Andreea a f\u0103cut instinctiv un pas \u00eenapoi.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Ivan… ce \u00eenseamn\u0103 asta?<\/p>\n
Nu i-am putut r\u0103spunde.<\/p>\n
Toat\u0103 aten\u021bia mea era \u00eendreptat\u0103 spre copilul care m\u0103 privea cu aceia\u0219i ochi cenu\u0219ii pe care \u00eei vedeam \u00een fiecare diminea\u021b\u0103 \u00een oglind\u0103.<\/p>\n
Maria a izbucnit \u00een pl\u00e2ns.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu trebuia s\u0103 afli a\u0219a…<\/p>\n
Am desf\u0103cut plicul cu m\u00e2inile tremur\u00e2nde.<\/p>\n
\u00cen\u0103untru era aceea\u0219i scrisoare pe care ar fi trebuit s\u0103 o primesc cu patru ani \u00een urm\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u201eIvan,<\/p>\n
Dac\u0103 cite\u0219ti aceste r\u00e2nduri, \u00eenseamn\u0103 c\u0103 adev\u0103rul a ie\u0219it \u00een sf\u00e2r\u0219it la lumin\u0103.<\/p>\n
Nu am plecat pentru c\u0103 am iubit pe altcineva.<\/p>\n
Am plecat pentru c\u0103 medicii mi-au spus c\u0103 sarcina este extrem de riscant\u0103.<\/p>\n
Eram \u00eens\u0103rcinat\u0103 cu triple\u021bi.<\/p>\n
Mi-au spus c\u0103 este posibil s\u0103 \u00eei pierd pe to\u021bi \u0219i c\u0103 exist\u0103 \u0219anse mari s\u0103 mor \u0219i eu.<\/p>\n
\u00cen aceea\u0219i perioad\u0103, tat\u0103l t\u0103u a venit la mine.<\/p>\n
Mi-a spus c\u0103 tu tocmai primise\u0219i oferta vie\u021bii tale \u0219i c\u0103 nu trebuie s\u0103 renun\u021bi la tot pentru o sarcin\u0103 f\u0103r\u0103 speran\u021b\u0103.<\/p>\n
M-a implorat s\u0103 dispar.<\/p>\n
Mi-a promis c\u0103, dac\u0103 vom supravie\u021bui, \u00ee\u021bi va spune el adev\u0103rul.<\/p>\n
M-a f\u0103cut s\u0103 cred c\u0103 a\u0219a este mai bine pentru tine.<\/p>\n
Te-am iubit prea mult ca s\u0103-\u021bi distrug viitorul.<\/p>\n
Iart\u0103-m\u0103.\u201d<\/p>\n
Am sim\u021bit c\u0103 mi se \u00eenmoaie picioarele.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Tata… am \u0219optit.<\/p>\n
Maria a dat din cap.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Dup\u0103 ce s-au n\u0103scut copiii, am \u00eencercat s\u0103 te caut.<\/p>\n
Atunci am aflat c\u0103 tat\u0103l t\u0103u murise cu c\u00e2teva luni \u00eenainte.<\/p>\n
Nu mai avea cine s\u0103-\u021bi spun\u0103 adev\u0103rul.<\/p>\n
\u2014 De ce nu m-ai c\u0103utat direct?<\/p>\n
A privit spre cei trei copii.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Pentru c\u0103, atunci c\u00e2nd am v\u0103zut c\u0103 urmeaz\u0103 s\u0103 te c\u0103s\u0103tore\u0219ti, am crezut c\u0103, \u00een sf\u00e2r\u0219it, e\u0219ti fericit.<\/p>\n
N-am vrut s\u0103 distrug \u00eenc\u0103 o via\u021b\u0103.<\/p>\n
L\u00e2ng\u0103 mine, Andreea asculta \u00een t\u0103cere.<\/p>\n
Avea ochii \u00een lacrimi.<\/p>\n
Dup\u0103 c\u00e2teva clipe, m-a atins u\u0219or pe bra\u021b.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Ivan…<\/p>\n
M-am \u00eentors spre ea.<\/p>\n
A z\u00e2mbit trist.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Acum \u00een\u021beleg de ce nu erai niciodat\u0103 cu adev\u0103rat prezent c\u00e2nd vorbeam despre nunta noastr\u0103.<\/p>\n
Am \u00eencercat s\u0103 spun ceva.<\/p>\n
N-a fost nevoie.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu m\u0103 iubeai pe mine.<\/p>\n
\u00cenc\u0103 o iubeai pe ea.<\/p>\n
Am \u00eenchis ochii.<\/p>\n
Nu puteam s\u0103 o mint.<\/p>\n
Andreea \u0219i-a scos \u00eencet inelul de logodn\u0103.<\/p>\n
Mi l-a pus \u00een palm\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu vreau s\u0103 m\u0103 c\u0103s\u0103toresc cu un om care \u00ee\u0219i descoper\u0103 copiii cu cinci zile \u00eenainte de nunt\u0103.<\/p>\n
A f\u0103cut o pauz\u0103 \u0219i a privit spre cei trei mici.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Ei au nevoie de tat\u0103l lor mai mult dec\u00e2t am eu nevoie de un so\u021b.<\/p>\n
M-a \u00eembr\u0103\u021bi\u0219at scurt.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Sper doar s\u0103 nu mai pierzi niciodat\u0103 anii pe care \u00eei mai ave\u021bi \u00eempreun\u0103.<\/p>\n
Apoi a plecat.<\/p>\n
Am r\u0103mas privind-o p\u00e2n\u0103 a disp\u0103rut printre copaci.<\/p>\n
M-am \u00eentors spre Maria.<\/p>\n
Cel mai curajos dintre b\u0103ie\u021bei s-a apropiat \u0219i mi-a prins degetul.<\/p>\n
Feti\u021ba cu ochii mei cenu\u0219ii a z\u00e2mbit din nou.<\/p>\n
Am \u00eengenuncheat \u00een fa\u021ba lor.<\/p>\n
Lacrimile \u00eemi curgeau f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 le mai pot opri.<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u00cemi pare at\u00e2t de r\u0103u c\u0103 nu am fost l\u00e2ng\u0103 voi…<\/p>\n
Maria s-a a\u0219ezat l\u00e2ng\u0103 mine.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu ai lipsit pentru c\u0103 ai vrut.<\/p>\n
Ai lipsit pentru c\u0103 cineva ne-a furat patru ani.<\/p>\n
Au urmat luni \u00een care am recuperat fiecare clip\u0103 pierdut\u0103.<\/p>\n
Primele pove\u0219ti de sear\u0103.<\/p>\n
Primele \u00eembr\u0103\u021bi\u0219\u0103ri.<\/p>\n
Primele \u201ete iubesc, tati\u201d.<\/p>\n
Nimic nu putea \u0219terge timpul pierdut.<\/p>\n
Dar fiecare zi nou\u0103 devenea o dovad\u0103 c\u0103 adev\u0103rul, chiar \u0219i atunci c\u00e2nd vine prea t\u00e2rziu, poate \u00eenc\u0103 s\u0103 vindece.<\/p>\n
\u00centr-o duminic\u0103, ne plimbam din nou prin acela\u0219i parc.<\/p>\n
De data aceasta, eu \u00eempingeam c\u0103ruciorul.<\/p>\n
Maria mergea l\u00e2ng\u0103 mine.<\/p>\n
Iar cei trei copii r\u00e2deau f\u0103r\u0103 grij\u0103.<\/p>\n
M-am uitat spre cer \u0219i m-am g\u00e2ndit c\u00e2t de u\u0219or o singur\u0103 minciun\u0103 poate desp\u0103r\u021bi o familie.<\/p>\n
Dar \u0219i c\u00e2t de puternic\u0103 este iubirea atunci c\u00e2nd, \u00een sf\u00e2r\u0219it, reu\u0219e\u0219te s\u0103 g\u0103seasc\u0103 drumul \u00eenapoi.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Andreea a f\u0103cut instinctiv un pas \u00eenapoi. \u2014 Ivan… ce \u00eenseamn\u0103 asta? Nu i-am putut r\u0103spunde. Toat\u0103 aten\u021bia mea era \u00eendreptat\u0103 spre copilul care m\u0103 privea cu aceia\u0219i ochi cenu\u0219ii pe care \u00eei vedeam \u00een fiecare diminea\u021b\u0103 \u00een oglind\u0103. Maria a izbucnit \u00een pl\u00e2ns. \u2014 Nu trebuia s\u0103 afli a\u0219a… Am desf\u0103cut plicul cu m\u00e2inile […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":26578,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[18],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-26913","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-povesti"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/26913","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=26913"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/26913\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":26914,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/26913\/revisions\/26914"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/26578"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=26913"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=26913"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=26913"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}