{"id":26054,"date":"2026-06-17T18:30:06","date_gmt":"2026-06-17T18:30:06","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/?p=26054"},"modified":"2026-06-17T18:30:06","modified_gmt":"2026-06-17T18:30:06","slug":"prima-mea-iubire-s-a-inecat-chiar-in-ziua-in-care-am-implinit-17-ani","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/?p=26054","title":{"rendered":"Prima mea iubire s-a \u00eenecat chiar \u00een ziua \u00een care am \u00eemplinit 17 ani"},"content":{"rendered":"<p data-start=\"2433\" data-end=\"2503\">Pe ecran ap\u0103rea un b\u0103rbat foarte b\u0103tr\u00e2n, \u00eentins \u00eentr-un pat de spital.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"2505\" data-end=\"2539\">Avea fa\u021ba slab\u0103 \u0219i ochii ad\u00e2nci\u021bi.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"2541\" data-end=\"2565\">L-am recunoscut imediat.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"2567\" data-end=\"2592\">Era Victor, tat\u0103l Lidiei.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"2594\" data-end=\"2629\">Murise cu doar c\u00e2teva luni \u00eenainte.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"2631\" data-end=\"2661\">Am ridicat privirea spre fat\u0103.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"2663\" data-end=\"2678\">\u2014 Ce este asta?<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"2680\" data-end=\"2693\">\u2014 Continua\u021bi.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"2695\" data-end=\"2713\">Am ap\u0103sat din nou.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"2715\" data-end=\"2753\">Vocea b\u0103tr\u00e2nului era slab\u0103, dar clar\u0103.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"2755\" data-end=\"2876\">\u2014 Dac\u0103 vede cineva aceast\u0103 \u00eenregistrare, \u00eenseamn\u0103 c\u0103 nu mai sunt \u00een via\u021b\u0103. \u0218i \u00eenseamn\u0103 c\u0103 nu mai pot tr\u0103i cu povara asta.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"2878\" data-end=\"2901\">Mi s-a str\u00e2ns stomacul.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"2903\" data-end=\"2929\">\u2014 Lidia nu a murit \u00een r\u00e2u.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"2931\" data-end=\"2963\">Am sim\u021bit c\u0103 nu mai pot respira.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"2965\" data-end=\"2970\">\u2014 Ce?<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"2972\" data-end=\"3011\">Pe filmare, Victor a \u00eenceput s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng\u0103.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3013\" data-end=\"3119\">\u2014 \u00cen ziua aceea, ea \u0219i fratele ei s-au certat r\u0103u. Foarte r\u0103u. Ea voia s\u0103 plece din ora\u0219. Era \u00eens\u0103rcinat\u0103.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3121\" data-end=\"3139\">Am r\u0103mas nemi\u0219cat.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3141\" data-end=\"3153\">\u00cens\u0103rcinat\u0103?<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3155\" data-end=\"3211\">Lidia \u0219i cu mine nu avuseser\u0103m niciodat\u0103 rela\u021bii intime.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3213\" data-end=\"3225\">Atunci cine?<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3227\" data-end=\"3262\">Victor \u0219i-a continuat m\u0103rturisirea.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3264\" data-end=\"3362\">\u2014 Nu era copilul t\u0103u. Era al unui b\u0103rbat mai mare care o manipulase \u0219i o convinsese s\u0103 fug\u0103 cu el.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3364\" data-end=\"3388\">Lumea parc\u0103 se \u00eenv\u00e2rtea.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3390\" data-end=\"3516\">\u2014 C\u00e2nd fratele ei a aflat, a \u00eencercat s\u0103 o opreasc\u0103. S-au \u00eempins. Ea a c\u0103zut pe mal \u0219i s-a lovit. Nu a murit, dar s-a speriat.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3518\" data-end=\"3551\">Pe filmare a urmat o pauz\u0103 lung\u0103.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3553\" data-end=\"3681\">\u2014 B\u0103rbatul cu care urma s\u0103 fug\u0103 avea acte false \u0219i bani. \u00cen aceea\u0219i noapte au plecat \u00eempreun\u0103. Noi am inventat povestea cu r\u00e2ul.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3683\" data-end=\"3706\">Mi-am dus m\u00e2na la gur\u0103.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3708\" data-end=\"3724\">Treizeci de ani.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3726\" data-end=\"3761\">Treizeci de ani crezusem c\u0103 murise.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3763\" data-end=\"3778\">Victor pl\u00e2ngea.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3780\" data-end=\"3891\">\u2014 Am acceptat minciuna pentru c\u0103 era minor\u0103 \u0219i eram convins c\u0103 se va \u00eentoarce. Dar nu s-a mai \u00eentors niciodat\u0103.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3893\" data-end=\"3915\">Videoclipul s-a oprit.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3917\" data-end=\"3942\">Am r\u0103mas privind ecranul.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3944\" data-end=\"3977\">\u2014 Cine e\u0219ti? am \u00eentrebat din nou.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3979\" data-end=\"4001\">Fata \u0219i-a \u0219ters ochii.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4003\" data-end=\"4019\">\u2014 M\u0103 numesc Ana.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4021\" data-end=\"4037\">A f\u0103cut o pauz\u0103.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4039\" data-end=\"4059\">\u2014 Sunt fiica Lidiei.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4061\" data-end=\"4118\">Mi s-a t\u0103iat respira\u021bia pentru a doua oar\u0103 \u00een aceea\u0219i zi.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4120\" data-end=\"4130\">\u2014 Fiica&#8230;<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4132\" data-end=\"4162\">\u2014 Mama a murit acum \u0219ase luni.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4164\" data-end=\"4180\">Am \u00eenchis ochii.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4182\" data-end=\"4252\">De\u0219i aflasem c\u0103 nu murise atunci, vestea m-a lovit la fel de puternic.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4254\" data-end=\"4270\">\u2014 A avut cancer.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4272\" data-end=\"4306\">Ana s-a a\u0219ezat pe banca din curte.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4308\" data-end=\"4401\">\u2014 Cu pu\u021bin timp \u00eenainte s\u0103 moar\u0103, mi-a spus tot adev\u0103rul. Mi-a povestit despre dumneavoastr\u0103.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4403\" data-end=\"4417\">\u2014 Despre mine?<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4419\" data-end=\"4437\">Ea a z\u00e2mbit trist.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4439\" data-end=\"4504\">\u2014 A spus c\u0103 a\u021bi fost singura persoan\u0103 care a iubit-o cu adev\u0103rat.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4506\" data-end=\"4523\">N-am putut vorbi.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4525\" data-end=\"4567\">Lacrimile \u00eemi curgeau f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 le pot opri.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4569\" data-end=\"4591\">\u2014 De ce nu s-a \u00eentors?<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4593\" data-end=\"4619\">Ana \u0219i-a cobor\u00e2t privirea.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4621\" data-end=\"4647\">\u2014 Pentru c\u0103 \u00eei era ru\u0219ine.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4649\" data-end=\"4658\">\u2014 Ru\u0219ine?<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4660\" data-end=\"4758\">\u2014 A crezut c\u0103 a distrus prea multe vie\u021bi. Cu fiecare an care trecea \u00eei era tot mai greu s\u0103 revin\u0103.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4760\" data-end=\"4779\">Am privit spre cer.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4781\" data-end=\"4795\">To\u021bi acei ani.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4797\" data-end=\"4820\">Toate acele anivers\u0103ri.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4822\" data-end=\"4857\">Toate acele \u00eentreb\u0103ri f\u0103r\u0103 r\u0103spuns.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4859\" data-end=\"4898\">\u2014 Mi-a l\u0103sat ceva pentru dumneavoastr\u0103.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4900\" data-end=\"4955\">Ana a deschis rucsacul \u0219i a scos o cutie mic\u0103 din lemn.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4957\" data-end=\"4988\">\u00cen\u0103untru erau zeci de scrisori.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4990\" data-end=\"5009\">Pe prima era scris:<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5011\" data-end=\"5071\">\u201ePentru Andrei, dac\u0103 \u00eentr-o zi g\u0103se\u0219ti puterea s\u0103 m\u0103 ier\u021bi.\u201d<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5073\" data-end=\"5105\">Am luat-o cu m\u00e2inile tremur\u00e2nde.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5107\" data-end=\"5139\">\u2014 Le-a scris de-a lungul anilor?<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5141\" data-end=\"5159\">Ana a dat din cap.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5161\" data-end=\"5204\">\u2014 \u00cen fiecare zi de na\u0219tere a dumneavoastr\u0103.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5206\" data-end=\"5227\">Am izbucnit \u00een pl\u00e2ns.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5229\" data-end=\"5282\">Nu mai pl\u00e2nsesem a\u0219a de c\u00e2nd aveam \u0219aptesprezece ani.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5284\" data-end=\"5328\">Ana s-a apropiat \u0219i mi-a pus o m\u00e2n\u0103 pe um\u0103r.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5330\" data-end=\"5393\">\u2014 Mama nu a \u00eencetat niciodat\u0103 s\u0103 se g\u00e2ndeasc\u0103 la dumneavoastr\u0103.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5395\" data-end=\"5423\">Am r\u0103mas mult timp \u00een curte.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5425\" data-end=\"5447\">Am vorbit ore \u00eentregi.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5449\" data-end=\"5462\">Despre Lidia.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5464\" data-end=\"5495\">Despre via\u021ba pe care o avusese.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5497\" data-end=\"5517\">Despre gre\u0219elile ei.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5519\" data-end=\"5539\">Despre regretele ei.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5541\" data-end=\"5572\">\u0218i despre femeia care devenise.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5574\" data-end=\"5623\">C\u00e2nd soarele a \u00eenceput s\u0103 apun\u0103, Ana s-a ridicat.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5625\" data-end=\"5678\">\u2014 Cred c\u0103 acum \u00een\u021belege\u021bi de ce trebuia s\u0103 v\u0103 g\u0103sesc.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5680\" data-end=\"5708\">Am privit cutia cu scrisori.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5710\" data-end=\"5733\">Apoi am privit-o pe ea.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5735\" data-end=\"5748\">Aceia\u0219i ochi.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5750\" data-end=\"5765\">Acela\u0219i z\u00e2mbet.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5767\" data-end=\"5796\">O parte din Lidia tr\u0103ia \u00eenc\u0103.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5798\" data-end=\"5822\">\u2014 Mul\u021bumesc c\u0103 ai venit.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5824\" data-end=\"5843\">Ana m-a \u00eembr\u0103\u021bi\u0219at.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5845\" data-end=\"5868\">\u2014 La mul\u021bi ani, Andrei.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5870\" data-end=\"5915\">Dup\u0103 ce a plecat, am r\u0103mas singur pe verand\u0103.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5917\" data-end=\"5944\">Am deschis prima scrisoare.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5946\" data-end=\"6047\">\u0218i pentru prima dat\u0103 \u00een treizeci de ani, ziua mea de na\u0219tere nu a mai fost ziua \u00een care am pierdut-o.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"6049\" data-end=\"6090\">A devenit ziua \u00een care am aflat adev\u0103rul.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"6092\" data-end=\"6131\">Iar uneori adev\u0103rul nu repar\u0103 trecutul.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"6133\" data-end=\"6190\" data-is-last-node=\"\" data-is-only-node=\"\">Dar \u00ee\u021bi ofer\u0103, \u00een sf\u00e2r\u0219it, lini\u0219tea de a-l l\u0103sa s\u0103 plece.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Pe ecran ap\u0103rea un b\u0103rbat foarte b\u0103tr\u00e2n, \u00eentins \u00eentr-un pat de spital. Avea fa\u021ba slab\u0103 \u0219i ochii ad\u00e2nci\u021bi. L-am recunoscut imediat. Era Victor, tat\u0103l Lidiei. Murise cu doar c\u00e2teva luni \u00eenainte. Am ridicat privirea spre fat\u0103. \u2014 Ce este asta? \u2014 Continua\u021bi. Am ap\u0103sat din nou. Vocea b\u0103tr\u00e2nului era slab\u0103, dar clar\u0103. \u2014 Dac\u0103 vede [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":22819,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[18],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-26054","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-povesti"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/26054","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=26054"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/26054\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":26055,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/26054\/revisions\/26055"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/22819"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=26054"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=26054"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=26054"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}