nu mi-ai spus adev\u0103rul?<\/p>\n
\u2014 Pentru c\u0103 dup\u0103 primul an nu am mai \u0219tiut cum.<\/p>\n
Dup\u0103 al doilea mi-a fost ru\u0219ine.<\/p>\n
Dup\u0103 al treilea mi-a fost imposibil.<\/p>\n
Apoi a \u00eenceput \u0219i Matei s\u0103 \u00eentrebe de tat\u0103l lui.<\/p>\n
\u0218i am r\u0103mas prins\u0103 \u00een minciun\u0103.<\/p>\n
M-am a\u0219ezat pe scaun.<\/p>\n
Epuizat\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u00cenfr\u00e2nt\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u0218i lopata?<\/p>\n
M\u0103d\u0103lina s-a uitat spre magazie.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu voiam s\u0103 o g\u0103si\u021bi altfel.<\/p>\n
M-a condus p\u00e2n\u0103 \u00eentr-un col\u021b al cur\u021bii.<\/p>\n
Sub o plac\u0103 veche de beton.<\/p>\n
Acolo era \u00eengropat\u0103 o cutie etan\u0219\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u00cen ea se aflau fotografii, caiete, diploma lui Iulian, ceasul lui \u0219i zeci de scrisori.<\/p>\n
Toate adresate mie.<\/p>\n
C\u00e2te una pentru fiecare an.<\/p>\n
Le scrisese \u00eenainte s\u0103 moar\u0103.<\/p>\n
Pentru zilele mele de na\u0219tere.<\/p>\n
Pentru Cr\u0103ciun.<\/p>\n
Pentru momentele \u00een care \u0219tia c\u0103 \u00eemi va fi dor.<\/p>\n
Am citit p\u00e2n\u0103 t\u00e2rziu \u00een noapte.<\/p>\n
Am r\u00e2s.<\/p>\n
Am pl\u00e2ns.<\/p>\n
Am \u021binut la piept fotografiile.<\/p>\n
Iar pentru prima dat\u0103 dup\u0103 \u0219ase ani, nu mi-am mai imaginat c\u0103 fiul meu se va \u00eentoarce.<\/p>\n
Am acceptat c\u0103 plecase.<\/p>\n
Dar am \u00een\u021beles \u0219i altceva.<\/p>\n
\u00cen fiecare lun\u0103, \u00een fiecare transfer \u0219i \u00een fiecare scrisoare, Iulian \u00eencercase s\u0103 fac\u0103 acela\u0219i lucru.<\/p>\n
S\u0103 aib\u0103 grij\u0103 de mine.<\/p>\n
Poate c\u0103 M\u0103d\u0103lina gre\u0219ise ascunz\u00e2nd adev\u0103rul.<\/p>\n
Poate c\u0103 \u0219i eu a\u0219 fi vrut s\u0103-l aflu mai devreme.<\/p>\n
Dar \u00een acea noapte, privind scrisorile \u00eempr\u0103\u0219tiate pe mas\u0103 \u0219i pe nepotul meu dormind \u00een camera al\u0103turat\u0103, am realizat c\u0103 iubirea fiului meu nu disp\u0103ruse odat\u0103 cu el.<\/p>\n
Doar g\u0103sise alte moduri de a ajunge acas\u0103.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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