Doctori\u021ba a ar\u0103tat spre monitor.
\n\u2800
\nDaniel s-a apropiat cu un z\u00e2mbet dispre\u021buitor.
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\n\u2014 Ce anume? C\u0103 so\u021bia mea m-a \u00een\u0219elat?
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\n\u2014 Nu, domnule. C\u0103 so\u021bia dumneavoastr\u0103 este \u00eens\u0103rcinat\u0103 cu gemeni.
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\nAm sim\u021bit c\u0103 mi se opre\u0219te inima.
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\n\u2014 Gemeni? am \u0219optit.
\n\u2800
\nDoctori\u021ba a \u00eencuviin\u021bat.
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\n\u2014 Da. V\u0103d doi embrioni, fiecare cu activitate cardiac\u0103. Va trebui s\u0103 urm\u0103rim sarcina cu aten\u021bie, dar, deocamdat\u0103, am\u00e2ndoi prezint\u0103 semne \u00eencurajatoare.
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\nMi-am dus m\u00e2inile la gur\u0103.
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\nDoi copii.
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\nNu unul.
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\nDoi.
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\nAm \u00eenceput s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng at\u00e2t de tare, \u00eenc\u00e2t abia mai puteam respira.
\n\u2800
\nDar Daniel nu p\u0103rea impresionat.
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\n\u2014 Foarte frumos. Deci nevast\u0103-mea a r\u0103mas \u00eens\u0103rcinat\u0103 cu gemeni de la altul.
\n\u2800
\nDoctori\u021ba l-a privit sever.
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\n\u2014 V\u0103 rog s\u0103 nu mai face\u021bi asemenea acuza\u021bii \u00een cabinetul meu. Ecografia nu stabile\u0219te paternitatea.
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\nPaula \u0219i-a \u00eencruci\u0219at bra\u021bele.
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\n\u2014 Dar el a f\u0103cut vasectomie. Nu e evident?
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\n\u2014 Nu, a r\u0103spuns medicul. Vasectomia nu produce sterilitate imediat\u0103. Dup\u0103 interven\u021bie, pot r\u0103m\u00e2ne spermatozoizi \u00een lichidul seminal. Tocmai de aceea se recomand\u0103 o metod\u0103 contraceptiv\u0103 suplimentar\u0103 p\u00e2n\u0103 c\u00e2nd analiza de control confirm\u0103 succesul procedurii.
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\nDaniel a ridicat din umeri.
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\n\u2014 Au trecut dou\u0103 luni.
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\n\u2014 Trecerea timpului, singur\u0103, nu confirm\u0103 sterilitatea.
\n\u2800
\nDoctori\u021ba s-a \u00eentors spre mine.
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\n\u2014 Laura, a\u021bi spus c\u0103 nu a\u021bi primit niciodat\u0103 rezultatul unei spermograme de control?
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\nAm cl\u0103tinat din cap.
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\n\u2014 Nu. Daniel nu s-a dus la control.
\n\u2800
\nDoctori\u021ba a privit din nou ecranul.
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\n\u2014 Mai este ceva ce trebuie s\u0103 clarific\u0103m. M\u0103sur\u0103torile sugereaz\u0103 c\u0103 sarcina ar putea fi pu\u021bin mai avansat\u0103 dec\u00e2t credea\u021bi. Voi verifica atent v\u00e2rsta gesta\u021bional\u0103, dar acest lucru nu poate identifica tat\u0103l.
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\nDaniel s-a \u00eencruntat.
\n\u2800
\n\u2014 Ce \u00eenseamn\u0103 \u201emai avansat\u0103\u201d?
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\n\u2014 \u00censeamn\u0103 c\u0103 trebuie s\u0103 stabilim datarea c\u00e2t mai precis. Ecografia are o marj\u0103 de eroare, iar momentul concep\u021biei nu poate fi determinat cu exactitate doar din aceste imagini.
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\nPentru prima dat\u0103, Daniel nu a mai avut un r\u0103spuns preg\u0103tit.
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\nEu m\u0103 uitam la cele dou\u0103 punctule\u021be de pe ecran.
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\nDou\u0103 inimioare.
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\nDou\u0103 vie\u021bi.
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\n\u0218i omul care ar fi trebuit s\u0103 m\u0103 \u021bin\u0103 de m\u00e2n\u0103 st\u0103tea l\u00e2ng\u0103 amanta lui, \u00eencerc\u00e2nd s\u0103 demonstreze c\u0103 nu aveau nicio leg\u0103tur\u0103 cu el.
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\n\u2014 V\u0103 rog s\u0103 ie\u0219i\u021bi, am spus \u00eencet.
\n\u2800
\nDaniel s-a \u00eentors spre mine.
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\n\u2014 Poftim?
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\n\u2014 Vreau s\u0103 pleca\u021bi. Am\u00e2ndoi.
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\n\u2014 Laura, nu \u00eencepe…
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\nDoctori\u021ba a intervenit.
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\n\u2014 Pacienta a cerut s\u0103 r\u0103m\u00e2n\u0103 singur\u0103. V\u0103 rog s\u0103 respecta\u021bi acest lucru.
\n\u2800
\nPaula l-a apucat pe Daniel de bra\u021b.
\n\u2800
\n\u2014 Hai s\u0103 mergem. Oricum nu avem ce discuta.
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\nAu ie\u0219it.
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\nU\u0219a s-a \u00eenchis.
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\n\u0218i, pentru prima dat\u0103 dup\u0103 multe s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2ni, am putut s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 fiu umilit\u0103.
\n\u2800
\nDoctori\u021ba mi-a \u00eentins un \u0219erve\u021bel.
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\n\u2014 Laura, vreau s\u0103 \u00een\u021belege\u021bi ceva. Faptul c\u0103 so\u021bul dumneavoastr\u0103 a f\u0103cut vasectomie nu \u00eenseamn\u0103 c\u0103 sarcina este imposibil\u0103. Mai ales dac\u0103 nu a f\u0103cut analiza de confirmare.
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\n\u2014 Deci ar putea fi copiii lui?
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\n\u2014 Da, este posibil. Dar certitudinea privind paternitatea se ob\u021bine prin testare genetic\u0103 adecvat\u0103, nu prin presupuneri.
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\nAm privit din nou ecranul.
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\n\u2014 Vreau doar s\u0103 fie s\u0103n\u0103to\u0219i.
\n\u2800
\nDoctori\u021ba a z\u00e2mbit.
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\n\u2014 Atunci de asta ne vom ocupa acum.
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\n\u00cenainte s\u0103 plec, mi-a recomandat investiga\u021biile necesare \u0219i un program de monitorizare a sarcinii gemelare.
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\nMi-a mai spus ceva ce nu aveam s\u0103 uit.
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\n\u2014 Laura, nu trebuie s\u0103 v\u0103 justifica\u021bi existen\u021ba \u00een fa\u021ba nim\u0103nui. Ave\u021bi nevoie de lini\u0219te \u0219i de oameni care s\u0103 v\u0103 sprijine.
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\nAm ie\u0219it din cabinet cu ecografia str\u00e2ns\u0103 la piept.
\n\u2800
\nPe hol, Daniel m\u0103 a\u0219tepta.
\n\u2800
\nPaula st\u0103tea l\u00e2ng\u0103 el, uit\u00e2ndu-se la telefon.
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\n\u2014 Ei? a \u00eentrebat el. Ce a mai zis?
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\nM-am oprit.
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\n\u2014 C\u0103 sunt \u00eens\u0103rcinat\u0103 cu gemeni \u0219i c\u0103 trebuie s\u0103 am grij\u0103 de mine.
\n\u2800
\nDaniel a f\u0103cut un pas spre mine.
\n\u2800
\n\u2014 Vreau s\u0103 v\u0103d raportul.
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\n\u2014 \u00cel vei primi dac\u0103 va fi necesar \u00een cadrul procedurilor legale. Dar nu ai dreptul s\u0103 intri peste mine la consulta\u021bii \u0219i s\u0103 m\u0103 umile\u0219ti.
\n\u2800
\nPaula a r\u00e2s scurt.
\n\u2800
\n\u2014 Vai, Laura, ce dramatic\u0103 ai devenit!
\n\u2800
\nM-am uitat direct la ea.
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\n\u2014 Paula, \u00eentr-o zi s-ar putea s\u0103 \u00een\u021belegi c\u0103 un b\u0103rbat care \u00ee\u0219i umile\u0219te so\u021bia \u00een fa\u021ba ta poate face acela\u0219i lucru \u0219i cu tine.
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\nZ\u00e2mbetul i-a disp\u0103rut.
\n\u2800
\nAm trecut pe l\u00e2ng\u0103 ei \u0219i am plecat.
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\n\u00cen seara aceea, am sunat-o pe mama.
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\nLocuia \u00eentr-un sat de l\u00e2ng\u0103 Bra\u0219ov \u0219i avea \u0219aizeci \u0219i opt de ani.
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\nNu \u00eei povestisem tot ce se \u00eent\u00e2mplase.
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\nNu voiam s\u0103 o \u00eengrijorez.
\n\u2800
\nDar, c\u00e2nd mi-a auzit vocea, \u0219i-a dat seama imediat.
\n\u2800
\n\u2014 Laura, fata mea, ce ai p\u0103\u021bit?
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\nAm \u00eenceput s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng.
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\nI-am spus totul.
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\nDespre vasectomie.
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\nDespre Paula.
\n\u2800
\nDespre divor\u021b.
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\nDespre cele dou\u0103 inimioare.
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\nMama a t\u0103cut c\u00e2teva secunde.
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\nApoi a spus:
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\n\u2014 M\u00e2ine diminea\u021b\u0103 vin la tine.
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\n\u2014 Mam\u0103, nu trebuie…
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\n\u2014 Ba trebuie. Copiii mei nu trec singuri prin asemenea lucruri.
\n\u2800
\nA doua zi, la ora opt, mama era la u\u0219a mea.
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\nAvea o saco\u0219\u0103 cu m\u00e2ncare, o p\u0103turic\u0103 galben\u0103 \u0219i ochii plini de lacrimi.
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\n\u2014 Pentru nepo\u021beii mei, mi-a spus, ar\u0103t\u00e2ndu-mi p\u0103turica.
\n\u2800
\nAm \u00eembr\u0103\u021bi\u0219at-o.
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\n\u00cen bra\u021bele ei, pentru prima dat\u0103 dup\u0103 plecarea lui Daniel, m-am sim\u021bit \u00een siguran\u021b\u0103.
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\n\u00cen urm\u0103toarele s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2ni, am \u00eenceput s\u0103-mi pun via\u021ba \u00een ordine.
\n\u2800
\nAm consultat un avocat.
\n\u2800
\nI-am ar\u0103tat documentele pe care Daniel voia s\u0103 m\u0103 oblige s\u0103 le semnez.
\n\u2800
\nAvocatul le-a citit \u0219i a cl\u0103tinat din cap.
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\n\u2014 Laura, nu semna\u021bi nimic f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 discut\u0103m \u00eenainte. Nu pute\u021bi fi obligat\u0103 pur \u0219i simplu s\u0103 rambursa\u021bi toate cheltuielile c\u0103sniciei pentru c\u0103 so\u021bul dumneavoastr\u0103 contest\u0103 paternitatea.
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\n\u2014 \u0218i casa?
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\n\u2014 Vom verifica actele de proprietate \u0219i regimul matrimonial. Faptul c\u0103 el cere s\u0103 renun\u021ba\u021bi la drepturile dumneavoastr\u0103 nu \u00eenseamn\u0103 c\u0103 are dreptate.
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\nAm sim\u021bit cum o greutate mi se ridic\u0103 de pe umeri.
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\nNu eram at\u00e2t de lipsit\u0103 de ap\u0103rare pe c\u00e2t m\u0103 f\u0103cuse Daniel s\u0103 cred.
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\n\u00centre timp, el continua s\u0103 publice fotografii cu Paula.
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\nVacan\u021be.
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\nRestaurante.
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\nCadouri.
\n\u2800
\nSub fiecare fotografie ap\u0103reau comentarii despre c\u00e2t de ferici\u021bi erau.
\n\u2800
\nEu am \u00eencetat s\u0103 m\u0103 mai uit.
\n\u2800
\nAveam lucruri mai importante de f\u0103cut.
\n\u2800
\nLa fiecare control, ascultam b\u0103t\u0103ile celor dou\u0103 inimioare.
\n\u2800
\nLa fiecare ecografie, vedeam cum cresc.
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\n\u00centr-o zi, doctori\u021ba mi-a spus:
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\n\u2014 Se dezvolt\u0103 frumos. Avem \u00eenc\u0103 multe s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2ni de monitorizare, dar m\u0103 bucur de evolu\u021bia lor.
\n\u2800
\nAm z\u00e2mbit.
\n\u2800
\n\u2014 \u0218i eu.
\n\u2800
\nDar lini\u0219tea mea nu a durat mult.
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\n\u00centr-o dup\u0103-amiaz\u0103, Daniel a ap\u0103rut la u\u0219\u0103.
\n\u2800
\nEra singur.
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\nP\u0103rea obosit.
\n\u2800
\n\u2014 Trebuie s\u0103 vorbim.
\n\u2800
\nAm r\u0103mas \u00een prag.
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\n\u2014 Despre ce?
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\nA scos o foaie din buzunar.
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\n\u2014 Am fost la urolog.
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\nNu am spus nimic.
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\n\u2014 Mi-am f\u0103cut spermograma.
\n\u2800
\nA cobor\u00e2t privirea.
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\n\u2014 \u00cenc\u0103 am spermatozoizi \u00een lichidul seminal.
\n\u2800
\nAm sim\u021bit c\u0103 mi se str\u00e2nge stomacul.
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\n\u2014 \u0218i?
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\n\u2014 Doctorul mi-a spus c\u0103 procedura nu poate fi considerat\u0103 confirmat\u0103 ca eficient\u0103 \u00een lipsa rezultatului corespunz\u0103tor. Trebuie s\u0103 repet investiga\u021biile \u0219i s\u0103 discut op\u021biunile.
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\nAm r\u0103mas t\u0103cut\u0103.
\n\u2800
\nDaniel \u0219i-a trecut m\u00e2na prin p\u0103r.
\n\u2800
\n\u2014 Deci exist\u0103 posibilitatea s\u0103 fie copiii mei.
\n\u2800
\n\u2014 Exact asta \u021bi-am spus din prima zi.
\n\u2800
\nS-a uitat la mine.
\n\u2800
\n\u2014 Laura, \u00eemi pare r\u0103u.
\n\u2800
\nAm sim\u021bit cum \u00eemi ard ochii.
\n\u2800
\n\u2014 Pentru ce anume, Daniel?
\n\u2800
\n\u2014 Pentru c\u0103 nu te-am crezut.
\n\u2800
\n\u2014 Doar at\u00e2t?
\n\u2800
\nA t\u0103cut.
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\n\u2014 M-ai f\u0103cut mincinoas\u0103. M-ai acuzat c\u0103 te-am \u00een\u0219elat. I-ai spus mamei tale c\u0103 sunt o ru\u0219ine. Ai l\u0103sat oamenii s\u0103 m\u0103 vorbeasc\u0103. Ai venit cu amanta ta la ecografia mea.
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\nMi-am dus m\u00e2na la burt\u0103.
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\n\u2014 \u0218i ai spus despre copiii ace\u0219tia c\u0103 sunt ai altui b\u0103rbat, f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 ai vreo dovad\u0103.
\n\u2800
\nDaniel a \u00eenceput s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng\u0103.
\n\u2800
\n\u2014 \u0218tiu c\u0103 am gre\u0219it.
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\n\u2014 Nu cred c\u0103 \u00een\u021belegi c\u00e2t de mult.
\n\u2800
\nA f\u0103cut un pas spre mine.
\n\u2800
\n\u2014 Putem s\u0103 o lu\u0103m de la cap\u0103t?
\n\u2800
\nM-am uitat la el lung.
\n\u2800
\n\u2014 Dar Paula?
\n\u2800
\nA ezitat.
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\n\u2014 Ne-am certat.
\n\u2800
\nAtunci am \u00een\u021beles.
\n\u2800
\nNu venise doar pentru c\u0103 \u00eei p\u0103rea r\u0103u.
\n\u2800
\nVenise \u0219i pentru c\u0103 via\u021ba pe care o alesese nu mai era at\u00e2t de frumoas\u0103.
\n\u2800
\n\u2014 Daniel, nu vreau s\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eentorc la tine.
\n\u2800
\nA r\u0103mas nemi\u0219cat.
\n\u2800
\n\u2014 Dar sunt copiii mei…
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\n\u2014 Paternitatea va fi clarificat\u0103 prin procedurile potrivite. Dac\u0103 e\u0219ti tat\u0103l lor, vom discuta despre responsabilit\u0103\u021bile tale \u0219i despre ce este mai bine pentru ei.
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\nAm f\u0103cut o pauz\u0103.
\n\u2800
\n\u2014 Dar asta nu \u00eenseamn\u0103 c\u0103 trebuie s\u0103 fim din nou so\u021b \u0219i so\u021bie.
\n\u2800
\nDaniel a \u00eenceput s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng\u0103 \u0219i mai tare.
\n\u2800
\nEu am \u00eenchis u\u0219a \u00eencet.
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\nNu din r\u0103zbunare.
\n\u2800
\nCi pentru c\u0103 \u00een\u021belesesem c\u0103 iertarea \u0219i \u00eemp\u0103carea sunt dou\u0103 lucruri diferite.
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\nAu trecut lunile.
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\nSarcina nu a fost u\u0219oar\u0103.
\n\u2800
\nAm avut zile cu grea\u021b\u0103, nop\u021bi nedormite \u0219i multe drumuri la medic.
\n\u2800
\nMama a stat l\u00e2ng\u0103 mine c\u00e2t a putut.
\n\u2800
\nPrietena mea, Andreea, venea \u00een fiecare weekend s\u0103 m\u0103 ajute cu cump\u0103r\u0103turile.
\n\u2800
\nAm \u00eenceput s\u0103 preg\u0103tim camera copiilor.
\n\u2800
\nDou\u0103 p\u0103tu\u021buri albe.
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\nDou\u0103 p\u0103turi galbene.
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\nDou\u0103 ursule\u021be de plu\u0219.
\n\u2800
\n\u0218i, deasupra lor, un tablou mic pe care mama scrisese:
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\n\u201eAici locuiesc dou\u0103 minuni.\u201d
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\n\u00centr-o diminea\u021b\u0103 de prim\u0103var\u0103, dup\u0103 o sarcin\u0103 atent monitorizat\u0103, am ajuns la maternitate.
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\nNa\u0219terea a avut loc pu\u021bin mai devreme dec\u00e2t termenul estimat, a\u0219a cum se \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103 uneori \u00een sarcinile gemelare.
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\nMedicii au fost preg\u0103ti\u021bi.
\n\u2800
\nIar dup\u0103 c\u00e2teva ore, am auzit primul pl\u00e2nset.
\n\u2800
\nApoi al doilea.
\n\u2800
\nDoi b\u0103ie\u021bei.
\n\u2800
\nMatei \u0219i Luca.
\n\u2800
\nC\u00e2nd mi i-au a\u0219ezat \u00een bra\u021be, am sim\u021bit o fericire pe care nu o pot descrie.
\n\u2800
\nErau mici.
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\nCalzi.
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\n\u0218i at\u00e2t de frumo\u0219i, \u00eenc\u00e2t nu-mi puteam lua ochii de la ei.
\n\u2800
\nMama pl\u00e2ngea l\u00e2ng\u0103 pat.
\n\u2800
\n\u2014 Laura, sunt minuna\u021bi.
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\nAm z\u00e2mbit printre lacrimi.
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\n\u2014 \u0218tiu, mam\u0103.
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\nDup\u0103 na\u0219tere, paternitatea a fost clarificat\u0103 printr-un test ADN efectuat \u00een condi\u021bii corespunz\u0103toare.
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\nRezultatul a confirmat c\u0103 Daniel era tat\u0103l biologic al ambilor b\u0103ie\u021bi.
\n\u2800
\nC\u00e2nd avocatul meu mi-a comunicat rezultatul, nu am sim\u021bit triumf.
\n\u2800
\nAm sim\u021bit doar o triste\u021be ad\u00e2nc\u0103.
\n\u2800
\nPentru c\u0103 adev\u0103rul pe care \u00eel spusesem din prima zi fusese, \u00een sf\u00e2r\u0219it, confirmat.
\n\u2800
\nDar \u00eentre timp se pierduser\u0103 at\u00e2t de multe lucruri.
\n\u2800
\nDaniel a venit s\u0103-i cunoasc\u0103 pe copii.
\n\u2800
\nC\u00e2nd i-a v\u0103zut, a r\u0103mas \u00een pragul camerei.
\n\u2800
\n\u2014 Sunt… ai mei?
\n\u2800
\n\u2014 Da, Daniel.
\n\u2800
\nS-a apropiat de p\u0103tu\u021buri.
\n\u2800
\nMatei dormea cu m\u00e2nu\u021ba l\u00e2ng\u0103 obraz.
\n\u2800
\nLuca se mi\u0219ca u\u0219or sub p\u0103turic\u0103.
\n\u2800
\nDaniel \u0219i-a acoperit fa\u021ba cu m\u00e2inile.
\n\u2800
\nA \u00eenceput s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng\u0103.
\n\u2800
\n\u2014 Doamne… ce am f\u0103cut?
\n\u2800
\nNu i-am r\u0103spuns.
\n\u2800
\nUnele \u00eentreb\u0103ri nu au nevoie de un r\u0103spuns.
\n\u2800
\nAu nevoie ca omul care le pune s\u0103-\u0219i asume ceea ce a f\u0103cut.
\n\u2800
\n\u00cen lunile urm\u0103toare, am stabilit prin acordurile \u0219i procedurile legale necesare cum va contribui Daniel la cre\u0219terea copiilor \u0219i cum \u00eei va putea vedea.
\n\u2800
\nAm insistat asupra unui singur lucru.
\n\u2800
\nCopiii nu trebuiau s\u0103 pl\u0103teasc\u0103 pentru gre\u0219elile p\u0103rin\u021bilor.
\n\u2800
\nDaniel a \u00eenceput s\u0103 participe la \u00eengrijirea lor, respect\u00e2nd programul stabilit.
\n\u2800
\nNu am \u00eencercat s\u0103-i \u00eempiedic s\u0103-\u0219i cunoasc\u0103 tat\u0103l.
\n\u2800
\nDar nici nu am acceptat s\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eentorc \u00eentr-o c\u0103snicie \u00een care \u00eencrederea fusese distrus\u0103.
\n\u2800
\nDivor\u021bul nostru a fost finalizat.
\n\u2800
\nCasa \u0219i celelalte bunuri au fost \u00eemp\u0103r\u021bite potrivit drepturilor noastre.
\n\u2800
\nNu am primit tot ce \u00eemi doream.
\n\u2800
\nDar am p\u0103strat ceea ce conta cel mai mult.
\n\u2800
\nDemnitatea.
\n\u2800
\nLini\u0219tea.
\n\u2800
\n\u0218i libertatea de a-mi cre\u0219te copiii f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 tr\u0103iesc permanent cu teama c\u0103 voi fi umilit\u0103.
\n\u2800
\n\u00centr-o sear\u0103, c\u00e2nd b\u0103ie\u021bii aveau aproape \u0219ase luni, st\u0103team pe canapea cu Matei adormit pe piept \u0219i Luca \u00een p\u0103tu\u021bul de l\u00e2ng\u0103 mine.
\n\u2800
\nMama a intrat \u00een camer\u0103 cu dou\u0103 c\u0103ni de ceai.
\n\u2800
\nS-a a\u0219ezat l\u00e2ng\u0103 mine.
\n\u2800
\n\u2014 Te-ai g\u00e2ndit vreodat\u0103 ce s-ar fi \u00eent\u00e2mplat dac\u0103 Daniel te-ar fi crezut de la \u00eenceput?
\n\u2800
\nM-am uitat la b\u0103ie\u021bi.
\n\u2800
\n\u2014 Da.
\n\u2800
\n\u2014 \u0218i?
\n\u2800
\nAm z\u00e2mbit trist.
\n\u2800
\n\u2014 Poate c\u0103 am fi fost \u00eenc\u0103 \u00eempreun\u0103. Poate c\u0103 am fi preg\u0103tit camera copiilor am\u00e2ndoi. Poate c\u0103 el ar fi fost l\u00e2ng\u0103 mine c\u00e2nd am auzit prima dat\u0103 inimioarele lor.
\n\u2800
\nAm f\u0103cut o pauz\u0103.
\n\u2800
\n\u2014 Dar nu pot s\u0103-mi construiesc via\u021ba pe ceea ce ar fi putut s\u0103 fie.
\n\u2800
\nMama mi-a str\u00e2ns m\u00e2na.
\n\u2800
\n\u2014 Ai dreptate, fata mea.
\n\u2800
\nAm privit cele dou\u0103 chipuri adormite.
\n\u2800
\n\u00cemi aminteam perfect ziua \u00een care v\u0103zusem testul pozitiv.
\n\u2800
\nCele dou\u0103 liniu\u021be roz.
\n\u2800
\nBucuria.
\n\u2800
\nApoi acuza\u021biile.
\n\u2800
\nPlecarea lui Daniel.
\n\u2800
\n\u0218i ecografia la care aflasem c\u0103 \u00een mine b\u0103teau dou\u0103 inimioare.
\n\u2800
\nCrezusem c\u0103 ziua aceea avea s\u0103-mi distrug\u0103 via\u021ba.
\n\u2800
\nDar fusese \u00eenceputul unei vie\u021bi pe care nu mi-a\u0219 fi imaginat-o niciodat\u0103.
\n\u2800
\nSo\u021bul meu fusese at\u00e2t de sigur c\u0103 \u00eel \u00een\u0219elasem, \u00eenc\u00e2t nici m\u0103car nu se obosise s\u0103 verifice dac\u0103 vasectomia reu\u0219ise. Iar c\u00e2nd adev\u0103rul a ie\u0219it la iveal\u0103, nu descoperise doar c\u0103 avea doi fii. Descoperise c\u0103 \u00ee\u0219i pierduse familia din cauza propriei ne\u00eencrederi.
\n\u2800
\nEu, \u00een schimb, c\u00e2\u0219tigasem dou\u0103 motive s\u0103 m\u0103 trezesc \u00een fiecare diminea\u021b\u0103 cu speran\u021b\u0103.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Doctori\u021ba a ar\u0103tat spre monitor. \u2800 Daniel s-a apropiat cu un z\u00e2mbet dispre\u021buitor. \u2800 \u2014 Ce anume? C\u0103 so\u021bia mea m-a \u00een\u0219elat? \u2800 \u2014 Nu, domnule. C\u0103 so\u021bia dumneavoastr\u0103 este \u00eens\u0103rcinat\u0103 cu gemeni. \u2800 Am sim\u021bit c\u0103 mi se opre\u0219te inima. \u2800 \u2014 Gemeni? am \u0219optit. \u2800 Doctori\u021ba a \u00eencuviin\u021bat. \u2800 \u2014 Da. V\u0103d doi […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":29248,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-29891","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-diverse"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/29891","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=29891"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/29891\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":29892,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/29891\/revisions\/29892"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/29248"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=29891"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=29891"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=29891"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}