{"id":29986,"date":"2026-10-20T07:13:26","date_gmt":"2026-10-20T07:13:26","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/?p=29986"},"modified":"2026-10-20T07:13:26","modified_gmt":"2026-10-20T07:13:26","slug":"sotul-meu-a-disparut-timp-de-15-zile-la-mare-cu-cea-mai-buna-prietena-a-lui","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/?p=29986","title":{"rendered":"So\u021bul meu a disp\u0103rut timp de 15 zile la mare cu \u201ecea mai bun\u0103 prieten\u0103\u201d a lui"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>PARTEA 2<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u201eRadu, trebuie s\u0103 vorbim URGENT. Medicul tocmai m-a sunat. Rezultatele au fost confirmate. \u0218i mai este ceva ce nu \u021bi-am spus despre Mariana.\u201d<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nAm citit mesajul de dou\u0103 ori.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nRadu a \u00eentins m\u00e2na spre telefon, dar l-am luat \u00eenaintea lui.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Ce anume nu mi-a spus, Radu?<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 D\u0103-mi telefonul.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 R\u0103spunde-mi.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nFa\u021ba \u00eei devenise cenu\u0219ie. Se uita c\u00e2nd la mine, c\u00e2nd la dosarul galben, de parc\u0103 ar fi \u00eencercat s\u0103 aleag\u0103 care dintre cele dou\u0103 lucruri \u00eel speria mai tare.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Mariana, te rog, trebuie s\u0103 vorbesc cu ea.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nAm pus telefonul pe mas\u0103.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Atunci sun-o. Pune pe difuzor.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Nu pot.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nAm z\u00e2mbit amar.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Interesant. Cu ea ai putut petrece cincisprezece zile \u00eentr-un hotel, dar acum nu po\u021bi purta o conversa\u021bie \u00een fa\u021ba so\u021biei tale?<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nRadu a r\u0103mas nemi\u0219cat.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nApoi telefonul a \u00eenceput s\u0103 sune.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nCamelia.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nDin nou.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n***<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 R\u0103spunde, i-am spus.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nRadu a ap\u0103sat pe ecran cu degetele tremur\u00e2nde.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Alo?<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Radu! \u00cen sf\u00e2r\u0219it! De ce nu-mi r\u0103spunzi?<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nVocea Cameliei r\u0103suna prin buc\u0103t\u0103ria noastr\u0103.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nAceea\u0219i voce care \u00eemi spusese de at\u00e2tea ori c\u0103 sunt norocoas\u0103 s\u0103 am un asemenea so\u021b.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Camelia, nu pot vorbi acum.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Nu m\u0103 intereseaz\u0103! Am fost la medic. Mi-a explicat rezultatele \u0219i trebuie s\u0103 te testezi imediat!<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nRadu a \u00eenchis ochii.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 \u0218tiu.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Nu, nu \u0219tii tot! Mai este ceva!<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nM-am apropiat de telefon.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Bun\u0103, Camelia.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nLa cel\u0103lalt cap\u0103t s-a f\u0103cut lini\u0219te.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nO lini\u0219te at\u00e2t de lung\u0103, \u00eenc\u00e2t am crezut c\u0103 \u00eenchisese.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nApoi am auzit un suspin.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Mariana?<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Da. So\u021bia lui Radu. Sau ar trebui s\u0103 spun femeia al c\u0103rei nume l-ai folosit la hotel?<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nCamelia a \u00eenceput s\u0103 respire precipitat.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Mariana, te rog, nu \u00een\u021belegi&#8230;<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Atunci explic\u0103-mi tu.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n***<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nCamelia a t\u0103cut c\u00e2teva secunde.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Am fost diagnosticat\u0103 cu HIV.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nCuvintele au r\u0103mas suspendate \u00een aer.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nRadu s-a pr\u0103bu\u0219it pe scaun.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nEu \u0219tiam deja ce scria \u00een rezultatele din dosar. Dar era cu totul altceva s\u0103 aud diagnosticul rostit de femeia care \u00eemi distrusese c\u0103snicia.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 \u0218tiai \u00eenainte s\u0103 pleca\u021bi? am \u00eentrebat.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Primisem un rezultat preliminar. Mi-au spus c\u0103 trebuie confirmat.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 \u0218i ai plecat totu\u0219i cu so\u021bul meu?<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nCamelia a \u00eenceput s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng\u0103.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Mi-a fost fric\u0103.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 De ce? C\u0103 o s\u0103 te p\u0103r\u0103seasc\u0103?<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 C\u0103 o s\u0103 afle toat\u0103 lumea. C\u0103 o s\u0103 m\u0103 judece. C\u0103 o s\u0103 r\u0103m\u00e2n singur\u0103.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nM-am uitat la Radu.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Tu c\u00e2nd ai aflat?<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nEl \u0219i-a acoperit fa\u021ba.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Acum trei zile.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 \u0218i ai venit acas\u0103, m-ai s\u0103rutat pe frunte \u0219i te-ai purtat ca \u0219i cum nimic nu s-ar fi \u00eent\u00e2mplat.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Nu \u0219tiam cum s\u0103-\u021bi spun.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Ai avut trei zile s\u0103 te g\u00e2nde\u0219ti. \u0218i primul lucru pe care l-ai ales a fost \u00eenc\u0103 o minciun\u0103.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n***<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Mariana, a intervenit Camelia, mai este ceva.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nMi-am \u00eentors privirea spre telefon.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Ce?<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Eu nu am aflat \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103tor c\u0103 trebuie s\u0103 fac analize.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nRadu a ridicat brusc capul.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Camelia, opre\u0219te-te.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nVocea ei s-a schimbat.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Nu, Radu. Nu mai vreau s\u0103 mint.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nMi-am sim\u021bit pulsul \u00een t\u00e2mple.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Vorbe\u0219te.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Cu o s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2n\u0103 \u00eenainte s\u0103 plec\u0103m la mare, am primit un mesaj anonim. Cineva \u00eemi spunea c\u0103 ar trebui s\u0103-mi fac analize pentru infec\u021bii cu transmitere sexual\u0103.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nAm r\u0103mas nemi\u0219cat\u0103.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Cine?<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Nu \u0219tiu. Num\u0103rul era necunoscut.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 \u0218i ce leg\u0103tur\u0103 are asta cu mine?<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nCamelia a \u00eenceput s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng\u0103 \u0219i mai tare.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Mesajul spunea c\u0103 Radu nu este fidel niciuneia dintre noi.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nAm sim\u021bit cum mi se str\u00e2nge stomacul.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nM-am \u00eentors \u00eencet spre so\u021bul meu.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Ce \u00eenseamn\u0103 asta?<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nRadu nu m-a privit.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nAtunci am \u00een\u021beles.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nCamelia nu era singura.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n***<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 C\u00e2te au fost? am \u00eentrebat.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nRadu a t\u0103cut.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 C\u00e2te femei, Radu?<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Mariana, te rog&#8230;<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Vreau un num\u0103r.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nA \u00eenceput s\u0103-\u0219i frece palmele.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Nu a fost ceva serios.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nAm sim\u021bit un r\u00e2s amar urc\u00e2ndu-mi \u00een g\u00e2t.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Nu te-am \u00eentrebat c\u00e2t de serios a fost. Te-am \u00eentrebat c\u00e2te femei au fost.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nCamelia a intervenit:<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Eu am aflat despre \u00eenc\u0103 dou\u0103.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nRadu s-a ridicat brusc.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 \u00cenchide telefonul!<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nAm f\u0103cut un pas \u00een spate.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Nu te apropia de mine.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nS-a oprit.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nPentru prima dat\u0103 \u00een cei doisprezece ani de c\u0103snicie, nu-l mai recuno\u0219team.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nB\u0103rbatul pe care \u00eel crezusem devotat familiei era un str\u0103in.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u0218i str\u0103inul acela nu p\u0103rea \u00eengrijorat de mine.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nP\u0103rea \u00eengrijorat c\u0103 adev\u0103rul ie\u0219ea la iveal\u0103.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n***<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nAm \u00eenchis apelul.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nRadu a r\u0103mas \u00een mijlocul buc\u0103t\u0103riei, cu umerii c\u0103zu\u021bi.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Mariana, trebuie s\u0103 m\u0103 ascul\u021bi.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Nu. Acum tu m\u0103 ascul\u021bi.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nAm luat dosarul galben \u0219i l-am \u00eenchis.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Fiica noastr\u0103 este la mama mea. Va r\u0103m\u00e2ne acolo p\u00e2n\u0103 c\u00e2nd \u00eemi pun g\u00e2ndurile \u00een ordine. Tu nu vei dormi \u00een casa asta \u00een seara aceasta.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Nu po\u021bi s\u0103 m\u0103 dai afar\u0103 din propria cas\u0103!<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nL-am privit f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 clipesc.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Casa este pe numele am\u00e2ndurora. Nu pretind c\u0103 pot decide singur\u0103 cine are dreptul legal s\u0103 locuiasc\u0103 aici. Dar \u00ee\u021bi cer s\u0103 pleci voluntar pentru c\u00e2teva zile, ca s\u0103 putem discuta f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 ne r\u0103nim \u0219i mai mult.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nRadu a deschis gura, apoi a \u00eenchis-o.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 \u0218i ce vrei s\u0103 fac?<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 S\u0103 mergi la medic. S\u0103 spui adev\u0103rul despre posibilele expuneri. \u0218i s\u0103 nu te mai apropii de mine ca \u0219i cum \u00eentre noi nu s-ar fi \u00eent\u00e2mplat nimic.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nOchii i s-au umplut de lacrimi.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Mi-e fric\u0103.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nM-am uitat la el.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 \u0218i mie. Numai c\u0103 eu nu am ales s\u0103 fiu pus\u0103 \u00een situa\u021bia asta.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n***<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nDup\u0103 ce Radu a plecat, am r\u0103mas singur\u0103 \u00een buc\u0103t\u0103rie.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nNu am pl\u00e2ns imediat.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nAm str\u00e2ns cea\u0219ca de cafea, am \u00eenchis laptopul \u0219i am pus documentele \u00een dosar.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nApoi am sunat-o pe mama.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Mariana? E\u0219ti bine?<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u00cen clipa \u00een care i-am auzit vocea, m-am pr\u0103bu\u0219it.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Mam\u0103, nu mai pot.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Ce s-a \u00eent\u00e2mplat, fata mea?<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nAm \u00eencercat s\u0103-i explic, dar cuvintele se amestecau cu lacrimile.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nMama nu m-a \u00eentrerupt.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nC\u00e2nd am terminat, mi-a spus doar:<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Vino aici. Nu trebuie s\u0103 treci singur\u0103 prin asta.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nM-am uitat la fotografia fiicei mele de pe frigider.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nAvea nou\u0103 ani.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nZ\u00e2mbea, \u021bin\u00e2nd \u00een bra\u021be un c\u0103\u021bel.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u0218i m-am g\u00e2ndit c\u0103, indiferent ce urma s\u0103 se \u00eent\u00e2mple cu mine \u0219i cu Radu, trebuia s\u0103 o protejez de r\u0103zboiul dintre p\u0103rin\u021bii ei.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n***<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u00cen aceea\u0219i zi, am sunat medicul de familie \u0219i am cerut \u00eendrumare pentru un consult de specialitate.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nNu voiam s\u0103 iau decizii medicale bazate pe panic\u0103, pe presupuneri sau pe rezultatele altei persoane.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nMedicul mi-a explicat c\u0103 diagnosticul Cameliei nu \u00eensemna automat c\u0103 Radu fusese infectat \u0219i nici c\u0103 eu eram infectat\u0103. Transmiterea HIV nu se produce prin simpla apropiere, prin \u00eembr\u0103\u021bi\u0219\u0103ri, prin folosirea aceleia\u0219i b\u0103i sau prin contactul obi\u0219nuit dintre membrii unei familii.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nAsta \u00eensemna c\u0103 fiica noastr\u0103 nu era \u00een pericol doar pentru c\u0103 Radu locuise \u00een aceea\u0219i cas\u0103 cu ea.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nDar eu aveam nevoie de o evaluare pentru o posibil\u0103 expunere sexual\u0103.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nMi s-a explicat c\u0103 testarea poate necesita repetare, \u00een func\u021bie de tipul testului \u0219i de momentul ultimei expuneri. De asemenea, am discutat despre celelalte infec\u021bii cu transmitere sexual\u0103 \u0219i despre m\u0103surile potrivite p\u00e2n\u0103 la clarificarea situa\u021biei.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nAm \u00eentrebat \u0219i despre tratamentul preventiv de urgen\u021b\u0103, iar medicul mi-a explicat c\u0103 acesta trebuie evaluat c\u00e2t mai repede dup\u0103 o posibil\u0103 expunere, \u00een general \u00een primele 72 de ore.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nPentru prima dat\u0103 dup\u0103 cincisprezece zile, am sim\u021bit c\u0103 fac ceva concret pentru mine.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nNu pentru Radu.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nNu pentru Camelia.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nPentru mine.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n***<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nPrimele rezultate au venit dup\u0103 c\u00e2teva zile.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nTestul meu HIV era negativ.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nAm pl\u00e2ns c\u00e2nd am v\u0103zut rezultatul.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nDar medicul mi-a reamintit c\u0103 un rezultat negativ ob\u021binut prea devreme nu exclude \u00eentotdeauna o infec\u021bie recent\u0103 \u0219i c\u0103 trebuia s\u0103 respect calendarul de retestare recomandat.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nAm urmat indica\u021biile primite \u0219i am continuat investiga\u021biile.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u00cen tot acest timp, Radu \u00eemi trimitea mesaje.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u201e\u00cemi pare r\u0103u.\u201d<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u201eTe rog, r\u0103spunde-mi.\u201d<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u201eNu pot tr\u0103i f\u0103r\u0103 tine.\u201d<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u201eAm f\u0103cut cea mai mare gre\u0219eal\u0103 din via\u021ba mea.\u201d<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nNu i-am r\u0103spuns.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nNu pentru c\u0103 voiam s\u0103-l pedepsesc.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nCi pentru c\u0103 nu mai aveam energie s\u0103-i alin frica unui om care \u00eemi ignorase durerea.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n***<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nLa o s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2n\u0103 dup\u0103 \u00eentoarcerea lui, Radu m-a sunat de pe un num\u0103r necunoscut.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nAm r\u0103spuns.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Mariana, sunt eu.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nAm \u00eenchis ochii.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Ce vrei?<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Am fost la medic.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Bine.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Mi-am f\u0103cut analizele. Rezultatul ini\u021bial pentru HIV este negativ.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nAm r\u0103mas t\u0103cut\u0103.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Mi-au spus c\u0103 trebuie s\u0103 repet testul la intervalul recomandat, pentru c\u0103 expunerea a fost recent\u0103.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Atunci f\u0103 asta.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Mariana, eu chiar am crezut c\u0103 o s\u0103 mor c\u00e2nd am aflat de Camelia.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nM-am uitat pe fereastr\u0103.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 \u0218tii ce este trist, Radu? C\u0103 te-ai speriat mai tare de un diagnostic posibil dec\u00e2t de faptul c\u0103 \u00ee\u021bi pierdeai familia.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nA \u00eenceput s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng\u0103.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Nu este adev\u0103rat.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Atunci de ce, c\u00e2nd ai intrat \u00een cas\u0103, ai continuat s\u0103 m\u0103 min\u021bi?<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nNu mi-a r\u0103spuns.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u0218i t\u0103cerea lui a spus totul.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n***<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nDou\u0103 zile mai t\u00e2rziu, am primit un mesaj de la Camelia.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u201eMariana, \u0219tiu c\u0103 nu merit s\u0103 m\u0103 ascul\u021bi. Dar trebuie s\u0103-\u021bi spun ceva important despre Radu. Nu ca s\u0103 m\u0103 ier\u021bi, ci pentru c\u0103 ai dreptul s\u0103 \u0219tii.\u201d<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nAm privit ecranul mult timp.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nApoi am scris:<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u201eSpune.\u201d<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nR\u0103spunsul a venit imediat.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u201eRadu mi-a promis c\u0103 divor\u021beaz\u0103 de tine dup\u0103 vacan\u021b\u0103. Mi-a spus c\u0103 nu mai dormi\u021bi \u00eempreun\u0103 de aproape un an \u0219i c\u0103 sunte\u021bi c\u0103s\u0103tori\u021bi doar pentru copil.\u201d<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nAm sim\u021bit un gol \u00een stomac.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nEra o minciun\u0103.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nEu \u0219i Radu dormiser\u0103m \u00een acela\u0219i pat p\u00e2n\u0103 \u00een diminea\u021ba plec\u0103rii lui.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nCu o sear\u0103 \u00eenainte s\u0103 plece, m\u0103 \u00eembr\u0103\u021bi\u0219ase \u0219i \u00eemi spusese c\u0103 \u00eei va fi dor de mine.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nCamelia a continuat:<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u201eMi-a spus \u0219i c\u0103 ai acceptat ideea divor\u021bului, dar c\u0103 nu vre\u021bi s\u0103 afla\u021bi prietenii \u00eenc\u0103.\u201d<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nAm \u00eenchis ochii.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nB\u0103rbatul acela nu doar c\u0103 m\u0103 \u00een\u0219elase.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nConstruise dou\u0103 vie\u021bi paralele, folosind minciuni diferite pentru fiecare dintre noi.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n***<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nApoi a venit mesajul care m-a f\u0103cut s\u0103 m\u0103 ridic de pe scaun.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u201eMariana, el mi-a cerut s\u0103 folosesc numele t\u0103u la hotel. A spus c\u0103 este mai simplu a\u0219a, pentru c\u0103 toate rezerv\u0103rile sunt f\u0103cute prin firma lui.\u201d<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nM-am uitat la mesaj.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nDeodat\u0103, detaliul care m\u0103 umilise cel mai tare a c\u0103p\u0103tat un alt \u00een\u021beles.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nNu Camelia \u00eemi folosise numele ca s\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eenlocuiasc\u0103.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nRadu \u00eel folosise ca s\u0103-\u0219i ascund\u0103 aventura.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nAm deschis din nou documentele pe care le salvasem.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nFacturile hotelului.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nRezerv\u0103rile.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nPl\u0103\u021bile.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u0218i atunci am observat ceva ce \u00eemi sc\u0103pase \u00een prima zi.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nUnele cheltuieli fuseser\u0103 f\u0103cute cu un card al firmei.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nFirma pe care eu \u0219i Radu o \u00eenfiin\u021baser\u0103m \u00eempreun\u0103 cu \u0219apte ani \u00een urm\u0103.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nFirma \u00een care eu de\u021bineam jum\u0103tate din p\u0103r\u021bile sociale.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n***<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u00cen diminea\u021ba urm\u0103toare, am mers la contabila noastr\u0103.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nO chema Simona \u0219i lucra cu noi \u00eenc\u0103 de la \u00eenceput.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nC\u00e2nd m-a v\u0103zut intr\u00e2nd singur\u0103, a p\u0103rut surprins\u0103.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Mariana, s-a \u00eent\u00e2mplat ceva?<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nAm a\u0219ezat pe birou copiile facturilor.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Vreau s\u0103 verific\u0103m dac\u0103 aceste cheltuieli au fost decontate prin firm\u0103.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nSimona a \u00eenceput s\u0103 le examineze.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nPe m\u0103sur\u0103 ce deschidea documentele contabile, expresia i se schimba.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Mariana, cred c\u0103 trebuie s\u0103 discut\u0103m cu un avocat \u0219i s\u0103 facem o verificare complet\u0103.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 De ce?<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nA \u00eentors monitorul spre mine.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u00cen ultimele opt luni, Radu \u00eenregistrase mai multe cheltuieli personale ca deplas\u0103ri profesionale.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nHoteluri.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nRestaurante.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nCadouri.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nBilete de avion.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u0218i c\u00e2teva transferuri c\u0103tre o firm\u0103 despre care nu auzisem niciodat\u0103.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Ce firm\u0103 este asta? am \u00eentrebat.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nSimona a oftat.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Din documentele pe care le avem, pare s\u0103 fie o societate care a facturat servicii de consultan\u021b\u0103. Trebuie s\u0103 verific\u0103m cine o controleaz\u0103 \u0219i dac\u0103 serviciile au fost reale.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n***<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nAm contactat un avocat specializat \u00een drept comercial \u0219i dreptul familiei.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nNu i-am cerut s\u0103-l distrug\u0103 pe Radu.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nI-am cerut s\u0103 m\u0103 ajute s\u0103 \u00een\u021beleg ce drepturi aveam \u0219i cum puteam proteja banii firmei, economiile familiei \u0219i viitorul fiicei mele.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nAvocatul mi-a recomandat s\u0103 p\u0103strez documentele ob\u021binute legal, s\u0103 nu accesez conturi pentru care nu aveam autorizare \u0219i s\u0103 nu fac acuza\u021bii publice \u00eenainte de verificarea faptelor.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nAm \u00eenceput s\u0103 adun extrasele conturilor comune, actele societ\u0103\u021bii \u0219i documentele privind bunurile dob\u00e2ndite \u00een timpul c\u0103s\u0103toriei.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nPe m\u0103sur\u0103 ce verificam, \u00een\u021belegeam c\u0103 problema nu era doar infidelitatea.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nRadu luase decizii financiare importante f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 discute cu mine.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u0218i unele dintre ele puteau afecta direct firma pentru care muncisem am\u00e2ndoi.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n***<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u00centr-o vineri dup\u0103-amiaz\u0103, Radu a venit la biroul avocatului.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nEu \u00eel a\u0219teptam deja.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nC\u00e2nd m-a v\u0103zut, a \u00eencercat s\u0103 z\u00e2mbeasc\u0103.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Mariana, m\u0103 bucur c\u0103 ai acceptat s\u0103 vorbim.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Am acceptat s\u0103 discut\u0103m despre divor\u021b \u0219i despre bunurile noastre.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nZ\u00e2mbetul i-a disp\u0103rut.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Divor\u021b?<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Da.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nS-a uitat spre avocat.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Nu putem rezolva asta \u00eentre noi?<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Am \u00eencercat s\u0103 rezolv\u0103m lucrurile \u00eentre noi timp de doisprezece ani, i-am r\u0103spuns. Problema este c\u0103 eu nu \u0219tiam c\u0103 mai exist\u0103 \u0219i alte femei \u00een c\u0103snicia noastr\u0103.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nRadu \u0219i-a cobor\u00e2t privirea.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Mariana, te iubesc.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nAm sim\u021bit o durere surd\u0103.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Poate c\u0103 tu crezi asta. Dar iubirea nu \u00eenseamn\u0103 doar ce sim\u021bi. \u00censeamn\u0103 \u0219i cum te por\u021bi cu omul de l\u00e2ng\u0103 tine.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n***<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nAvocatul a \u00eenceput s\u0103 explice pa\u0219ii legali.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nRadu asculta f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 spun\u0103 nimic.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nApoi au fost aduse \u00een discu\u021bie cheltuielile firmei.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Am observat mai multe pl\u0103\u021bi care necesit\u0103 justific\u0103ri, a spus avocatul. Dorim documentele aferente \u0219i o clarificare a destina\u021biei fondurilor.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nRadu a \u00eencremenit.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Ce pl\u0103\u021bi?<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nI-am \u00eentins copiile.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nA recunoscut imediat facturile.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Mariana, ai verificat contabilitatea?<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Sunt asociat\u0103 \u00een firma noastr\u0103. Am cerut s\u0103 fie analizate documentele la care am drept de acces.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nRadu \u0219i-a trecut m\u00e2na prin p\u0103r.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Nu \u00een\u021belegi cum func\u021bioneaz\u0103 afacerile.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nM-am uitat la el.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Atunci explic\u0103-mi de ce firma noastr\u0103 a pl\u0103tit pentru o vacan\u021b\u0103 cu amanta ta.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nNu a mai spus nimic.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n***<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u00cen urm\u0103toarele luni, am trecut printr-o perioad\u0103 pe care nu i-a\u0219 dori-o nim\u0103nui.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nAu existat discu\u021bii dificile cu avoca\u021bii, verific\u0103ri contabile \u0219i negocieri privind divor\u021bul.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nAm stabilit, cu ajutorul speciali\u0219tilor, o solu\u021bie provizorie pentru locuin\u021b\u0103 \u0219i un program \u00een care Radu s\u0103-\u0219i poat\u0103 vedea fiica f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 o implice \u00een conflictul dintre noi.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nNu i-am spus niciodat\u0103 feti\u021bei noastre c\u0103 tat\u0103l ei este un om r\u0103u.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nI-am spus c\u0103 mama \u0219i tata trec printr-o perioad\u0103 dificil\u0103 \u0219i c\u0103 nu este vina ei.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u00centr-o sear\u0103, m-a \u00eentrebat:<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Mami, tati nu mai locuie\u0219te cu noi pentru c\u0103 nu m\u0103 mai iube\u0219te?<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nMi s-a rupt inima.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nAm luat-o \u00een bra\u021be.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Nu, iubita mea. Tata te iube\u0219te. Problemele dintre adul\u021bi nu schimb\u0103 dragostea pe care o au p\u0103rin\u021bii pentru copilul lor.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nM-a str\u00e2ns de g\u00e2t.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 \u0218i tu m\u0103 iube\u0219ti?<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Mai mult dec\u00e2t orice pe lume.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n***<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u00centre timp, am continuat controalele medicale.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nAm respectat recomand\u0103rile medicului privind retestarea pentru HIV \u0219i celelalte investiga\u021bii necesare.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nLa finalul perioadei de urm\u0103rire recomandate, rezultatele mele au r\u0103mas negative.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nC\u00e2nd am primit confirmarea, am ie\u0219it din cabinet \u0219i m-am a\u0219ezat pe o banc\u0103.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nAm \u00eenceput s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nNu de bucurie pur\u0103.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nCi de u\u0219urare.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nDe oboseal\u0103.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nDe toate nop\u021bile \u00een care \u00eemi imaginasem cele mai rele scenarii.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u0218tiam c\u0103 diagnosticul unei alte persoane nu trebuie transformat \u00eentr-o condamnare moral\u0103. HIV este o afec\u021biune pentru care exist\u0103 tratamente eficiente, iar persoanele care urmeaz\u0103 tratamentul \u0219i men\u021bin o \u00eenc\u0103rc\u0103tur\u0103 viral\u0103 nedetectabil\u0103 nu transmit virusul pe cale sexual\u0103.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nDar ceea ce f\u0103cuser\u0103 Radu \u0219i Camelia r\u0103m\u00e2nea o problem\u0103 grav\u0103 de \u00eencredere \u0219i de responsabilitate.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nMai ales pentru c\u0103 ascunseser\u0103 informa\u021bii importante \u00een loc s\u0103 cear\u0103 ajutor medical \u0219i s\u0103 comunice sincer.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n***<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nLa c\u00e2teva luni dup\u0103 desp\u0103r\u021bire, Camelia mi-a cerut s\u0103 ne \u00eent\u00e2lnim.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nPrima mea reac\u021bie a fost s\u0103 refuz.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nNu voiam s\u0103 o v\u0103d.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nNu voiam s\u0103-i aud vocea.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nDar apoi m-am g\u00e2ndit c\u0103 poate aveam nevoie s\u0103 \u00eenchei \u0219i capitolul acesta.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nAm acceptat s\u0103 ne vedem \u00eentr-o cafenea.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nC\u00e2nd a intrat, abia am recunoscut-o.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nNu mai era femeia mereu aranjat\u0103, care r\u00e2dea zgomotos la mesele noastre.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nP\u0103rea obosit\u0103.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nS-a a\u0219ezat \u00een fa\u021ba mea.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Mul\u021bumesc c\u0103 ai venit.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nAm \u00eencuviin\u021bat.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Spune ce ai de spus.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nCamelia \u0219i-a \u00eempreunat m\u00e2inile.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 \u00cemi pare r\u0103u.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nAm privit-o f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 r\u0103spund.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 \u0218tiu c\u0103 nu este suficient. \u0218tiu c\u0103 te-am tr\u0103dat. Ai fost bun\u0103 cu mine, Mariana, iar eu am profitat de asta.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 De ce?<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nA \u00eenceput s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng\u0103.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Pentru c\u0103 eram egoist\u0103. Pentru c\u0103 \u00eemi pl\u0103cea s\u0103 cred c\u0103 el m\u0103 alege pe mine. \u0218i pentru c\u0103, la un moment dat, am \u00eenceput s\u0103-mi spun c\u0103 voi doi oricum nu mai sunte\u021bi ferici\u021bi.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nAm sim\u021bit un nod \u00een g\u00e2t.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Eu te-am considerat prietena mea.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 \u0218tiu.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Te-am primit \u00een casa mea. Te-am l\u0103sat s\u0103 stai cu fiica mea. Te-am ascultat c\u00e2nd pl\u00e2ngeai dup\u0103 al\u021bi b\u0103rba\u021bi.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nCamelia a cobor\u00e2t capul.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 \u0218tiu.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 \u0218i tu veneai la masa mea \u0219tiind c\u0103 m\u0103 min\u021bi.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nNu a \u00eencercat s\u0103 se apere.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n***<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nDup\u0103 c\u00e2teva minute, Camelia mi-a spus c\u0103 \u00eencepuse tratamentul \u0219i c\u0103 medicii o ajutau s\u0103-\u0219i gestioneze diagnosticul.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Mi-a fost at\u00e2t de fric\u0103, a \u0219optit. Am crezut c\u0103 via\u021ba mea s-a terminat.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nAm privit-o.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Via\u021ba ta nu s-a terminat, Camelia. Dar prietenia noastr\u0103, da.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nA \u00eenceput s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng\u0103 din nou.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 \u00cen\u021beleg.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Sper s\u0103 fii bine. Sper s\u0103 ai grij\u0103 de s\u0103n\u0103tatea ta. Dar nu pot s\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eentorc la rela\u021bia pe care am avut-o.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nA \u00eencuviin\u021bat.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Nu \u00ee\u021bi cer asta.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nM-am ridicat.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Atunci \u00ee\u021bi doresc s\u0103 g\u0103se\u0219ti lini\u0219te.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nAm plecat f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 m\u0103 uit \u00eenapoi.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u0218i, pentru prima dat\u0103, nu am sim\u021bit furie.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nAm sim\u021bit doar c\u0103 o u\u0219\u0103 se \u00eenchisese definitiv.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n***<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nDivor\u021bul nostru s-a \u00eencheiat dup\u0103 aproape un an.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nNu a fost simplu.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nAu existat discu\u021bii despre \u00eemp\u0103r\u021birea bunurilor, despre responsabilit\u0103\u021bile fa\u021b\u0103 de copil \u0219i despre situa\u021bia firmei.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nVerific\u0103rile contabile au dus la corectarea unor \u00eenregistr\u0103ri \u0219i la stabilirea unor obliga\u021bii financiare \u00eentre noi, cu ajutorul profesioni\u0219tilor implica\u021bi.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nAm reu\u0219it s\u0103 ajungem la o \u00een\u021belegere privind administrarea afacerii \u0219i separarea intereselor noastre.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nRadu s-a mutat \u00eentr-un apartament \u00eenchiriat.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nEu am r\u0103mas, potrivit \u00een\u021belegerii noastre, \u00een locuin\u021ba \u00een care cre\u0219tea fiica noastr\u0103.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u00centr-o zi, c\u00e2nd a venit s\u0103 o ia pentru weekend, m-a privit mult timp.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Mariana, e\u0219ti fericit\u0103?<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u00centrebarea m-a surprins.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nM-am g\u00e2ndit c\u00e2teva secunde.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 \u00cenv\u0103\u021b s\u0103 fiu.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nA z\u00e2mbit trist.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 \u00cemi pare r\u0103u c\u0103 am distrus totul.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nL-am privit.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 \u0218i mie.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n***<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nAu trecut doi ani de atunci.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nNu m-am rec\u0103s\u0103torit.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nNu m-am gr\u0103bit s\u0103 intru \u00eentr-o alt\u0103 rela\u021bie.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nMi-am reconstruit via\u021ba \u00eencet, cu lucruri mici.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nAm \u00eenceput s\u0103 merg din nou la sal\u0103.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nAm plecat \u00eentr-o vacan\u021b\u0103 cu fiica mea.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nAm reluat leg\u0103tura cu prietene pe care le neglijasem ani \u00eentregi.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nAm \u00eenv\u0103\u021bat s\u0103 stau singur\u0103 \u00eentr-o cafenea f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 m\u0103 simt abandonat\u0103.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u0218i am descoperit ceva ce uitasem.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nC\u0103 eram o persoan\u0103 \u00eentreag\u0103 \u0219i \u00eenainte s\u0103 fiu so\u021bia lui Radu.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n***<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u00centr-o dup\u0103-amiaz\u0103 de var\u0103, fiica mea a venit de la \u0219coal\u0103 cu un desen.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u00cenf\u0103\u021bi\u0219a dou\u0103 femei \u021bin\u00e2ndu-se de m\u00e2n\u0103 sub un soare uria\u0219.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Cine suntem? am \u00eentrebat.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Eu \u0219i tu, mami.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nAm z\u00e2mbit.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 \u0218i de ce ai desenat soarele at\u00e2t de mare?<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nS-a uitat la mine de parc\u0103 r\u0103spunsul era evident.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Pentru c\u0103 acum r\u00e2zi mai mult.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nMi s-au umplut ochii de lacrimi.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nAm luat-o \u00een bra\u021be.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 Te iubesc, puiule.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u2014 \u0218i eu te iubesc, mami.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nAm pus desenul pe frigider, exact \u00een locul \u00een care fusese c\u00e2ndva fotografia noastr\u0103 de familie.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nNu pentru c\u0103 voiam s\u0103 \u0219terg trecutul.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nCi pentru c\u0103 \u00eenv\u0103\u021basem c\u0103 familia nu trebuie s\u0103 arate \u00eentr-un anumit fel ca s\u0103 fie plin\u0103 de iubire.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n***<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nUneori m\u0103 mai g\u00e2ndesc la ziua \u00een care Radu s-a \u00eentors de la mare.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u00cemi amintesc bronzul lui.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nParfumul scump.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nBr\u0103\u021bara de hotel ascuns\u0103 sub m\u00e2nec\u0103.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nFelul \u00een care m-a s\u0103rutat pe frunte, convins c\u0103 voi accepta \u00eenc\u0103 o minciun\u0103.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u0218i \u00eemi amintesc \u00eentrebarea care i-a \u0219ters z\u00e2mbetul:<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u201e\u0218tii de ce boal\u0103 sufer\u0103 Camelia?\u201d<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nLa vremea aceea, credeam c\u0103 \u00eentrebarea aceea avea s\u0103 fie \u00eenceputul r\u0103zbun\u0103rii mele.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nDar nu a fost.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nA fost \u00eenceputul trezirii mele.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nPentru c\u0103 nu boala Cameliei mi-a distrus c\u0103snicia.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nNu un rezultat medical.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nNu frica de un diagnostic.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nC\u0103snicia mea fusese distrus\u0103 de alegerile repetate ale unui b\u0103rbat care min\u021bise, \u00een\u0219elase \u0219i crezuse c\u0103 nu va trebui niciodat\u0103 s\u0103 r\u0103spund\u0103 pentru ceea ce f\u0103cuse.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n***<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u00centr-o sear\u0103, la mult timp dup\u0103 divor\u021b, Radu mi-a trimis un ultim mesaj.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u201eMariana, dac\u0103 a\u0219 putea \u00eentoarce timpul, nu a\u0219 mai pleca niciodat\u0103 \u00een vacan\u021ba aceea.\u201d<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nL-am citit de dou\u0103 ori.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nApoi i-am r\u0103spuns:<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u201eRadu, problema nu a fost doar c\u0103 ai plecat. Problema a fost c\u0103, mult \u00eenainte s\u0103-\u021bi faci valiza, \u00eencetase\u0219i s\u0103 mai respec\u021bi femeia care te a\u0219tepta acas\u0103.\u201d<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nNu mi-a mai r\u0103spuns.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nNici nu era nevoie.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nAm l\u0103sat telefonul pe mas\u0103 \u0219i am mers \u00een camera fiicei mele.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nDormea lini\u0219tit\u0103, cu ursule\u021bul preferat \u00een bra\u021be.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nM-am aplecat \u0219i am s\u0103rutat-o pe frunte.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nApoi am stins lumina \u0219i am \u00eenchis u\u0219a \u00eencet.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u00cen buc\u0103t\u0103rie nu m\u0103 mai a\u0219tepta o cea\u0219c\u0103 de cafea rece.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nNu mai exista un laptop deschis cu dovezi despre minciunile altcuiva.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nNu mai exista o femeie care \u00ee\u0219i petrecea nop\u021bile \u00eentreb\u00e2ndu-se de ce nu fusese suficient\u0103 pentru b\u0103rbatul pe care \u00eel iubea.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nExista doar lini\u0219te.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\n\u0218i, pentru prima dat\u0103 dup\u0103 foarte mul\u021bi ani, lini\u0219tea aceea nu m\u0103 mai speria.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nPentru c\u0103 \u00een\u021belesesem c\u0103 nu trebuie s\u0103 a\u0219tep\u021bi ca cineva s\u0103 te aleag\u0103, atunci c\u00e2nd tu ai uitat s\u0103 te alegi pe tine.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nIar cea mai important\u0103 lec\u021bie nu a fost c\u0103 un b\u0103rbat infidel poate pierde totul.<br \/>\n\u2800<br \/>\nA fost c\u0103 o femeie care \u00ee\u0219i rec\u00e2\u0219tig\u0103 respectul de sine poate descoperi c\u0103 via\u021ba ei abia \u00eencepe.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>PARTEA 2 \u2800 \u201eRadu, trebuie s\u0103 vorbim URGENT. Medicul tocmai m-a sunat. Rezultatele au fost confirmate. \u0218i mai este ceva ce nu \u021bi-am spus despre Mariana.\u201d \u2800 Am citit mesajul de dou\u0103 ori. \u2800 Radu a \u00eentins m\u00e2na spre telefon, dar l-am luat \u00eenaintea lui. \u2800 \u2014 Ce anume nu mi-a spus, Radu? \u2800 \u2014 [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":29251,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-29986","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-diverse"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/29986","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=29986"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/29986\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":29987,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/29986\/revisions\/29987"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/29251"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=29986"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=29986"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=29986"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}