Am ie\u0219it \u00eencet de sub chiuvet\u0103 \u0219i m-am \u0219ters pe m\u00e2ini cu un prosop.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Ce adev\u0103r?<\/p>\n
Luca a ezitat c\u00e2teva secunde.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu cred c\u0103 mama a murit \u00een ziua aceea.<\/p>\n
Am sim\u021bit cum mi se str\u00e2nge stomacul.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Cum adic\u0103?<\/p>\n
A scos din rucsac un plic vechi, \u00eendoit la col\u021buri.<\/p>\n
\u2014 L-am g\u0103sit acum dou\u0103 s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2ni. Bunica l-a p\u0103strat ascuns to\u021bi anii ace\u0219tia. Mi-a spus s\u0103-l citesc doar dac\u0103 simt c\u0103 sunt preg\u0103tit.<\/p>\n
Mi l-a \u00eentins.<\/p>\n
Pe fa\u021b\u0103 era scrisul Elenei.<\/p>\n
\u201ePentru copiii mei. \u0218i pentru Mihai.\u201d<\/p>\n
Mi-au \u00eenceput s\u0103-mi tremure m\u00e2inile.<\/p>\n
\u00cen\u0103untru era o scrisoare.<\/p>\n
\u201eDac\u0103 cite\u0219ti aceste r\u00e2nduri, \u00eenseamn\u0103 c\u0103 planul meu a reu\u0219it. Nu plec pentru c\u0103 nu v\u0103 iubesc. Plec pentru c\u0103 nu mai pot tr\u0103i cu frica.\u201d<\/p>\n
Am continuat s\u0103 citesc cu respira\u021bia t\u0103iat\u0103.<\/p>\n
Elena scria c\u0103, \u00een lunile dinaintea dispari\u021biei, fusese amenin\u021bat\u0103 de fostul ei so\u021b, tat\u0103l biologic al copiilor. B\u0103rbatul, disp\u0103rut de ani \u00eentregi, reap\u0103ruse \u0219i \u00eencerca s\u0103 ob\u021bin\u0103 custodia copiilor, de\u0219i avea datorii \u0219i leg\u0103turi cu persoane periculoase.<\/p>\n
Ea sus\u021binea c\u0103 primise amenin\u021b\u0103ri repetate \u0219i c\u0103 ajunsese s\u0103 cread\u0103 c\u0103 singura modalitate de a-i proteja era s\u0103 dispar\u0103 complet, f\u0103c\u00e2nd pe toat\u0103 lumea s\u0103 cread\u0103 c\u0103 murise.<\/p>\n
Am l\u0103sat scrisoarea jos.<\/p>\n
\u2014 De ce nu mi-a spus?<\/p>\n
Luca \u0219i-a cobor\u00e2t privirea.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Bunica spune c\u0103 voia s\u0103 te implice, dar se temea c\u0103 ai fi \u00eencercat s\u0103 o opre\u0219ti.<\/p>\n
Am r\u0103mas mult timp f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 spun nimic.<\/p>\n
\u00cen sufletul meu se luptau dou\u0103 sentimente.<\/p>\n
Durerea c\u0103 plecase f\u0103r\u0103 un cuv\u00e2nt.<\/p>\n
\u0218i u\u0219urarea c\u0103, poate, nu murise \u00een acea zi.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Ai g\u0103sit \u0219i altceva? am \u00eentrebat.<\/p>\n
Luca a dat din cap.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Da.<\/p>\n
Mi-a ar\u0103tat un plic mai mic.<\/p>\n
\u00cen\u0103untru era o fotografie f\u0103cut\u0103 recent.<\/p>\n
Elena ap\u0103rea \u00een fa\u021ba unei pensiuni dintr-un sat de munte. Pe spatele fotografiei era trecut\u0103 doar o dat\u0103: cu trei luni \u00eenainte.<\/p>\n
Am hot\u0103r\u00e2t s\u0103 plec\u0103m \u00eempreun\u0103.<\/p>\n
Drumul a fost lung, iar niciunul dintre noi n-a vorbit prea mult.<\/p>\n
C\u00e2nd am ajuns la pensiune, proprietara ne-a privit atent.<\/p>\n
\u2014 O c\u0103uta\u021bi pe Elena?<\/p>\n
Am \u00eencremenit.<\/p>\n
\u2014 A locuit aici o vreme, a continuat femeia. Dar a plecat anul trecut. Era foarte bolnav\u0103.<\/p>\n
Ne-a condus \u00eentr-o camer\u0103 mic\u0103 \u0219i ne-a \u00eenm\u00e2nat o cutie.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Mi-a spus c\u0103, dac\u0103 va veni vreodat\u0103 un b\u0103rbat pe nume Mihai \u00eempreun\u0103 cu un t\u00e2n\u0103r pe nume Luca, s\u0103 le dau asta.<\/p>\n
\u00cen cutie era un jurnal.<\/p>\n
\u0218i \u00eenc\u0103 o scrisoare.<\/p>\n
De data aceasta, ultimele ei cuvinte.<\/p>\n
\u201eMihai,<\/p>\n
Dac\u0103 cite\u0219ti asta, \u00eenseamn\u0103 c\u0103 n-am mai reu\u0219it s\u0103 te \u00eent\u00e2lnesc.<\/p>\n
Am aflat prea t\u00e2rziu c\u0103 eram grav bolnav\u0103.<\/p>\n
Am vrut s\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eentorc de sute de ori.<\/p>\n
Dar, dup\u0103 ce copiii au fost \u00een siguran\u021b\u0103 \u0219i am aflat c\u0103 \u00eei cre\u0219ti ca \u0219i cum ar fi ai t\u0103i, n-am mai avut curajul s\u0103-\u021bi distrug via\u021ba \u00eenc\u0103 o dat\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u0218tiu c\u0103 nu m\u0103 po\u021bi ierta.<\/p>\n
Nici eu nu m-am iertat.<\/p>\n
\u00cens\u0103 \u00ee\u021bi mul\u021bumesc pentru fiecare zi \u00een care ai fost tat\u0103 pentru copiii mei.<\/p>\n
Tu ai f\u0103cut ceea ce eu n-am mai avut puterea s\u0103 fac.<\/p>\n
Cu drag,<\/p>\n
Elena.\u201d<\/p>\n
Am \u00eenchis ochii.<\/p>\n
Nu exista un final fericit \u00een povestea noastr\u0103.<\/p>\n
Dar exista un adev\u0103r.<\/p>\n
Luca s-a apropiat \u0219i m-a \u00eembr\u0103\u021bi\u0219at.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Pentru mine ai fost \u00eentotdeauna tata.<\/p>\n
\u00cen c\u00e2teva clipe, ceilal\u021bi cinci fra\u021bi ni s-au al\u0103turat.<\/p>\n
St\u0103team to\u021bi \u0219apte \u00eembr\u0103\u021bi\u0219a\u021bi, \u00een lini\u0219te.<\/p>\n
Atunci am \u00een\u021beles c\u0103 o familie nu este definit\u0103 doar de s\u00e2nge sau de acte.<\/p>\n
Uneori, este construit\u0103 din promisiunile pe care alegi s\u0103 le respec\u021bi, chiar \u0219i atunci c\u00e2nd persoana c\u0103reia i le-ai f\u0103cut nu mai este l\u00e2ng\u0103 tine.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Am ie\u0219it \u00eencet de sub chiuvet\u0103 \u0219i m-am \u0219ters pe m\u00e2ini cu un prosop. \u2014 Ce adev\u0103r? Luca a ezitat c\u00e2teva secunde. \u2014 Nu cred c\u0103 mama a murit \u00een ziua aceea. Am sim\u021bit cum mi se str\u00e2nge stomacul. \u2014 Cum adic\u0103? A scos din rucsac un plic vechi, \u00eendoit la col\u021buri. \u2014 L-am g\u0103sit […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":26577,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[18],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-26841","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-povesti"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/26841","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=26841"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/26841\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":26842,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/26841\/revisions\/26842"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/26577"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=26841"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=26841"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=26841"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}