Nu-mi g\u0103seam cuvintele. Am luat plicul cu grij\u0103, de parc\u0103 simplul gest l-ar fi putut face s\u0103 dispar\u0103. \u0218tampila era autentic\u0103, iar data era clar\u0103. Mar\u021bi.<\/p>\n
\u00cen u\u0219a buc\u0103t\u0103riei au ap\u0103rut \u0219i celelalte dou\u0103 fete, Ana \u0219i Ioana. Probabil auziser\u0103 conversa\u021bia. Se uitau c\u00e2nd la mine, c\u00e2nd la plic.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Deschide-l, a spus \u00eencet Ana.<\/p>\n
Am rupt sigiliul cu m\u00e2inile tremur\u00e2nde.<\/p>\n
\u00cen\u0103untru era o singur\u0103 scrisoare.<\/p>\n
\u201eDac\u0103 cite\u0219ti aceste r\u00e2nduri, \u00eenseamn\u0103 c\u0103 am g\u0103sit \u00een sf\u00e2r\u0219it curajul s\u0103 v\u0103 caut. \u0218tiu c\u0103 pentru voi am fost moart\u0103. A\u0219a a fost mai bine dec\u00e2t adev\u0103rul pe care nu am avut puterea s\u0103-l \u00eenfrunt.\u201d<\/p>\n
Am sim\u021bit cum \u00eemi fuge p\u0103m\u00e2ntul de sub picioare.<\/p>\n
Scrisoarea continua.<\/p>\n
Andreea povestea c\u0103, \u00een urm\u0103 cu paisprezece ani, suferise un accident \u00een timpul furtunii. Nu murise, dar \u00ee\u0219i pierduse memoria pentru o perioad\u0103 lung\u0103. Fusese internat\u0103 \u00eentr-un spital din alt jude\u021b f\u0103r\u0103 acte asupra ei. C\u00e2nd \u00ee\u0219i revenise \u0219i \u00eencepuse s\u0103-\u0219i aminteasc\u0103 fragmente din trecut, aflase c\u0103 fusese declarat\u0103 decedat\u0103 \u00een urma unei erori produse dup\u0103 identificarea gre\u0219it\u0103 a unei alte victime.<\/p>\n
Mai scria c\u0103 \u00eencercase s\u0103 afle unde suntem, \u00eens\u0103, dup\u0103 at\u00e2t de mul\u021bi ani, \u00eei fusese ru\u0219ine s\u0103 apar\u0103 dintr-odat\u0103 \u00een via\u021ba noastr\u0103. Se temea c\u0103 fetele o vor ur\u00ee \u0219i c\u0103 eu nu o voi crede niciodat\u0103.<\/p>\n
Am terminat de citit \u00een lini\u0219te.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Tat\u0103… e adev\u0103rat? a \u00eentrebat Ioana.<\/p>\n
Am dat din cap \u00eencet.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu \u0219tiu. Dar trebuie s\u0103 afl\u0103m.<\/p>\n
A doua zi diminea\u021b\u0103 am mers \u00eempreun\u0103 la sec\u021bia de poli\u021bie. Am dus scrisoarea \u0219i am cerut s\u0103 fie verificat\u0103. Un poli\u021bist mai \u00een v\u00e2rst\u0103 a r\u0103mas surprins c\u00e2nd a auzit numele Andreei.<\/p>\n
Dup\u0103 c\u00e2teva ore de verific\u0103ri, ne-a chemat din nou \u00een birou.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Acum paisprezece ani au existat probleme \u00een dosarul accidentului. Nu au fost descoperite atunci, dar acum putem confirma c\u0103 exist\u0103 documente medicale care indic\u0103 faptul c\u0103 so\u021bia dumneavoastr\u0103 a supravie\u021buit. Din p\u0103cate, cazul a fost gestionat gre\u0219it \u00eenc\u0103 de la \u00eenceput.<\/p>\n
Nimeni nu vorbea.<\/p>\n
Fetele m\u0103 priveau, iar eu \u00eencercam s\u0103-mi controlez emo\u021biile.<\/p>\n
\u00cen scrisoare exista \u0219i o adres\u0103.<\/p>\n
Dup\u0103 dou\u0103 zile am pornit cu ma\u0219ina spre un or\u0103\u0219el din Transilvania.<\/p>\n
Pe drum nu prea am vorbit. Fiecare \u00ee\u0219i imagina altceva.<\/p>\n
C\u00e2nd am ajuns, o femeie st\u0103tea pe banca din fa\u021ba unei case mici. Avea p\u0103rul c\u0103runt pe alocuri, iar \u00een m\u00e2ini \u021binea o fotografie veche.<\/p>\n
S-a ridicat imediat ce ne-a v\u0103zut.<\/p>\n
Ochii ei s-au umplut de lacrimi.<\/p>\n
Fetele au r\u0103mas nemi\u0219cate.<\/p>\n
Andreea nu s-a apropiat.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Dac\u0103 nu m\u0103 pute\u021bi ierta, \u00een\u021beleg, a spus cu voce joas\u0103. Am vrut doar s\u0103 v\u0103 v\u0103d m\u0103car o dat\u0103.<\/p>\n
Mara a fost prima care a f\u0103cut un pas \u00eenainte.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Toat\u0103 via\u021ba am crezut c\u0103 ai murit.<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u0218tiu.<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u0218i noi am crescut f\u0103r\u0103 tine.<\/p>\n
Andreea a \u00eenchis ochii.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu exist\u0103 zi \u00een care s\u0103 nu m\u0103 fi g\u00e2ndit la asta.<\/p>\n
Ana \u0219i Ioana s-au apropiat \u0219i ele, f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 spun\u0103 nimic. Dup\u0103 c\u00e2teva clipe, cele trei fete au \u00eembr\u0103\u021bi\u0219at-o.<\/p>\n
Eu am r\u0103mas pu\u021bin \u00een urm\u0103.<\/p>\n
Nu puteam uita anii \u00een care le crescusem singur, nop\u021bile nedormite, serb\u0103rile, grijile \u0219i toate \u00eentreb\u0103rile f\u0103r\u0103 r\u0103spuns.<\/p>\n
Andreea s-a apropiat de mine ultima.<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u00ce\u021bi datorez mai mult dec\u00e2t ni\u0219te scuze.<\/p>\n
Am privit-o c\u00e2teva secunde.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu putem recupera paisprezece ani.<\/p>\n
A \u00eencuviin\u021bat.<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u0218tiu.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Dar pentru fete merit\u0103 s\u0103 \u00eencerc\u0103m s\u0103 construim ceva de acum \u00eenainte.<\/p>\n
\u00cen ochii ei a ap\u0103rut pentru prima dat\u0103 o urm\u0103 de lini\u0219te.<\/p>\n
\u00cen lunile care au urmat nu am devenit din nou o familie peste noapte. Ar fi fost nerealist. Fetele au avut momente de furie, de confuzie \u0219i de bucurie. Au \u00eenv\u0103\u021bat s\u0103-\u0219i cunoasc\u0103 mama pas cu pas, f\u0103r\u0103 grab\u0103.<\/p>\n
Iar eu am \u00een\u021beles c\u0103 adev\u0103rul, oric\u00e2t de dureros ar fi, este \u00eentotdeauna mai u\u0219or de dus dec\u00e2t o via\u021b\u0103 \u00eentreag\u0103 tr\u0103it\u0103 \u00een umbra unei ne\u00een\u021belegeri.<\/p>\n
\u00cen ziua \u00een care au \u00eemplinit \u0219aptesprezece ani, am f\u0103cut pentru prima dat\u0103 o fotografie cu to\u021bi cinci. Nu era imaginea familiei pe care ne-o imaginaser\u0103m c\u00e2ndva, dar era una sincer\u0103. \u0218i, dup\u0103 paisprezece ani de \u00eentreb\u0103ri f\u0103r\u0103 r\u0103spuns, asta \u00eensemna mai mult dec\u00e2t orice.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Nu-mi g\u0103seam cuvintele. Am luat plicul cu grij\u0103, de parc\u0103 simplul gest l-ar fi putut face s\u0103 dispar\u0103. \u0218tampila era autentic\u0103, iar data era clar\u0103. Mar\u021bi. \u00cen u\u0219a buc\u0103t\u0103riei au ap\u0103rut \u0219i celelalte dou\u0103 fete, Ana \u0219i Ioana. Probabil auziser\u0103 conversa\u021bia. Se uitau c\u00e2nd la mine, c\u00e2nd la plic. \u2014 Deschide-l, a spus \u00eencet Ana. […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":26577,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[18],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-26685","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-povesti"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/26685","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=26685"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/26685\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":26686,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/26685\/revisions\/26686"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/26577"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=26685"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=26685"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=26685"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}