{"id":28126,"date":"2026-08-18T04:34:16","date_gmt":"2026-08-18T04:34:16","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/?p=28126"},"modified":"2026-08-18T04:34:16","modified_gmt":"2026-08-18T04:34:16","slug":"sotul-meu-a-fost-intotdeauna-mult-mai-atragator-decat-mine","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/?p=28126","title":{"rendered":"So\u021bul meu a fost \u00eentotdeauna mult mai atr\u0103g\u0103tor dec\u00e2t mine."},"content":{"rendered":"
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\u201eDrag\u0103 Emma,<\/p>\n

Dac\u0103 m\u00e2ine \u00eemi pierd curajul \u0219i nu reu\u0219esc s\u0103-\u021bi spun toate astea, vreau m\u0103car s\u0103 existe undeva, scrise de m\u00e2na mea.<\/p>\n

Tu crezi c\u0103 eu \u00ee\u021bi fac o favoare iubindu-te.<\/p>\n

\u0218i acesta este singurul lucru pe care nu am reu\u0219it s\u0103 \u021bi-l scot din minte.\u201d<\/p>\n

Am recitit fraza.<\/p>\n

O dat\u0103.<\/p>\n

De dou\u0103 ori.<\/p>\n

Apoi am continuat.<\/p>\n

\u201eDe fiecare dat\u0103 c\u00e2nd \u00eemi spui c\u0103 a\u0219 putea avea pe oricine, m\u0103 doare, pentru c\u0103 nu \u00een\u021belegi ceva foarte simplu.<\/p>\n

\u0218i eu m\u0103 \u00eentreb cum am avut norocul s\u0103 te g\u0103sesc pe tine.\u201d<\/p>\n

Mi-am dus m\u00e2na la gur\u0103.<\/p>\n

Scrisoarea continua.<\/p>\n

\u201e\u00cen ziua \u00een care te-am v\u0103zut prima dat\u0103 \u00een brut\u0103rie, nu m-am apropiat de tine doar pentru c\u0103 mi s-ai p\u0103rut frumoas\u0103.<\/p>\n

Cu c\u00e2teva minute \u00eenainte s\u0103-\u021bi vorbesc, te-am v\u0103zut f\u0103c\u00e2nd ceva ce probabil nici m\u0103car nu-\u021bi mai aminte\u0219ti.\u201d<\/p>\n

M-am oprit.<\/p>\n

Brut\u0103ria.<\/p>\n

\u00cemi aminteam ziua aceea perfect.<\/p>\n

Sau cel pu\u021bin credeam c\u0103 mi-o amintesc.<\/p>\n

\u201e\u00cen fa\u021ba ta era un b\u0103tr\u00e2n care \u00eencerca s\u0103 pl\u0103teasc\u0103 pentru p\u00e2ine \u0219i o cafea. \u00cei lipseau c\u00e2\u021biva dolari. Casiera devenise ner\u0103bd\u0103toare, iar oamenii din spate \u00eencepuser\u0103 s\u0103 ofteze.<\/p>\n

Tu nu ai f\u0103cut spectacol.<\/p>\n

Nu ai spus nim\u0103nui ce persoan\u0103 bun\u0103 e\u0219ti.<\/p>\n

Pur \u0219i simplu ai pus banii care lipseau pe tejghea \u0219i te-ai \u00eentors \u00eenainte ca omul s\u0103 apuce s\u0103-\u021bi mul\u021bumeasc\u0103.<\/p>\n

Apoi ai observat o femeie cu un c\u0103rucior \u0219i te-ai dat la o parte ca s\u0103-i faci loc.<\/p>\n

Dup\u0103 aceea \u021bi-ai cerut scuze mie pentru c\u0103 m\u0103 lovise\u0219i din gre\u0219eal\u0103 cu geanta.<\/p>\n

Tu nu m-ai observat.<\/p>\n

Dar eu te observasem deja.\u201d<\/p>\n

Am sim\u021bit cum \u00eemi ard ochii.<\/p>\n

Nu-mi aminteam de b\u0103tr\u00e2n.<\/p>\n

Deloc.<\/p>\n

\u201eAm \u00eent\u00e2lnit multe femei frumoase, Emma.<\/p>\n

\u0218tiu cum sun\u0103 asta \u0219i sper s\u0103 nu m\u0103 ur\u0103\u0219ti pentru formulare.<\/p>\n

Dar frumuse\u021bea atrage privirea. Nu \u00eenseamn\u0103 neap\u0103rat c\u0103 te face s\u0103 vrei s\u0103 r\u0103m\u00e2i.<\/p>\n

La tine am vrut s\u0103 r\u0103m\u00e2n \u00eenainte s\u0103-\u021bi aflu numele.\u201d<\/p>\n

Lacrimile au \u00eenceput s\u0103-mi cad\u0103 pe h\u00e2rtie.<\/p>\n

Am \u0219ters repede una cu m\u00e2neca, speriat\u0103 s\u0103 nu \u00eentind cerneala veche.<\/p>\n

Apoi am ajuns la partea care m-a f\u0103cut s\u0103 m\u0103 a\u0219ez pe podea.<\/p>\n

\u201eExist\u0103 \u00eens\u0103 ceva ce nu \u021bi-am spus.<\/p>\n

Mama m-a sunat ast\u0103zi.<\/p>\n

Mi-a cerut pentru ultima dat\u0103 s\u0103 nu m\u0103 c\u0103s\u0103toresc cu tine.\u201d<\/p>\n

Am sim\u021bit o \u00een\u021bep\u0103tur\u0103 \u00een piept.<\/p>\n

\u0218tiam c\u0103 p\u0103rin\u021bii lui nu m\u0103 pl\u0103cuser\u0103.<\/p>\n

Dar nu \u0219tiam c\u0103 lucrurile merseser\u0103 at\u00e2t de departe.<\/p>\n

\u201eMi-a spus c\u0103 oamenii vor \u00eentreba ce am v\u0103zut la tine.<\/p>\n

C\u0103 prietenii mei vor r\u00e2de.<\/p>\n

C\u0103 \u00eentr-o zi m\u0103 voi uita la alte femei \u0219i voi regreta.<\/p>\n

Am l\u0103sat-o s\u0103 termine.<\/p>\n

Apoi i-am spus ceva ce poate ar fi trebuit s\u0103-i spun cu mult timp \u00een urm\u0103:<\/p>\n

Dac\u0103 m\u00e2ine nu poate privi femeia pe care o iubesc cu respect, atunci nu trebuie s\u0103 vin\u0103 la nunta mea.\u201d<\/p>\n

Am r\u0103mas nemi\u0219cat\u0103.<\/p>\n

P\u0103rin\u021bii lui veniser\u0103 la nunt\u0103.<\/p>\n

\u00cemi aminteam perfect.<\/p>\n

Mama lui fusese distant\u0103, dar venise.<\/p>\n

Mai jos, scrisoarea explica de ce.<\/p>\n

\u201eTata m-a sunat dou\u0103 ore mai t\u00e2rziu.<\/p>\n

Mi-a spus c\u0103 mama pl\u00e2ngea.<\/p>\n

M-a \u00eentrebat dac\u0103 vorbesc serios.<\/p>\n

I-am spus c\u0103 da.<\/p>\n

Pentru c\u0103 nu vreau s\u0103 \u00eencep c\u0103snicia noastr\u0103 l\u0103s\u00e2ndu-i pe al\u021bii s\u0103 cread\u0103 c\u0103 au dreptul s\u0103 decid\u0103 c\u00e2t valorezi.\u201d<\/p>\n

Mi-am \u00eenchis ochii.<\/p>\n

\u00cen to\u021bi ace\u0219ti ani, nu-mi spusese niciodat\u0103.<\/p>\n

Nu folosise acel moment \u00eempotriva p\u0103rin\u021bilor lui.<\/p>\n

Nu-mi ceruse recuno\u0219tin\u021b\u0103.<\/p>\n

Pur \u0219i simplu pusese limita \u0219i mersese mai departe.<\/p>\n

Dar mai r\u0103m\u0103sese aproape o pagin\u0103.<\/p>\n

\u201e\u0218tiu c\u0103 uneori te ui\u021bi la mine \u0219i a\u0219tep\u021bi ziua \u00een care m\u0103 voi r\u0103zg\u00e2ndi.<\/p>\n

Poate c\u0103 este vina oamenilor care te-au f\u0103cut s\u0103 crezi c\u0103 iubirea este un concurs pe care \u00eel c\u00e2\u0219tig\u0103 persoana cu chipul cel mai frumos.<\/p>\n

Dar eu nu m\u0103 \u00eensor m\u00e2ine cu o fotografie.<\/p>\n

M\u0103 \u00eensor cu femeia care r\u00e2de \u00eenainte s\u0103 termine gluma.<\/p>\n

Cu femeia care \u00eemi las\u0103 partea crocant\u0103 din pizza pentru c\u0103 \u0219tie c\u0103 \u00eemi place.<\/p>\n

Cu femeia care sun\u0103 oamenii c\u00e2nd ajunge acas\u0103, ca s\u0103 \u0219tie c\u0103 este \u00een siguran\u021b\u0103.<\/p>\n

Cu femeia care a stat l\u00e2ng\u0103 sora ei \u00een spital \u0219i apoi s-a dus la serviciu diminea\u021ba, de\u0219i nu dormise deloc.<\/p>\n

M\u0103 \u00eensor cu omul l\u00e2ng\u0103 care nu trebuie s\u0103 joc niciun rol.\u201d<\/p>\n

Ultimele r\u00e2nduri erau scrise pu\u021bin mai ap\u0103sat.<\/p>\n

\u201eA\u0219a c\u0103, dac\u0103 \u00eentr-o zi g\u0103se\u0219ti scrisoarea asta, sper c\u0103 p\u00e2n\u0103 atunci ai \u00een\u021beles.<\/p>\n

Nu m-am c\u0103s\u0103torit cu tine \u00een ciuda felului \u00een care ar\u0103\u021bi.<\/p>\n

Nu te-am ales pentru c\u0103 sunt generos.<\/p>\n

\u0218i, te rog, nu mai spune niciodat\u0103 c\u0103 ai avut noroc pentru c\u0103 eu te-am vrut.<\/p>\n

Eu am fost cel norocos.<\/p>\n

Ne vedem m\u00e2ine la altar.<\/p>\n

\u0218i dac\u0103 \u00eenc\u0103 te \u00eentrebi de ce tu:<\/p>\n

pentru c\u0103 dintre to\u021bi oamenii pe care i-am \u00eent\u00e2lnit, l\u00e2ng\u0103 tine am sim\u021bit pentru prima dat\u0103 c\u0103 am ajuns acas\u0103.<\/p>\n

Te iubesc.<\/p>\n

Daniel.\u201d<\/p>\n

Am r\u0103mas pe podeaua dormitorului cu scrisoarea \u00een poal\u0103.<\/p>\n

Nu \u0219tiu c\u00e2t timp.<\/p>\n

Apoi am auzit u\u0219a de la intrare.<\/p>\n

\u2014 Emma? Am ajuns!<\/p>\n

Mi-am \u0219ters repede obrajii, dar era inutil.<\/p>\n

Daniel ap\u0103ru \u00een prag c\u00e2teva secunde mai t\u00e2rziu.<\/p>\n

Se opri c\u00e2nd m\u0103 v\u0103zu.<\/p>\n

\u2014 Ce s-a \u00eent\u00e2mplat?<\/p>\n

Apoi privirea \u00eei cobor\u00ee spre h\u00e2rtia din m\u00e2inile mele.<\/p>\n

Chipul i se schimb\u0103.<\/p>\n

\u2014 Oh.<\/p>\n

Am r\u00e2s printre lacrimi.<\/p>\n

\u2014 \u201eOh\u201d?<\/p>\n

S-a a\u0219ezat l\u00e2ng\u0103 mine.<\/p>\n

\u2014 Credeam c\u0103 am pierdut scrisoarea aia.<\/p>\n

\u2014 De ce nu mi-ai dat-o?<\/p>\n

Daniel ridic\u0103 din umeri.<\/p>\n

\u2014 \u00cen diminea\u021ba nun\u021bii mi-am dat seama c\u0103 suna ca un discurs \u0219i mi-a fost ru\u0219ine.<\/p>\n

Am izbucnit \u00een r\u00e2s.<\/p>\n

\u2014 Am petrecut ani \u00eentregi \u00eentreb\u00e2ndu-m\u0103 ce vezi la mine.<\/p>\n

\u2014 \u0218tiu.<\/p>\n

\u2014 \u0218i tu scrisese\u0219i r\u0103spunsul \u00eenainte s\u0103 ne c\u0103s\u0103torim.<\/p>\n

A z\u00e2mbit.<\/p>\n

\u2014 Se pare c\u0103 da.<\/p>\n

L-am privit mult timp.<\/p>\n

Acela\u0219i b\u0103rbat despre care crezusem c\u00e2ndva c\u0103 este \u201eprea frumos\u201d pentru mine avea acum c\u00e2teva fire albe la t\u00e2mple \u0219i riduri fine \u00een jurul ochilor.<\/p>\n

\u0218i pentru prima dat\u0103 nu m-am \u00eentrebat ce f\u0103cea un asemenea b\u0103rbat l\u00e2ng\u0103 mine.<\/p>\n

M-am \u00eentrebat de ce \u00eemi luase at\u00e2t de mul\u021bi ani s\u0103 cred ceea ce el \u00eemi spusese \u00eenc\u0103 din prima zi.<\/p>\n

E\u0219ti frumoas\u0103.<\/p>\n

Nu pentru c\u0103 eram cea mai frumoas\u0103 femeie din \u00eenc\u0103pere.<\/p>\n

Ci pentru c\u0103, \u00een ochii omului care m\u0103 iubea, nu fusesem niciodat\u0103 femeia mai pu\u021bin norocoas\u0103 din rela\u021bia noastr\u0103.<\/p>\n

Fusesem alegerea lui.<\/p>\n

Iar el fusese a mea.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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\u201eDrag\u0103 Emma, Dac\u0103 m\u00e2ine \u00eemi pierd curajul \u0219i nu reu\u0219esc s\u0103-\u021bi spun toate astea, vreau m\u0103car s\u0103 existe undeva, scrise de m\u00e2na mea. Tu crezi c\u0103 eu \u00ee\u021bi fac o favoare iubindu-te. \u0218i acesta este singurul lucru pe care nu am reu\u0219it s\u0103 \u021bi-l scot din minte.\u201d Am recitit fraza. O dat\u0103. De dou\u0103 ori. […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":26578,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-28126","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-diverse"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/28126","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=28126"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/28126\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":28127,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/28126\/revisions\/28127"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/26578"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=28126"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=28126"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=28126"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}