{"id":25607,"date":"2026-06-08T05:32:23","date_gmt":"2026-06-08T05:32:23","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/?p=25607"},"modified":"2026-06-08T05:32:23","modified_gmt":"2026-06-08T05:32:23","slug":"sotia-mea-murise-de-cinci-ani","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/?p=25607","title":{"rendered":"So\u021bia mea murise de cinci ani"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Z\u00e2mbea \u00eentr-o rochie galben\u0103 de var\u0103.<\/p>\n<p>Exact ca \u00een noaptea \u00een care ne-am c\u0103s\u0103torit.<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 M\u0103 duc s\u0103 o v\u0103d pe mama ta, am \u0219optit. Poate c\u0103 a venit timpul s\u0103 cunosc cu adev\u0103rat locul \u00een care ai crescut.<\/p>\n<p>Fotografia nu mi-a r\u0103spuns.<\/p>\n<p>Doar ventilatorul de tavan se auzea deasupra mea.<\/p>\n<p>Am plecat \u00eenainte de r\u0103s\u0103rit.<\/p>\n<p>Drumul spre litoral era lung, umed \u0219i plin de amintiri.<\/p>\n<p>Fiecare curb\u0103 \u00eemi amintea de Maria.<\/p>\n<p>R\u00e2sul ei.<\/p>\n<p>Obiceiul de a-mi fura cartofii din farfurie.<\/p>\n<p>Vocea ei spun\u00e2nd:<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 Radu, dac\u0103 mor \u00eenaintea ta, s\u0103 nu devii o tragedie ambulant\u0103. Promite-mi.<\/p>\n<p>O spusese \u00een glum\u0103.<\/p>\n<p>Eu promisesem \u00een glum\u0103.<\/p>\n<p>Apoi via\u021ba \u0219i-a b\u0103tut joc de mine.<\/p>\n<p>Spre sear\u0103 am ajuns \u00een ora\u0219.<\/p>\n<p>P\u0103rea mai mic dec\u00e2t mi-l aminteam de la \u00eenmorm\u00e2ntare.<\/p>\n<p>Str\u0103zi \u00eenguste.<\/p>\n<p>Case vechi.<\/p>\n<p>Copii alerg\u00e2nd descul\u021bi.<\/p>\n<p>Femei st\u00e2nd pe prispe.<\/p>\n<p>Un clopot de biseric\u0103 undeva l\u00e2ng\u0103 mare.<\/p>\n<p>Maria crescuse aici.<\/p>\n<p>\u00cenv\u0103\u021base s\u0103 mearg\u0103 aici.<\/p>\n<p>S\u0103 r\u00e2d\u0103 aici.<\/p>\n<p>S\u0103 ascund\u0103 secrete aici.<\/p>\n<p>Mai fusesem o singur\u0103 dat\u0103.<\/p>\n<p>La \u00eenmorm\u00e2ntarea ei.<\/p>\n<p>Atunci totul fusese fum, rug\u0103ciuni \u0219i lacrimi.<\/p>\n<p>Acum ora\u0219ul m\u0103 privea de parc\u0103 recuno\u0219tea un om \u00eentors prea t\u00e2rziu.<\/p>\n<p>Am parcat l\u00e2ng\u0103 o cas\u0103 albastr\u0103, decolorat\u0103.<\/p>\n<p>Casa Martei.<\/p>\n<p>Cel pu\u021bin aceea era adresa pe care o aveam \u00een documentele bancare.<\/p>\n<p>Poarta era \u00eencuiat\u0103.<\/p>\n<p>Lan\u021bul era ruginit.<\/p>\n<p>Curtea era plin\u0103 de frunze uscate.<\/p>\n<p>Ferestrele erau \u00eenchise.<\/p>\n<p>Am b\u0103tut totu\u0219i.<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 Mam\u0103?<\/p>\n<p>Nimic.<\/p>\n<p>Am b\u0103tut mai tare.<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 Marta? Sunt Radu. So\u021bul Mariei.<\/p>\n<p>Un c\u00e2ine a l\u0103trat din curtea vecin\u0103.<\/p>\n<p>O femeie \u00een v\u00e2rst\u0103 a ie\u0219it afar\u0103.<\/p>\n<p>S-a uitat la mine.<\/p>\n<p>La ma\u0219in\u0103.<\/p>\n<p>La casa \u00eencuiat\u0103.<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 Pe cine c\u0103uta\u021bi?<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 Pe Marta Dumitrescu. Locuie\u0219te aici.<\/p>\n<p>Fa\u021ba femeii s-a schimbat instantaneu.<\/p>\n<p>Ca \u0219i cum a\u0219 fi rostit numele unei fantome.<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 Cine sunte\u021bi?<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 Ginerele ei. So\u021bul Mariei.<\/p>\n<p>Femeia a f\u0103cut un pas \u00eenapoi.<\/p>\n<p>A privit geanta mea, medicamentele \u0219i apoi casa.<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 Dragul meu&#8230; Marta a murit acum trei ani.<\/p>\n<p>Cutia cu biscui\u021bi mi-a alunecat din m\u00e2n\u0103.<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 Ce?<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 A murit. Mai \u00eent\u00e2i a f\u0103cut febr\u0103. Apoi nu a mai putut respira. Nepotul ei a dus-o la spital. Nu s-a mai \u00eentors.<\/p>\n<p>Mi s-a uscat g\u00e2tul.<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 Nu e posibil. I-am trimis bani \u00een fiecare lun\u0103. Mi-a scris.<\/p>\n<p>Femeia m-a privit cu mil\u0103.<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 Ce bani?<\/p>\n<p>I-am ar\u0103tat telefonul.<\/p>\n<p>Transferurile.<\/p>\n<p>Mesajele.<\/p>\n<p>Confirm\u0103rile.<\/p>\n<p>A f\u0103cut semnul crucii.<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 Mesajele acelea nu erau de la Marta.<\/p>\n<p>Urechile au \u00eenceput s\u0103-mi \u021biuie.<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 Atunci de la cine?<\/p>\n<p>Femeia s-a uitat spre casa \u00eencuiat\u0103.<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 Dup\u0103 ce a murit Marta, mai venea cineva pe aici. Mai ales noaptea. O femeie.<\/p>\n<p>S\u00e2ngele mi s-a r\u0103cit.<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 Ce femeie?<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 Nu i-am v\u0103zut niciodat\u0103 bine fa\u021ba. Purta glug\u0103. Dar avea cheile.<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 Cheile casei?<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 Da.<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 Cine era?<\/p>\n<p>Femeia a ezitat.<\/p>\n<p>Apoi a spus ceva care mi-a t\u0103iat respira\u021bia.<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 Mergea exact ca Maria.<\/p>\n<p>Am r\u00e2s.<\/p>\n<p>Nu pentru c\u0103 era amuzant.<\/p>\n<p>Ci pentru c\u0103 mintea mea refuza s\u0103 accepte.<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 So\u021bia mea este moart\u0103.<\/p>\n<p>Femeia nu a contrazis.<\/p>\n<p>Doar m-a privit speriat\u0103.<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 Atunci de ce venea femeia moart\u0103 aici \u00een fiecare lun\u0103?<\/p>\n<p>Am apucat poarta.<\/p>\n<p>Fierul mi-a t\u0103iat palma.<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 Cine are cheia?<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 \u00centreba\u021bi la banca veche sau la preot.<\/p>\n<p>Apoi a ad\u0103ugat \u00eencet:<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 \u00cen noaptea de dup\u0103 \u00eenmorm\u00e2ntare, Marta a ars ceva \u00een spatele casei. H\u00e2rtii. Haine. Poate fotografii.<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 \u0218i?<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 Tot repeta acela\u0219i lucru.<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 Ce anume?<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 \u201eS\u0103 nu-i vad\u0103 niciodat\u0103 fa\u021ba.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Pentru o clip\u0103 nu m-am mai putut mi\u0219ca.<\/p>\n<p>Sicriul sigilat.<\/p>\n<p>Raportul poli\u021biei.<\/p>\n<p>\u00cenmorm\u00e2ntarea.<\/p>\n<p>Transferurile.<\/p>\n<p>Telefonul \u00eenchis.<\/p>\n<p>Totul \u00eencepea s\u0103 se schimbe.<\/p>\n<p>Ca o capcan\u0103.<\/p>\n<p>Am fugit spre vechea cl\u0103dire a b\u0103ncii.<\/p>\n<p>Era \u00eenchis\u0103.<\/p>\n<p>L\u00e2ng\u0103 ea era \u00eens\u0103 un mic restaurant.<\/p>\n<p>Proprietarul s-a uitat la mine \u0219i a spus:<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 Sunte\u021bi din Bucure\u0219ti, nu?<\/p>\n<p>Am \u00eenghe\u021bat.<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 De unde \u0219ti\u021bi?<\/p>\n<p>A scos un dosar.<\/p>\n<p>Dup\u0103 c\u00e2teva minute mi-a \u00eentins o copie a c\u0103r\u021bii mele de identitate.<\/p>\n<p>Am r\u0103mas f\u0103r\u0103 cuvinte.<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 De unde ave\u021bi asta?<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 Mi-a dat-o o femeie. Venea s\u0103 ridice banii dup\u0103 moartea b\u0103tr\u00e2nei.<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 Ce femeie?<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 Avea fa\u021ba acoperit\u0103. Spunea c\u0103 este fiica Martei.<\/p>\n<p>M-am apropiat.<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 Fiica Martei era so\u021bia mea. A murit acum cinci ani.<\/p>\n<p>Omul a p\u0103lit.<\/p>\n<p>Apoi s-a aplecat spre mine.<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 Acum trei luni a venit cu o feti\u021b\u0103.<\/p>\n<p>Inima mi s-a oprit.<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 O feti\u021b\u0103?<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 Da. Patru ani, poate. P\u0103r cre\u021b. Ochi mari.<\/p>\n<p>Nu puteam respira.<\/p>\n<p>Maria murise acum cinci ani.<\/p>\n<p>O feti\u021b\u0103 de patru ani nu avea niciun sens.<\/p>\n<p>Dec\u00e2t dac\u0103 nimic din ce mi se spusese nu era adev\u0103rat.<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 Cum \u00eei spunea copilul?<\/p>\n<p>Vocea omului a cobor\u00e2t.<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 \u00cei spunea \u201emam\u0103\u201d.<\/p>\n<p>Lumea s-a \u00eenclinat.<\/p>\n<p>Mi-am sprijinit m\u00e2na de tejghea.<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 Unde s-au dus?<\/p>\n<p>A ar\u0103tat spre drumul de coast\u0103.<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 Este o cas\u0103 veche l\u00e2ng\u0103 farul abandonat. Oamenii spun c\u0103 nu locuie\u0219te nimeni acolo. Dar noaptea se aprind luminile.<\/p>\n<p>Nu am mai a\u0219teptat.<\/p>\n<p>Am fugit spre ma\u0219in\u0103.<\/p>\n<p>\u00cencepuse s\u0103 plou\u0103.<\/p>\n<p>Drumul era \u00eengust \u0219i plin de noroi.<\/p>\n<p>Fulgerele br\u0103zdau cerul.<\/p>\n<p>Vocea Mariei \u00eemi r\u0103suna \u00een cap.<\/p>\n<p>\u201eDac\u0103 mi se \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103 ceva, ai grij\u0103 de mama.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>O spusese inten\u021bionat?<\/p>\n<p>\u0218tiuse ceva?<\/p>\n<p>Sau iubisem o femeie pe care nu o cunoscusem niciodat\u0103?<\/p>\n<p>Farul a ap\u0103rut \u00een dep\u0103rtare.<\/p>\n<p>L\u00e2ng\u0103 el se afla o cas\u0103 veche.<\/p>\n<p>La una dintre ferestre era lumin\u0103.<\/p>\n<p>Cineva era acolo.<\/p>\n<p>M\u00e2inile \u00eemi tremurau c\u00e2nd am cobor\u00e2t.<\/p>\n<p>Ploaia m\u0103 uda p\u00e2n\u0103 la piele.<\/p>\n<p>M-am apropiat de u\u0219\u0103.<\/p>\n<p>\u00cenainte s\u0103 bat, am auzit r\u00e2sul unui copil.<\/p>\n<p>O feti\u021b\u0103.<\/p>\n<p>Apoi vocea unei femei.<\/p>\n<p>At\u00e2t de familiar\u0103 \u00eenc\u00e2t aproape mi-au cedat genunchii.<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 Nu alerga, Lia. O s\u0103 cazi.<\/p>\n<p>Lia.<\/p>\n<p>Acesta era numele pe care eu \u0219i Maria \u00eel aleseser\u0103m pentru viitoarea noastr\u0103 fiic\u0103.<\/p>\n<p>L-am rostit c\u00e2ndva \u00eentr-o noapte, \u00eenainte ca totul s\u0103 se destrame.<\/p>\n<p>Am ridicat m\u00e2na.<\/p>\n<p>Am b\u0103tut.<\/p>\n<p>R\u00e2sul s-a oprit.<\/p>\n<p>Pa\u0219i.<\/p>\n<p>U\u0219a s-a deschis pu\u021bin.<\/p>\n<p>Mai \u00eent\u00e2i am v\u0103zut ochiul unui copil.<\/p>\n<p>Mare.<\/p>\n<p>C\u0103prui.<\/p>\n<p>Exact ca al meu.<\/p>\n<p>Apoi u\u0219a s-a deschis mai larg.<\/p>\n<p>\u0218i \u00een spatele feti\u021bei st\u0103tea femeia pe care o jelisem, o iubisem \u0219i pentru care pl\u0103tisem timp de cinci ani.<\/p>\n<p>Maria era vie.<\/p>\n<p>Iar primul lucru pe care l-a spus nu a fost numele meu.<\/p>\n<p>A fost:<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 Nu trebuia s\u0103 ne g\u0103se\u0219ti niciodat\u0103.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"10428\" data-end=\"10456\">Am r\u0103mas nemi\u0219cat \u00een ploaie.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"10458\" data-end=\"10508\">Apa \u00eemi curgea pe fa\u021b\u0103, dar nici m\u0103car nu clipeam.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"10510\" data-end=\"10526\">Maria era acolo.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"10528\" data-end=\"10532\">Vie.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"10534\" data-end=\"10544\">Respir\u00e2nd.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"10546\" data-end=\"10599\">\u00cemb\u0103tr\u00e2nit\u0103 cu c\u00e2\u021biva ani, dar f\u0103r\u0103 urm\u0103 de \u00eendoial\u0103.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"10601\" data-end=\"10608\">Era ea.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"10610\" data-end=\"10647\">Feti\u021ba s-a ascuns dup\u0103 picioarele ei.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"10649\" data-end=\"10667\">\u2014 Mam\u0103, cine este?<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"10669\" data-end=\"10707\">Vocea copilului mi-a sf\u00e2\u0219iat sufletul.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"10709\" data-end=\"10747\">Maria a \u00eenchis ochii pentru o secund\u0103.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"10749\" data-end=\"10763\">\u2014 Intr\u0103, Radu.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"10765\" data-end=\"10782\">Am p\u0103\u0219it \u00een cas\u0103.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"10784\" data-end=\"10837\">Mirosul de lemn umed \u0219i ceai fierbinte plutea \u00een aer.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"10839\" data-end=\"10865\">Feti\u021ba m\u0103 privea curioas\u0103.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"10867\" data-end=\"10914\">Iar eu nu puteam s\u0103-mi desprind ochii de la ea.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"10916\" data-end=\"10937\">Avea z\u00e2mbetul Mariei.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"10939\" data-end=\"10953\">Dar ochii mei.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"10955\" data-end=\"10972\">Maria a observat.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"10974\" data-end=\"11008\">\u2014 Da, a spus \u00eencet. Este fiica ta.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"11010\" data-end=\"11063\">M-am a\u0219ezat brusc pe primul scaun pe care l-am g\u0103sit.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"11065\" data-end=\"11093\">Picioarele nu m\u0103 mai \u021bineau.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"11095\" data-end=\"11107\">\u2014 Fiica mea?<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"11109\" data-end=\"11126\">Ea a dat din cap.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"11128\" data-end=\"11148\">\u2014 Lia are patru ani.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"11150\" data-end=\"11164\">\u2014 Patru ani&#8230;<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"11166\" data-end=\"11185\">Vocea mi s-a fr\u00e2nt.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"11187\" data-end=\"11221\">\u2014 \u00cen timp ce eu te credeam moart\u0103.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"11223\" data-end=\"11251\">Lacrimi i-au ap\u0103rut \u00een ochi.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"11253\" data-end=\"11260\">\u2014 \u0218tiu.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"11262\" data-end=\"11301\">\u2014 \u00cen timp ce trimiteam bani mamei tale.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"11303\" data-end=\"11310\">\u2014 \u0218tiu.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"11312\" data-end=\"11360\">\u2014 \u00cen timp ce \u00ee\u021bi pl\u00e2ngeam moartea \u00een fiecare zi!<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"11362\" data-end=\"11395\">De data aceasta am ridicat vocea.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"11397\" data-end=\"11435\">Lia s-a speriat \u0219i s-a lipit de Maria.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"11437\" data-end=\"11454\">Am t\u0103cut imediat.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"11456\" data-end=\"11483\">Nu voiam s\u0103 sperii copilul.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"11485\" data-end=\"11511\">Maria a m\u00e2ng\u00e2iat-o pe p\u0103r.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"11513\" data-end=\"11546\">\u2014 Du-te \u00een camera ta, iubita mea.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"11548\" data-end=\"11560\">\u2014 Cine este?<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"11562\" data-end=\"11611\">\u2014 Un om care a fost foarte important pentru mine.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"11613\" data-end=\"11635\">Feti\u021ba a plecat \u00eencet.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"11637\" data-end=\"11686\">C\u00e2nd u\u0219a camerei s-a \u00eenchis, am privit-o din nou.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"11688\" data-end=\"11713\">\u2014 Acum \u00eemi spui adev\u0103rul.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"11715\" data-end=\"11744\">Maria s-a a\u0219ezat \u00een fa\u021ba mea.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"11746\" data-end=\"11761\">P\u0103rea epuizat\u0103.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"11763\" data-end=\"11796\">Ca un om care fugise ani \u00eentregi.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"11798\" data-end=\"11823\">\u2014 Accidentul a fost real.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"11825\" data-end=\"11840\">Am r\u0103mas t\u0103cut.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"11842\" data-end=\"11917\">\u2014 Ma\u0219ina a ie\u0219it de pe \u0219osea. Femeia care conducea cealalt\u0103 ma\u0219in\u0103 a murit.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"11919\" data-end=\"11944\">\u2014 Dar tu ai supravie\u021buit.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"11946\" data-end=\"11951\">\u2014 Da.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"11953\" data-end=\"11968\">\u2014 Atunci de ce?<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"11970\" data-end=\"12000\">Lacrimile i-au curs pe obraji.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"12002\" data-end=\"12052\">\u2014 Pentru c\u0103 \u00eenainte de accident descoperisem ceva.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"12054\" data-end=\"12074\">Mi-a povestit totul.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"12076\" data-end=\"12104\">Mama ei avea datorii uria\u0219e.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"12106\" data-end=\"12135\">\u00cemprumuturi f\u0103cute pe ascuns.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"12137\" data-end=\"12172\">Oameni periculo\u0219i care cereau bani.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"12174\" data-end=\"12268\">\u00cen s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2na accidentului, Maria aflase c\u0103 acei oameni \u00eencepuser\u0103 s\u0103 m\u0103 urm\u0103reasc\u0103 \u0219i pe mine.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"12270\" data-end=\"12315\">Credea c\u0103 dac\u0103 disp\u0103rea, totul se va termina.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"12317\" data-end=\"12336\">\u2014 Marta a insistat.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"12338\" data-end=\"12346\">\u2014 Marta?<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"12348\" data-end=\"12375\">\u2014 Da. Ea a organizat totul.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"12377\" data-end=\"12399\">Am r\u0103mas f\u0103r\u0103 cuvinte.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"12401\" data-end=\"12424\">\u2014 A folosit accidentul.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"12426\" data-end=\"12431\">\u2014 Da.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"12433\" data-end=\"12465\">\u2014 M-a l\u0103sat s\u0103 cred c\u0103 ai murit.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"12467\" data-end=\"12493\">Maria a \u00eenceput s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng\u0103.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"12495\" data-end=\"12524\">\u2014 \u0218tiu c\u00e2t de monstruos sun\u0103.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"12526\" data-end=\"12553\">\u2014 Pentru c\u0103 este monstruos.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"12555\" data-end=\"12586\">T\u0103cerea s-a a\u0219ternut \u00eentre noi.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"12588\" data-end=\"12605\">Apoi am \u00eentrebat:<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"12607\" data-end=\"12616\">\u2014 \u0218i Lia?<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"12618\" data-end=\"12645\">Maria \u0219i-a \u0219ters lacrimile.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"12647\" data-end=\"12707\">\u2014 La c\u00e2teva luni dup\u0103 accident am aflat c\u0103 eram \u00eens\u0103rcinat\u0103.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"12709\" data-end=\"12747\">Am sim\u021bit c\u0103 mi se opre\u0219te respira\u021bia.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"12749\" data-end=\"12803\">\u2014 Ai aflat c\u0103 aveai copilul meu \u0219i tot nu m-ai c\u0103utat?<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"12805\" data-end=\"12838\">\u2014 \u00cen fiecare zi am vrut s\u0103 o fac.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"12840\" data-end=\"12860\">\u2014 Dar nu ai f\u0103cut-o.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"12862\" data-end=\"12880\">\u2014 Mi-a fost fric\u0103.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"12882\" data-end=\"12888\">Frica.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"12890\" data-end=\"12945\">Cuv\u00e2ntul care distrusese cinci ani din vie\u021bile noastre.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"12947\" data-end=\"12990\">M-am ridicat \u0219i m-am apropiat de fereastr\u0103.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"12992\" data-end=\"13030\">Farul abandonat se vedea \u00een \u00eentuneric.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"13032\" data-end=\"13054\">\u2014 Marta chiar a murit?<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"13056\" data-end=\"13061\">\u2014 Da.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"13063\" data-end=\"13079\">\u2014 Acum trei ani?<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"13081\" data-end=\"13086\">\u2014 Da.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"13088\" data-end=\"13119\">\u2014 \u0218i ai continuat s\u0103 iei banii.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"13121\" data-end=\"13145\">Maria \u0219i-a plecat capul.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"13147\" data-end=\"13164\">\u2014 Nu pentru mine.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"13166\" data-end=\"13187\">\u2014 Atunci pentru cine?<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"13189\" data-end=\"13202\">\u2014 Pentru Lia.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"13204\" data-end=\"13224\">M-am \u00eentors spre ea.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"13226\" data-end=\"13255\">\u2014 Puteai s\u0103-mi spui adev\u0103rul.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"13257\" data-end=\"13264\">\u2014 \u0218tiu.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"13266\" data-end=\"13301\">Timp de c\u00e2teva minute nu am vorbit.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"13303\" data-end=\"13338\">Apoi u\u0219a camerei s-a deschis \u00eencet.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"13340\" data-end=\"13352\">Lia a ie\u0219it.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"13354\" data-end=\"13379\">Avea un ursule\u021b \u00een bra\u021be.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"13381\" data-end=\"13415\">S-a apropiat \u0219i s-a uitat la mine.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"13417\" data-end=\"13435\">\u2014 Tu de ce pl\u00e2ngi?<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"13437\" data-end=\"13468\">Am atins f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 vreau obrazul.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"13470\" data-end=\"13484\">Aveam lacrimi.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"13486\" data-end=\"13500\">Nu observasem.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"13502\" data-end=\"13526\">\u2014 Pentru c\u0103 te-am g\u0103sit.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"13528\" data-end=\"13552\">Feti\u021ba a \u00eenclinat capul.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"13554\" data-end=\"13583\">Apoi a f\u0103cut ceva nea\u0219teptat.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"13585\" data-end=\"13607\">Mi-a \u00eentins ursule\u021bul.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"13609\" data-end=\"13648\">\u2014 C\u00e2nd eu sunt trist\u0103, \u00eel \u021bin \u00een bra\u021be.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"13650\" data-end=\"13673\">Am r\u00e2s printre lacrimi.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"13675\" data-end=\"13709\">\u0218i \u00een acel moment am \u00een\u021beles ceva.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"13711\" data-end=\"13740\">Nu puteam recupera cinci ani.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"13742\" data-end=\"13768\">Nu puteam \u0219terge minciuna.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"13770\" data-end=\"13797\">Nu puteam schimba trecutul.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"13799\" data-end=\"13832\">Dar \u00een fa\u021ba mea st\u0103tea fiica mea.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"13834\" data-end=\"13838\">Vie.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"13840\" data-end=\"13846\">Real\u0103.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"13848\" data-end=\"13874\">Iar ea nu avea nicio vin\u0103.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"13876\" data-end=\"13895\">Maria s-a apropiat.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"13897\" data-end=\"13939\">\u2014 \u0218tiu c\u0103 poate nu m\u0103 vei ierta niciodat\u0103.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"13941\" data-end=\"13958\">M-am uitat la ea.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"13960\" data-end=\"13972\">\u2014 Nu ast\u0103zi.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"13974\" data-end=\"13989\">A \u00eenchis ochii.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"13991\" data-end=\"14010\">\u2014 Dar pentru Lia&#8230;<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"14012\" data-end=\"14037\">Am privit din nou feti\u021ba.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"14039\" data-end=\"14071\">\u2014 Pentru Lia merit\u0103 s\u0103 \u00eencerc\u0103m.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"14073\" data-end=\"14112\">\u00cen acea noapte am r\u0103mas p\u00e2n\u0103 diminea\u021b\u0103.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"14114\" data-end=\"14124\">Am vorbit.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"14126\" data-end=\"14135\">Am pl\u00e2ns.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"14137\" data-end=\"14223\">Am ascultat explica\u021bii care nu puteau \u0219terge durerea, dar care m\u0103car umpleau golurile.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"14225\" data-end=\"14305\">C\u00e2nd soarele a r\u0103s\u0103rit peste mare, Lia dormea pe canapea cu capul pe um\u0103rul meu.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"14307\" data-end=\"14368\">Iar pentru prima dat\u0103 dup\u0103 cinci ani nu m\u0103 mai sim\u021beam v\u0103duv.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"14370\" data-end=\"14386\">M\u0103 sim\u021beam tat\u0103.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"14388\" data-end=\"14502\" data-is-last-node=\"\" data-is-only-node=\"\">\u0218i, oric\u00e2t de complicat era adev\u0103rul, acesta era \u00eenceputul vie\u021bii pe care credeam c\u0103 o pierdusem pentru totdeauna.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Z\u00e2mbea \u00eentr-o rochie galben\u0103 de var\u0103. Exact ca \u00een noaptea \u00een care ne-am c\u0103s\u0103torit. \u2014 M\u0103 duc s\u0103 o v\u0103d pe mama ta, am \u0219optit. Poate c\u0103 a venit timpul s\u0103 cunosc cu adev\u0103rat locul \u00een care ai crescut. Fotografia nu mi-a r\u0103spuns. Doar ventilatorul de tavan se auzea deasupra mea. Am plecat \u00eenainte de [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":22817,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[18],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-25607","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-povesti"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/25607","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=25607"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/25607\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":25608,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/25607\/revisions\/25608"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/22817"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=25607"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=25607"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=25607"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}