{"id":25954,"date":"2026-06-16T04:23:01","date_gmt":"2026-06-16T04:23:01","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/?p=25954"},"modified":"2026-06-16T04:23:01","modified_gmt":"2026-06-16T04:23:01","slug":"intotdeauna-am-urat-liceul-pentru-ca-regina-balului-ma-umilea-fara-incetare","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/?p=25954","title":{"rendered":"\u00centotdeauna am ur\u00e2t liceul pentru c\u0103 regina balului m\u0103 umilea f\u0103r\u0103 \u00eencetare"},"content":{"rendered":"
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Ne aflam pe terasa unui restaurant din centrul Bucure\u0219tiului. Era o sear\u0103 lini\u0219tit\u0103, iar p\u00e2n\u0103 \u00een acel moment discu\u021bia cursese surprinz\u0103tor de natural.<\/p>\n

Apoi ea a r\u00e2s \u0219i a spus:<\/p>\n

\u2014 \u0218tii care era problema cu mul\u021bi b\u0103ie\u021bi \u00een liceu? Nu aveau deloc \u00eencredere \u00een ei. Dac\u0103 e\u0219ti slab \u0219i \u00eei la\u0219i pe ceilal\u021bi s\u0103 te calce \u00een picioare, lumea o va face.<\/p>\n

A rostit-o cu un aer relaxat, de parc\u0103 vorbea despre vreme.<\/p>\n

Poate c\u0103 nici nu \u0219i-a dat seama.<\/p>\n

Dar pentru mine a fost ca \u0219i cum s-ar fi deschis o u\u0219\u0103 pe care o \u021binusem \u00eenchis\u0103 ani \u00eentregi.<\/p>\n

Mi-am amintit de coridoarele liceului.<\/p>\n

De r\u00e2sete.<\/p>\n

De privirile \u00eentoarse.<\/p>\n

De momentele \u00een care \u00eencercam s\u0103 dispar.<\/p>\n

Am r\u0103mas t\u0103cut c\u00e2teva secunde.<\/p>\n

\u2014 Ce este? a \u00eentrebat ea.<\/p>\n

Am z\u00e2mbit u\u0219or.<\/p>\n

\u2014 Chiar nu m\u0103 recuno\u0219ti?<\/p>\n

S-a uitat la mine confuz\u0103.<\/p>\n

\u2014 Ar trebui?<\/p>\n

\u2014 Am fost colegi de liceu.<\/p>\n

A clipit de c\u00e2teva ori.<\/p>\n

\u2014 Serios?<\/p>\n

\u2014 Da.<\/p>\n

\u0218i i-am spus numele pe care \u00eel purtasem atunci.<\/p>\n

Am v\u0103zut exact momentul \u00een care a realizat.<\/p>\n

Fa\u021ba i s-a schimbat complet.<\/p>\n

\u2014 Nu… nu se poate.<\/p>\n

\u2014 Ba da.<\/p>\n

A r\u0103mas f\u0103r\u0103 cuvinte.<\/p>\n

Pentru prima dat\u0103 \u00een toat\u0103 seara, p\u0103rea nesigur\u0103.<\/p>\n

\u2014 Doamne… tu?<\/p>\n

Am \u00eencuviin\u021bat.<\/p>\n

\u2014 Eu.<\/p>\n

A privit \u00een jos spre mas\u0103.<\/p>\n

\u2014 Nu te-am recunoscut deloc.<\/p>\n

\u2014 Mi-am dat seama.<\/p>\n

A urmat o lini\u0219te lung\u0103.<\/p>\n

Nu era genul de t\u0103cere inconfortabil\u0103 dintre doi oameni care nu au ce s\u0103-\u0219i spun\u0103.<\/p>\n

Era t\u0103cerea a doi oameni care realizau c\u0103 trecutul tocmai intrase \u00een \u00eenc\u0103pere.<\/p>\n

\u2014 Ascult\u0103… \u00eencepu ea.<\/p>\n

S-a oprit.<\/p>\n

\u2014 Nu \u0219tiu ce s\u0103 spun.<\/p>\n

\u2014 Po\u021bi \u00eencepe cu adev\u0103rul.<\/p>\n

Ea \u0219i-a trecut m\u00e2na prin p\u0103r.<\/p>\n

\u2014 Eram o proast\u0103.<\/p>\n

Nu m-am a\u0219teptat la r\u0103spunsul acela.<\/p>\n

\u2014 Credeam c\u0103 sunt important\u0103. Credeam c\u0103 popularitatea \u00eenseamn\u0103 ceva. \u0218i f\u0103ceam lucruri de care acum mi-e ru\u0219ine.<\/p>\n

Am r\u0103mas atent la expresia ei.<\/p>\n

Nu p\u0103rea c\u0103 joac\u0103 un rol.<\/p>\n

Nu \u00eencerca s\u0103 se scuze elegant.<\/p>\n

P\u0103rea sincer afectat\u0103.<\/p>\n

\u2014 \u00ce\u021bi aminte\u0219ti toate d\u0103\u021bile c\u00e2nd f\u0103ceai glume pe seama mea? am \u00eentrebat.<\/p>\n

\u2014 Nu pe toate.<\/p>\n

Vocea i s-a stins.<\/p>\n

\u2014 Dar \u00eemi amintesc suficiente.<\/p>\n

A oftat ad\u00e2nc.<\/p>\n

\u2014 \u0218i \u00eemi pare r\u0103u.<\/p>\n

Pentru mul\u021bi oameni, poate c\u0103 acele cuvinte ar fi fost suficiente.<\/p>\n

Pentru mine nu erau.<\/p>\n

Nu \u00eenc\u0103.<\/p>\n

\u2014 \u0218tii ce e ciudat? am spus. Ani \u00eentregi am visat la momentul \u00een care te-a\u0219 putea face s\u0103 te sim\u021bi la fel cum m-am sim\u021bit eu.<\/p>\n

Ea a ridicat privirea.<\/p>\n

Nu p\u0103rea sup\u0103rat\u0103.<\/p>\n

Doar trist\u0103.<\/p>\n

\u2014 \u0218i?<\/p>\n

Am z\u00e2mbit.<\/p>\n

\u2014 \u0218i acum, c\u00e2nd am ocazia, nu mai simt nevoia.<\/p>\n

Ochii ei s-au m\u0103rit u\u0219or.<\/p>\n

\u2014 De ce?<\/p>\n

M-am uitat \u00een jur.<\/p>\n

La oamenii care treceau pe strad\u0103.<\/p>\n

La luminile ora\u0219ului.<\/p>\n

La via\u021ba pe care mi-o construisem.<\/p>\n

\u2014 Pentru c\u0103 nu mai sunt b\u0103iatul acela.<\/p>\n

A r\u0103mas t\u0103cut\u0103.<\/p>\n

\u2014 Mi-ai f\u0103cut r\u0103u atunci, am continuat. Mai mult dec\u00e2t ai crede. Dar dac\u0103 a\u0219 sta acum aici \u0219i a\u0219 \u00eencerca s\u0103 m\u0103 r\u0103zbun, \u00eenseamn\u0103 c\u0103 \u00eenc\u0103 \u00ee\u021bi dau puterea pe care o aveai asupra mea.<\/p>\n

Ea \u0219i-a cobor\u00e2t privirea.<\/p>\n

\u2014 \u00cen\u021beleg.<\/p>\n

\u2014 Nu cred c\u0103 po\u021bi schimba ce s-a \u00eent\u00e2mplat.<\/p>\n

\u2014 \u0218tiu.<\/p>\n

\u2014 Dar apreciez c\u0103 \u00ee\u021bi asumi.<\/p>\n

A inspirat ad\u00e2nc.<\/p>\n

\u2014 Sincer, m\u0103 bucur c\u0103 mi-ai spus cine e\u0219ti.<\/p>\n

\u2014 Chiar?<\/p>\n

A dat din cap.<\/p>\n

\u2014 Da. Pentru c\u0103 m-a obligat s\u0103 m\u0103 uit la o parte din mine pe care \u00eencercam s\u0103 o ignor.<\/p>\n

Am stat c\u00e2teva minute vorbind despre anii care trecuser\u0103.<\/p>\n

Despre gre\u0219eli.<\/p>\n

Despre oameni.<\/p>\n

Despre c\u00e2t de diferit poate ajunge cineva fa\u021b\u0103 de adolescentul care a fost.<\/p>\n

Nu a fost o conversa\u021bie romantic\u0103.<\/p>\n

Nu dup\u0103 aceea.<\/p>\n

Era altceva.<\/p>\n

Era \u00eenchiderea unui capitol.<\/p>\n

C\u00e2nd am cerut nota, am sim\u021bit o lini\u0219te pe care nu o mai avusesem niciodat\u0103 c\u00e2nd m\u0103 g\u00e2ndeam la liceu.<\/p>\n

Ne-am ridicat de la mas\u0103.<\/p>\n

\u2014 Deci? a \u00eentrebat ea. Mai vorbim?<\/p>\n

Am z\u00e2mbit sincer.<\/p>\n

\u2014 Cred c\u0103 e mai bine s\u0103 r\u0103m\u00e2nem cu seara asta.<\/p>\n

A p\u0103rut pu\u021bin dezam\u0103git\u0103, dar a \u00een\u021beles.<\/p>\n

\u2014 Corect.<\/p>\n

Ne-am \u00eembr\u0103\u021bi\u0219at scurt.<\/p>\n

F\u0103r\u0103 dramatism.<\/p>\n

F\u0103r\u0103 promisiuni.<\/p>\n

F\u0103r\u0103 resentimente.<\/p>\n

\u00cen timp ce m\u0103 \u00eendep\u0103rtam, am auzit-o spun\u00e2nd:<\/p>\n

\u2014 \u00cemi pare r\u0103u pentru tot.<\/p>\n

M-am \u00eentors.<\/p>\n

\u2014 \u0218tiu.<\/p>\n

Apoi am plecat.<\/p>\n

\u0218i pentru prima dat\u0103 \u00een doisprezece ani, am realizat c\u0103 nu mai purtam cu mine povara aceea.<\/p>\n

Nu pentru c\u0103 ea \u00ee\u0219i ceruse scuze.<\/p>\n

Ci pentru c\u0103, \u00een sf\u00e2r\u0219it, nu mai aveam nevoie de ele ca s\u0103 merg mai departe.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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Ne aflam pe terasa unui restaurant din centrul Bucure\u0219tiului. Era o sear\u0103 lini\u0219tit\u0103, iar p\u00e2n\u0103 \u00een acel moment discu\u021bia cursese surprinz\u0103tor de natural. Apoi ea a r\u00e2s \u0219i a spus: \u2014 \u0218tii care era problema cu mul\u021bi b\u0103ie\u021bi \u00een liceu? Nu aveau deloc \u00eencredere \u00een ei. Dac\u0103 e\u0219ti slab \u0219i \u00eei la\u0219i pe ceilal\u021bi s\u0103 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":22819,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[18],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-25954","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-povesti"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/25954","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=25954"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/25954\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":25955,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/25954\/revisions\/25955"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/22819"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=25954"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=25954"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=25954"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}