\u2014 Vreau s\u0103-mi spune\u021bi acum ce \u00eenseamn\u0103 \u201ealtceva\u201d, am spus cu o voce pe care nici eu nu o recuno\u0219team.<\/p>\n
Andrei a trecut m\u00e2na prin p\u0103r \u0219i a privit spre podea.<\/p>\n
Clara evita s\u0103 se uite la mine.<\/p>\n
\u00cen cele din urm\u0103, ea a vorbit.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Medicul de la clinica de fertilizare ne-a spus c\u0103 embrionul selectat avea cele mai mari \u0219anse s\u0103 fie b\u0103iat.<\/p>\n
Am clipit nedumerit\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 At\u00e2t?<\/p>\n
\u2014 Noi… ne-am dorit foarte mult un b\u0103iat, a continuat ea. Ne-am preg\u0103tit pentru asta. Camera, h\u0103inu\u021bele, totul…<\/p>\n
Am r\u0103mas f\u0103r\u0103 cuvinte.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Refuza\u021bi acest copil pentru c\u0103 este feti\u021b\u0103?<\/p>\n
Clara a \u00eenceput s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu este doar at\u00e2t…<\/p>\n
Andrei a intervenit.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Medicul ne-a spus c\u0103 exista o probabilitate foarte mare s\u0103 aib\u0103 ochii alba\u0219tri \u0219i p\u0103rul deschis la culoare.<\/p>\n
M-am uitat la feti\u021ba din bra\u021bele mele.<\/p>\n
Avea p\u0103rul \u00eenchis \u0219i ochii \u00eenc\u0103 greu de distins, a\u0219a cum au aproape to\u021bi nou-n\u0103scu\u021bii.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Vorbi\u021bi despre un bebelu\u0219, nu despre un obiect comandat dintr-un catalog, am spus.<\/p>\n
Niciunul nu a r\u0103spuns.<\/p>\n
Asistenta, care auzise ultimele replici, s-a apropiat.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Dac\u0103 ave\u021bi nel\u0103muriri legate de procedura medical\u0103, pute\u021bi discuta cu medicul. Dar copilul este perfect s\u0103n\u0103tos.<\/p>\n
Dup\u0103 c\u00e2teva minute, medicul obstetrician \u0219i un specialist al clinicii au intrat \u00een salon.<\/p>\n
Le-au explicat calm c\u0103 sexul embrionului nu fusese niciodat\u0103 garantat \u0219i c\u0103 tr\u0103s\u0103turile fizice nu puteau fi promise.<\/p>\n
\u00cen plus, toate documentele semnate de Clara \u0219i Andrei precizau foarte clar acest lucru.<\/p>\n
Andrei \u0219i-a l\u0103sat capul \u00een m\u00e2ini.<\/p>\n
Clara continua s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Am fost at\u00e2t de concentra\u021bi pe imaginea pe care ne-o f\u0103cuser\u0103m despre copil, \u00eenc\u00e2t… c\u00e2nd am v\u0103zut-o, am sim\u021bit c\u0103 totul s-a pr\u0103bu\u0219it.<\/p>\n
Am privit-o lung.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Iar ea ce vin\u0103 are?<\/p>\n
\u00centrebarea a r\u0103mas f\u0103r\u0103 r\u0103spuns.<\/p>\n
\u00cen urm\u0103toarele ore, niciunul dintre ei nu a cerut s\u0103 \u021bin\u0103 feti\u021ba \u00een bra\u021be.<\/p>\n
\u00cen schimb, eu o hr\u0103neam, o leg\u0103nam \u0219i \u00eei c\u00e2ntam \u00eencet, exact cum f\u0103cusem cu propriii mei copii.<\/p>\n
Spre sear\u0103, psihologul maternit\u0103\u021bii a discutat separat cu Clara \u0219i Andrei.<\/p>\n
Le-a explicat c\u0103, uneori, a\u0219tept\u0103rile nerealiste \u0219i stresul acumulat \u00een anii de infertilitate pot provoca o reac\u021bie emo\u021bional\u0103 puternic\u0103 imediat dup\u0103 na\u0219tere.<\/p>\n
A doua zi diminea\u021b\u0103, Clara a intrat din nou \u00een salon.<\/p>\n
Avea ochii umfla\u021bi de pl\u00e2ns.<\/p>\n
S-a apropiat \u00eencet de p\u0103tu\u021b.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Pot… pot s-o iau \u00een bra\u021be?<\/p>\n
Am dat din cap.<\/p>\n
C\u00e2nd a ridicat-o, feti\u021ba \u0219i-a deschis ochii \u0219i a prins cu dege\u021belele un deget al Clarei.<\/p>\n
Sora mea a izbucnit \u00een lacrimi.<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u00cemi pare at\u00e2t de r\u0103u…<\/p>\n
Se uita la copil, nu la mine.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Am uitat c\u0103 nu mi se datora copilul pe care mi l-am imaginat. Mi s-a oferit copilul de care aveam nevoie.<\/p>\n
Andrei s-a apropiat \u0219i \u0219i-a pus m\u00e2na pe um\u0103rul ei.<\/p>\n
\u0218i el pl\u00e2ngea.<\/p>\n
Mai t\u00e2rziu, \u00eenainte de externare, Clara s-a a\u0219ezat l\u00e2ng\u0103 patul meu.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu cred c\u0103 voi putea s\u0103-mi iert vreodat\u0103 reac\u021bia.<\/p>\n
I-am str\u00e2ns m\u00e2na.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Important este ce faci de acum \u00eenainte.<\/p>\n
Au trecut c\u00e2teva luni.<\/p>\n
Feti\u021ba, pe care au numit-o Sofia, a devenit centrul universului lor.<\/p>\n
Ori de c\u00e2te ori \u00eei vedeam \u00eempreun\u0103, \u00eemi aminteam de acea clip\u0103 din salon \u0219i de c\u00e2t de aproape fuseser\u0103 s\u0103 lase ni\u0219te a\u0219tept\u0103ri imposibile s\u0103 le r\u0103peasc\u0103 cea mai mare bucurie din via\u021b\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u00centr-o zi, Clara mi-a spus z\u00e2mbind:<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u0218tii ceva? Nici nu-mi mai pot imagina c\u0103 via\u021ba mea ar fi fost altfel.<\/p>\n
M-am uitat la Sofia, care r\u00e2dea \u00een bra\u021bele tat\u0103lui ei.<\/p>\n
\u0218i am \u00een\u021beles c\u0103, uneori, iubirea adev\u0103rat\u0103 \u00eencepe exact \u00een momentul \u00een care renun\u021b\u0103m la imaginea perfect\u0103 pe care ne-am construit-o \u0219i alegem s\u0103 vedem omul din fa\u021ba noastr\u0103 a\u0219a cum este.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
\u2014 Vreau s\u0103-mi spune\u021bi acum ce \u00eenseamn\u0103 \u201ealtceva\u201d, am spus cu o voce pe care nici eu nu o recuno\u0219team. Andrei a trecut m\u00e2na prin p\u0103r \u0219i a privit spre podea. Clara evita s\u0103 se uite la mine. \u00cen cele din urm\u0103, ea a vorbit. \u2014 Medicul de la clinica de fertilizare ne-a spus c\u0103 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":26578,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[18],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-26637","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-povesti"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/26637","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=26637"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/26637\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":26638,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/26637\/revisions\/26638"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/26578"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=26637"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=26637"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=26637"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}