…o chei\u021b\u0103 mic\u0103.<\/p>\n
At\u00e2t de mic\u0103 \u00eenc\u00e2t, dac\u0103 sticlu\u021ba nu s-ar fi spart de podea, probabil nu a\u0219 fi descoperit-o niciodat\u0103.<\/p>\n
Am r\u0103mas nemi\u0219cat\u0103 \u00een mijlocul sufrageriei.<\/p>\n
Cioburile erau \u00eempr\u0103\u0219tiate \u00een jurul meu, iar chei\u021ba metalic\u0103 str\u0103lucea \u00een lumina dup\u0103-amiezii.<\/p>\n
Mi-am dus m\u00e2na la gur\u0103.<\/p>\n
Trecuser\u0103 aproape doi ani de la moartea lui Andrei.<\/p>\n
Doi ani \u00een care m\u0103 trezisem de sute de ori \u00eentinz\u00e2nd m\u00e2na spre partea lui de pat.<\/p>\n
Doi ani \u00een care \u00eenc\u0103 \u00eei auzeam uneori pa\u0219ii pe hol.<\/p>\n
Doi ani \u00een care \u00eemi repro\u0219asem, \u00een fiecare aniversare, c\u0103 ultimul cadou pe care mi-l f\u0103cuse fusese aruncat \u00eentr-un col\u021b f\u0103r\u0103 m\u0103car s\u0103-i dau o \u0219ans\u0103.<\/p>\n
M-am a\u0219ezat pe podea \u0219i am luat chei\u021ba.<\/p>\n
Avea ata\u0219at\u0103 o etichet\u0103 mic\u0103 de h\u00e2rtie.<\/p>\n
Pe ea era scris cu scrisul lui:<\/p>\n
\u201ePentru Ana. C\u00e2nd vei fi preg\u0103tit\u0103.\u201d<\/p>\n
Lacrimile au \u00eenceput s\u0103-mi curg\u0103 imediat.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Ce ai f\u0103cut, Andrei? \u2014 am \u0219optit.<\/p>\n
Am r\u0103scolit sertarele, dulapurile \u0219i toate lucrurile pe care le p\u0103strasem dup\u0103 moartea lui.<\/p>\n
Dup\u0103 aproape o or\u0103 am g\u0103sit r\u0103spunsul.<\/p>\n
\u00centr-un dosar vechi de acte era o copie dup\u0103 un contract de \u00eenchiriere pentru o caset\u0103 de valori de la banc\u0103.<\/p>\n
Num\u0103rul de pe contract corespundea exact cu num\u0103rul gravat pe chei\u021b\u0103.<\/p>\n
A doua zi diminea\u021b\u0103 eram deja la banc\u0103.<\/p>\n
Func\u021bionara m-a privit surprins\u0103 c\u00e2nd i-am explicat situa\u021bia.<\/p>\n
A verificat documentele \u0219i a disp\u0103rut c\u00e2teva minute.<\/p>\n
C\u00e2nd s-a \u00eentors, \u021binea \u00een m\u00e2ini o cutie metalic\u0103 mic\u0103.<\/p>\n
Mi-au tremurat degetele c\u00e2nd am introdus cheia.<\/p>\n
Capacul s-a deschis \u00eencet.<\/p>\n
\u00cen\u0103untru nu erau bani.<\/p>\n
Nici bijuterii.<\/p>\n
Nici documente importante.<\/p>\n
Era un teanc de scrisori.<\/p>\n
\u0218i un plic mai mare pe care scria:<\/p>\n
\u201ePentru iubirea vie\u021bii mele.\u201d<\/p>\n
Am izbucnit \u00een pl\u00e2ns \u00eenainte s\u0103-l deschid.<\/p>\n
\u00cen\u0103untru era o fotografie.<\/p>\n
Noi doi.<\/p>\n
La \u00eenceputul rela\u021biei.<\/p>\n
Eu aveam dou\u0103zeci \u0219i trei de ani.<\/p>\n
El dou\u0103zeci \u0219i \u0219ase.<\/p>\n
Eram s\u0103raci, locuiam \u00eentr-o garsonier\u0103 minuscul\u0103 \u0219i credeam c\u0103 viitorul ne apar\u021bine.<\/p>\n
Sub fotografie era o scrisoare.<\/p>\n
\u201eAna,<\/p>\n
Dac\u0103 cite\u0219ti aceste r\u00e2nduri, \u00eenseamn\u0103 c\u0103 nu am mai avut timp s\u0103-\u021bi spun tot ce voiam.<\/p>\n
Doctorii mi-au dat mai pu\u021bin timp dec\u00e2t speram.\u201d<\/p>\n
Am sim\u021bit c\u0103 inima mi se opre\u0219te.<\/p>\n
Doctorii?<\/p>\n
Andrei nu \u00eemi spusese niciodat\u0103 c\u0103 era bolnav.<\/p>\n
Am continuat s\u0103 citesc.<\/p>\n
\u201eAm aflat despre boal\u0103 cu \u0219ase luni \u00eenainte s\u0103 mor. Am vrut s\u0103-\u021bi spun de sute de ori. Dar de fiecare dat\u0103 c\u00e2nd te vedeam z\u00e2mbind, nu g\u0103seam puterea s\u0103-\u021bi distrug lini\u0219tea.\u201d<\/p>\n
Lacrimile c\u0103deau pe h\u00e2rtie.<\/p>\n
\u201e\u0218tiu c\u0103 te-ai sup\u0103rat pentru parfum.<\/p>\n
\u0218i ai avut dreptul.<\/p>\n
P\u0103rea ieftin.<\/p>\n
P\u0103rea lipsit de importan\u021b\u0103.<\/p>\n
Dar voiam s\u0103 ascund cheia undeva unde nimeni nu s-ar fi g\u00e2ndit s\u0103 o caute.<\/p>\n
Nu voiam s\u0103 g\u0103se\u0219ti aceste scrisori dec\u00e2t atunci c\u00e2nd durerea va fi devenit suportabil\u0103.\u201d<\/p>\n
Mi-am acoperit ochii.<\/p>\n
At\u00e2ta timp \u00eel judecasem pentru acel cadou.<\/p>\n
At\u00e2ta timp m\u0103 g\u00e2ndisem c\u0103 nu \u00eei p\u0103sase.<\/p>\n
\u0218i adev\u0103rul era exact opusul.<\/p>\n
Am citit mai departe.<\/p>\n
\u00cen cutie erau zeci de scrisori.<\/p>\n
Una pentru fiecare aniversare pe care urma s\u0103 o petrec f\u0103r\u0103 el.<\/p>\n
Una pentru zilele \u00een care aveam s\u0103 m\u0103 simt singur\u0103.<\/p>\n
Una pentru ziua \u00een care urma s\u0103 \u00eemplinesc cincizeci de ani.<\/p>\n
Una pentru momentul \u00een care poate aveam s\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eendr\u0103gostesc din nou.<\/p>\n
\u00cen fiecare scrisoare era acela\u0219i Andrei pe care \u00eel iubisem.<\/p>\n
Cald.<\/p>\n
Amuzant.<\/p>\n
Atent.<\/p>\n
Plin de grij\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u00cen ultima scrisoare scria:<\/p>\n
\u201eDac\u0103 ai ajuns p\u00e2n\u0103 aici, \u00eenseamn\u0103 c\u0103 ai supravie\u021buit.<\/p>\n
\u0218i \u0219tiu c\u0103 ai f\u0103cut-o.<\/p>\n
Pentru c\u0103 e\u0219ti mai puternic\u0103 dec\u00e2t crezi.<\/p>\n
Te rog s\u0103 nu r\u0103m\u00e2i blocat\u0103 \u00een trecut.<\/p>\n
Nu transforma dragostea noastr\u0103 \u00eentr-un morm\u00e2nt.<\/p>\n
Transform-o \u00eentr-un loc unde s\u0103 te po\u021bi \u00eentoarce \u0219i s\u0103 z\u00e2mbe\u0219ti.\u201d<\/p>\n
Am stat mult timp \u00een sala aceea mic\u0103 a b\u0103ncii.<\/p>\n
\u021ain\u00e2nd scrisorile la piept.<\/p>\n
Pentru prima dat\u0103 dup\u0103 moartea lui, nu sim\u021beam doar durere.<\/p>\n
Sim\u021beam recuno\u0219tin\u021b\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u00cen drum spre cas\u0103, am trecut pe l\u00e2ng\u0103 flor\u0103ria de unde \u00eemi cump\u0103ra mereu lalele.<\/p>\n
Am cump\u0103rat un buchet.<\/p>\n
Apoi am mers la cimitir.<\/p>\n
M-am a\u0219ezat l\u00e2ng\u0103 morm\u00e2ntul lui \u0219i am l\u0103sat florile.<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u00cemi pare r\u0103u pentru parfum \u2014 am spus printre lacrimi \u0219i z\u00e2mbete.<\/p>\n
V\u00e2ntul a mi\u0219cat u\u0219or frunzele copacilor.<\/p>\n
Iar pentru o clip\u0103 am avut impresia c\u0103 r\u00e2de.<\/p>\n
Exact cum r\u00e2dea atunci c\u00e2nd \u0219tia ceva ce eu \u00eenc\u0103 nu descoperisem.<\/p>\n
Am r\u0103mas acolo p\u00e2n\u0103 seara.<\/p>\n
\u0218i, pentru prima dat\u0103 \u00een doi ani, nu i-am spus \u201ela revedere\u201d.<\/p>\n
I-am spus:<\/p>\n
\u2014 Mul\u021bumesc.<\/p>\n
Pentru c\u0103 am \u00een\u021beles, \u00een sf\u00e2r\u0219it, c\u0103 ultimul lui cadou nu fusese parfumul.<\/p>\n
Ci \u0219ansa de a continua s\u0103 m\u0103 iubeasc\u0103 chiar \u0219i dup\u0103 ce nu mai era l\u00e2ng\u0103 mine.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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