\u00cen a doua fotografie eram tot eu.<\/p>\n
Dormeam pe canapea.<\/p>\n
Cu laptopul deschis \u00een bra\u021be.<\/p>\n
Imaginea fusese f\u0103cut\u0103 cu doar c\u00e2teva s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2ni \u00eenainte.<\/p>\n
Sub ea scria:<\/p>\n
\u201eEa nu \u0219tie c\u0103 \u00eenc\u0103 este cea mai frumoas\u0103 femeie pe care am \u00eent\u00e2lnit-o vreodat\u0103.\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n Lacrimile au \u00eenceput s\u0103-mi curg\u0103 f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103-mi dau seama.<\/p>\n A urmat \u00eenc\u0103 un mesaj.<\/p>\n \u2014 Dac\u0103 te \u00eentrebi de ce sunt aici…<\/p>\n … r\u0103spunsul este complicat.<\/p>\n Am continuat conversa\u021bia f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103-i spun cine sunt.<\/p>\n \u2014 Atunci spune-mi.<\/p>\n A tastat aproape un minut.<\/p>\n \u2014 So\u021bia mea este extraordinar\u0103.<\/p>\n A fost l\u00e2ng\u0103 mine c\u00e2nd mi-am pierdut afacerea.<\/p>\n M-a ajutat s\u0103-mi cresc tat\u0103l bolnav.<\/p>\n Mi-a fost al\u0103turi \u00een toate.<\/p>\n Dar \u00een ultimii doi ani simt c\u0103 am pierdut-o.<\/p>\n Tr\u0103im \u00een aceea\u0219i cas\u0103.<\/p>\n Ne iubim.<\/p>\n Dar nu mai vorbim.<\/p>\n Nu mai ie\u0219im \u00eempreun\u0103.<\/p>\n Nu mai r\u00e2dem.<\/p>\n Am intrat aici din prostie.<\/p>\n Cred c\u0103 voiam doar s\u0103 v\u0103d dac\u0103 mai sunt interesant pentru cineva.<\/p>\n Nu m-am \u00eent\u00e2lnit cu nimeni.<\/p>\n Nu am \u00een\u0219elat-o.<\/p>\n \u0218i, sincer…<\/p>\n … dup\u0103 discu\u021bia asta \u00eemi dau seama c\u00e2t de idiot am fost.<\/p>\n Mi-am \u0219ters lacrimile.<\/p>\n L-am \u00eentrebat:<\/p>\n \u2014 Dac\u0103 ai putea schimba un singur lucru?<\/p>\n R\u0103spunsul a venit imediat.<\/p>\n \u2014 A\u0219 \u00eenchide contul chiar acum \u0219i a\u0219 merge s\u0103-i spun so\u021biei mele c\u0103 mi-e dor de noi.<\/p>\n \u00cen secunda urm\u0103toare…<\/p>\n … profilul lui a disp\u0103rut.<\/p>\n Se deconectase.<\/p>\n Am auzit cheia \u00een u\u0219\u0103.<\/p>\n So\u021bul meu intrase \u00een cas\u0103.<\/p>\n M-a g\u0103sit \u00een buc\u0103t\u0103rie.<\/p>\n S-a apropiat \u00eencet.<\/p>\n \u2014 Putem vorbi?<\/p>\n L-am privit f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 spun nimic.<\/p>\n A scos telefonul.<\/p>\n Mi l-a \u00eentins.<\/p>\n Contul de pe site era \u0219ters.<\/p>\n Apoi a spus:<\/p>\n \u2014 Ast\u0103zi am realizat c\u00e2t de aproape am fost s\u0103 distrug cel mai important lucru din via\u021ba mea.<\/p>\n Nu exist\u0103 nicio scuz\u0103 pentru faptul c\u0103 mi-am f\u0103cut acel cont.<\/p>\n Chiar dac\u0103 n-am \u00eent\u00e2lnit pe nimeni.<\/p>\n Chiar dac\u0103 n-am fost mai departe.<\/p>\n A fost o tr\u0103dare.<\/p>\n \u0218i \u00eemi pare r\u0103u.<\/p>\n L-am \u00eentrebat \u00eencet:<\/p>\n \u2014 De ce ai p\u0103strat fotografia mea pe profil?<\/p>\n A z\u00e2mbit trist.<\/p>\n \u2014 Pentru c\u0103 voiam ca oricine vorbe\u0219te cu mine s\u0103 \u0219tie un lucru.<\/p>\n Dac\u0103 cineva nu poate accepta c\u0103 iubesc \u00eenc\u0103 aceea\u0219i femeie dup\u0103 doisprezece ani…<\/p>\n … atunci nu aveam ce c\u0103uta \u00een conversa\u021bia aceea.<\/p>\n Am r\u0103mas t\u0103cu\u021bi mult timp.<\/p>\n Nu l-am iertat \u00een acea sear\u0103.<\/p>\n \u00cencrederea nu se repar\u0103 \u00eentr-o or\u0103.<\/p>\n Dar am ales s\u0103 mergem la terapie de cuplu.<\/p>\n Am \u00eenceput din nou s\u0103 vorbim.<\/p>\n S\u0103 ie\u0219im \u00eempreun\u0103.<\/p>\n S\u0103 ne spunem lucrurile pe care le ascundeam de prea mult timp.<\/p>\n Am \u00een\u021beles c\u0103 un cont pe un site de \u00eent\u00e2lniri putea fi \u00eenceputul sf\u00e2r\u0219itului.<\/p>\n Sau avertismentul care ne obliga s\u0103 ne salv\u0103m c\u0103snicia \u00eenainte s\u0103 fie prea t\u00e2rziu.<\/p>\n Iar noi am ales a doua variant\u0103.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" \u00cen a doua fotografie eram tot eu. Dormeam pe canapea. Cu laptopul deschis \u00een bra\u021be. Imaginea fusese f\u0103cut\u0103 cu doar c\u00e2teva s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2ni \u00eenainte. Sub ea scria: \u201eEa nu \u0219tie c\u0103 \u00eenc\u0103 este cea mai frumoas\u0103 femeie pe care am \u00eent\u00e2lnit-o vreodat\u0103.\u201d Lacrimile au \u00eenceput s\u0103-mi curg\u0103 f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103-mi dau seama. A urmat \u00eenc\u0103 un mesaj. 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