Sofia s-a uitat la mine, confuz\u0103. \u00cen m\u00e2inile ei tremura o can\u0103 de ceai. Am a\u0219teptat p\u00e2n\u0103 a l\u0103sat-o pe mas\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u201e\u0218tiu cu cine vorbeai la telefon,\u201d am spus \u00eencet.<\/p>\n
Ochii ei s-au m\u0103rit. Buzele i s-au str\u00e2ns. N-a spus nimic, dar t\u0103cerea ei spunea totul.<\/p>\n
\u201eAm sunat \u0219i eu,\u201d am continuat. \u201eAm auzit vocea lui. Am auzit cum te striga.\u201d<\/p>\n
Lacrimi i-au urcat \u00een col\u021burile ochilor, dar le-a \u00eempins \u00eenapoi.<\/p>\n
\u201eMi-a spus s\u0103 nu-\u021bi spun,\u201d a \u0219optit. \u201eMi-a zis c\u0103 e complicat. C\u0103 e periculos. Dar n-am mai putut s\u0103 nu-l aud.\u201d<\/p>\n
M-am ridicat de la mas\u0103, cu tot s\u00e2ngele \u00eenghe\u021bat.<\/p>\n
\u201eEste… \u00een via\u021b\u0103?\u201d<\/p>\n
Ea a dat din cap \u00eencet. \u201eNe-am \u00eent\u00e2lnit de c\u00e2teva ori. Mereu \u00een locuri discrete. Mi-a ar\u0103tat poze. Spunea c\u0103 te iube\u0219te, c\u0103 a vrut s\u0103 revin\u0103, dar ceva… ceva l-a oprit.\u201d<\/p>\n
Inima mea voia s\u0103 cread\u0103. Mintea mea voia r\u0103spunsuri.<\/p>\n
Am scos telefonul. \u201e\u00cel vei suna. Acum. Spune-i c\u0103 vrei s\u0103-l vezi. \u0218i eu voi fi acolo.\u201d<\/p>\n
C\u00e2nd l-am v\u0103zut intr\u00e2nd \u00een cafeneaua pustie, aerul s-a rarefiat. Avea p\u0103rul grizonat \u0219i riduri ad\u00e2nci, dar ochii erau tot ai lui. Aceia\u0219i ochi care m\u0103 f\u0103ceau s\u0103 uit lumea.<\/p>\n
\u201eMi-ai ucis via\u021ba,\u201d am spus.<\/p>\n
El a \u00eenchis ochii. \u201eNu eu. Mama mea. Diana.\u201d<\/p>\n
Am \u00eenlemnit.<\/p>\n
\u201eAveam datorii, probleme cu legea. Ea a aranjat totul. A pl\u0103tit un medic s\u0103 declare decesul, a inventat accidentul. M-a trimis \u00een alt ora\u0219 cu o nou\u0103 identitate. Mi-a spus c\u0103 tu e\u0219ti mai bine f\u0103r\u0103 mine. C\u0103 nu meritai s\u0103 tr\u0103ie\u0219ti cu un ratat.\u201d<\/p>\n
Am sim\u021bit cum lumea se rupe sub mine. \u201e\u0218i tu ai acceptat asta?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201eEram t\u00e2n\u0103r. Speriat. \u0218i slab. Dar \u00een fiecare an, \u00een fiecare zi, m-am g\u00e2ndit la tine. La ea. Am urm\u0103rit de departe. P\u00e2n\u0103 c\u00e2nd Sofia m-a g\u0103sit online. M-a c\u0103utat. A sim\u021bit.\u201d<\/p>\n
Lacrimi \u00eemi curgeau f\u0103r\u0103 voia mea.<\/p>\n
\u201e\u0218i acum?\u201d am \u00eentrebat. \u201eCe vrei?\u201d<\/p>\n
A oftat. \u201eS\u0103 \u00eendrept ce se mai poate. Dac\u0103 m\u0103 vei l\u0103sa.\u201d<\/p>\n
L-am privit lung. Nu aveam r\u0103spuns. Nu \u00eenc\u0103.<\/p>\n
Dar pentru prima dat\u0103 \u00een 18 ani, nu mai eram o v\u0103duv\u0103.<\/p>\n
Eram o femeie cu o alegere.<\/p>\n
\u0218i de data asta, n-aveam de g\u00e2nd s\u0103 o las pe altcineva s\u0103 decid\u0103 \u00een locul meu.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Sofia s-a uitat la mine, confuz\u0103. \u00cen m\u00e2inile ei tremura o can\u0103 de ceai. Am a\u0219teptat p\u00e2n\u0103 a l\u0103sat-o pe mas\u0103. \u201e\u0218tiu cu cine vorbeai la telefon,\u201d am spus \u00eencet. Ochii ei s-au m\u0103rit. Buzele i s-au str\u00e2ns. N-a spus nimic, dar t\u0103cerea ei spunea totul. \u201eAm sunat \u0219i eu,\u201d am continuat. \u201eAm auzit vocea […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":395,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[18],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-394","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-povesti"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/394","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=394"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/394\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":396,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/394\/revisions\/396"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/395"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=394"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=394"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=394"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}