TRIPLE\u021aII NO\u0218TRI AU FOST CRESCU\u021aI LA FEL \ud83d\udc76\ud83d\udc76\ud83d\udc76 P\u00c2N\u0102 C\u00c2ND UNUL A \u00ceNCEPUT S\u0102 SPUN\u0102 LUCRURI PE CARE NU AVEA CUM S\u0102 LE \u0218TIE \ud83d\ude33<\/p>\n
Toat\u0103 lumea glumea mereu c\u0103 o s\u0103 avem nevoie de papioane colorate ca s\u0103-i putem deosebi.<\/p>\n
A\u0219a c\u0103 am f\u0103cut asta \u2014 albastru, turcoaz \u0219i ro\u0219u.<\/p>\n
Trei copii perfec\u021bi, identici p\u00e2n\u0103 \u0219i la gropi\u021bele din obraji.<\/p>\n
\u00ce\u0219i terminau unii altora frazele.<\/p>\n
Aveau propria lor limb\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u00cemp\u0103r\u021beau totul.<\/p>\n
Era ca \u0219i cum am fi crescut un singur suflet \u00een trei trupuri.<\/p>\n
Dar acum c\u00e2teva s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2ni, Turcoazul \u2014 Eli \u2014 a \u00eenceput s\u0103 se trezeasc\u0103 pl\u00e2ng\u00e2nd.<\/p>\n
Nu din co\u0219maruri.<\/p>\n
Ci din amintiri.<\/p>\n
A\u0219a le numea el.<\/p>\n
Spunea lucruri precum: \u201e\u00ce\u021bi aminte\u0219ti de casa veche cu u\u0219a ro\u0219ie?\u201d Noi n-am avut niciodat\u0103 o u\u0219\u0103 ro\u0219ie.<\/p>\n
Sau: \u201eDe ce nu o mai vedem pe doamna L\u0103cr\u0103mioara?<\/p>\n
\u00centotdeauna \u00eemi d\u0103dea bomboane cu ment\u0103.\u201d Nu cunoa\u0219tem pe nimeni cu numele L\u0103cr\u0103mioara.<\/p>\n
Asear\u0103, s-a uitat direct la mine \u0219i a spus: \u201eMi-e dor de vechiul Buick al lui tata.<\/p>\n
\u0102la verde, cu bara lovit\u0103.\u201d<\/p>\n
Am \u00eencremenit.<\/p>\n
Nu vorbea despre ma\u0219ina mea.<\/p>\n
Eu conduc un Honda.<\/p>\n
\u0218i nu a existat niciodat\u0103 un Buick verde \u00een familia noastr\u0103.<\/p>\n
La \u00eenceput, am crezut c\u0103 e imagina\u021bie.<\/p>\n
B\u0103ie\u021bii aveau \u0219apte ani.<\/p>\n
Inventau pove\u0219ti tot timpul \u2014 cor\u0103bii de pira\u021bi, dinozauri \u00een pod, z\u00e2ne sub prisp\u0103.<\/p>\n
Dar asta era diferit.<\/p>\n
Privirea lui Eli devenea \u00eence\u021bo\u0219at\u0103 c\u00e2nd vorbea, ca \u0219i cum ar fi fost \u00een alt\u0103 parte.<\/p>\n
Nu \u00eencerca s\u0103 impresioneze pe nimeni.<\/p>\n
Credea cu adev\u0103rat ceea ce spunea.<\/p>\n
So\u021bia mea, Marcie, a \u00eencercat s\u0103-l lini\u0219teasc\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u201ePoate ai visat, puiule.<\/p>\n
Uneori visele par reale.\u201d<\/p>\n
Eli a cl\u0103tinat u\u0219or din cap.<\/p>\n
\u201eNu.<\/p>\n
\u00cemi amintesc.<\/p>\n
U\u0219a ro\u0219ie sc\u00e2r\u021b\u00e2ia c\u00e2nd o deschideai.<\/p>\n
Mama \u00eemi spunea s\u0103 n-o tr\u00e2ntesc.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201eMama\u201d eram eu.<\/p>\n
Dar nu se uita la mine c\u00e2nd a spus-o.<\/p>\n
Era ca \u0219i cum a\u0219 fi disp\u0103rut, \u00eenlocuit\u0103 de altcineva \u00een mintea lui.<\/p>\n
Eu \u0219i Marcie am \u00eenceput s\u0103 not\u0103m tot ce spunea.<\/p>\n
Pl\u0103nuiam s\u0103 discut\u0103m cu pediatrul lui.<\/p>\n
Poate chiar \u0219i cu un psiholog pentru copii, dac\u0103 continua.<\/p>\n
Apoi Eli a \u00eenceput s\u0103 deseneze.<\/p>\n
Pagini \u00eentregi cu o cas\u0103 cu u\u0219\u0103 ro\u0219ie.<\/p>\n
\u00centotdeauna acelea\u0219i detalii: un co\u0219 de fum acoperit de ieder\u0103, o potec\u0103 de piatr\u0103, o gr\u0103din\u0103 mic\u0103 plin\u0103 cu lalele.<\/p>\n
Fra\u021bii lui, Matei \u0219i Beni, se uitau pe furi\u0219 peste um\u0103rul lui \u0219i spuneau: \u201eCas\u0103 tare!\u201d, dar nu p\u0103reau deranja\u021bi.<\/p>\n
Eli nu era speriat.<\/p>\n
Doar\u2026 trist.<\/p>\n
De parc\u0103 pierduse ceva pre\u021bios.<\/p>\n
\u00centr-o diminea\u021b\u0103 de s\u00e2mb\u0103t\u0103, l-am g\u0103sit \u00een garaj, scotocind prin cutii.<\/p>\n
S-a uitat la mine, cu m\u00e2inile pline de praf.<\/p>\n
\u201eMai avem vechea mea m\u0103nu\u0219\u0103 de baseball?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201eTu nu joci baseball, puiule,\u201d i-am spus cu bl\u00e2nde\u021be.<\/p>\n
\u201eJucam,\u201d a zis el.<\/p>\n
\u201e\u00cenainte s\u0103 cad.\u201d<\/p>\n
M-am l\u0103sat jos l\u00e2ng\u0103 el.<\/p>\n
\u201e\u00cenainte s\u0103 ce?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201e\u00cenainte s\u0103 cad de pe scar\u0103.<\/p>\n
Aia pe care tata mi-a spus s\u0103 n-o urc.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u0218i-a atins ceafa.<\/p>\n
\u201eA durut tare.\u201d<\/p>\n
L-am privit fix.<\/p>\n
\u00cen vocea lui era o siguran\u021b\u0103 lini\u0219tit\u0103.<\/p>\n
Nu team\u0103.<\/p>\n
Nu confuzie.<\/p>\n
Doar o amintire.<\/p>\n
Am programat o \u00eent\u00e2lnire cu doamna doctor Krause, pediatrul lui.<\/p>\n
A ascultat cu aten\u021bie, a luat noti\u021be \u0219i ne-a recomandat un psiholog pentru copii, specializat \u00een dezvoltarea timpurie a memoriei.<\/p>\n
\u201eNu suger\u0103m c\u0103 e ceva \u00een neregul\u0103,\u201d ne-a asigurat.<\/p>\n
\u201eDar dac\u0103 aceste amintiri \u00eel tulbur\u0103 \u2014 sau \u00eei afecteaz\u0103 realitatea \u2014 merit\u0103 explorat.\u201d<\/p>\n
Am programat o sesiune.<\/p>\n
Psihologul, doamna doctor Hanna Berger, era cald\u0103 \u0219i bl\u00e2nd\u0103.<\/p>\n
Eli a pl\u0103cut-o imediat.<\/p>\n
Dup\u0103 dou\u0103 \u0219edin\u021be, ne-a spus \u00een privat: \u201eAceasta nu e o joac\u0103 imaginar\u0103 tipic\u0103.<\/p>\n
Descrie lucruri cu un nivel de detaliu \u0219i consisten\u021b\u0103 care sugereaz\u0103 o amintire profund\u0103.<\/p>\n
Unii o numesc reamintire dintr-o via\u021b\u0103 anterioar\u0103, de\u0219i \u0219tiu c\u0103 e controversat.\u201d<\/p>\n
Via\u021b\u0103 anterioar\u0103?<\/p>\n
Era c\u00e2t pe ce s\u0103 r\u00e2d.<\/p>\n
Voiam o explica\u021bie medical\u0103.<\/p>\n
O particularitate a creierului.<\/p>\n
O imagina\u021bie prea activ\u0103.<\/p>\n
Nu\u2026 re\u00eencarnare.<\/p>\n
Dar doctori\u021ba Berger nu sus\u021binea nicio teorie.<\/p>\n
Spunea doar: \u201eOricare ar fi sursa, el proceseaz\u0103 ceva foarte real pentru el.<\/p>\n
Nu o respinge\u021bi.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u00cen noaptea aceea, am c\u0103utat pe internet.<\/p>\n
\u201eCopii care \u00ee\u0219i amintesc vie\u021bi anterioare.\u201d<\/p>\n
Am citit o mul\u021bime de pove\u0219ti.<\/p>\n
Un b\u0103iat care \u00ee\u0219i amintea c\u0103 a murit \u00eentr-un accident de avion.<\/p>\n
O feti\u021b\u0103 care vorbea fluent suedez\u0103 de\u0219i nu o auzise niciodat\u0103.<\/p>\n
P\u0103rin\u021bi ca noi, prin\u0219i \u00eentre logic\u0103 \u0219i ceva mai ciudat.<\/p>\n
Un articol men\u021biona o cercet\u0103toare pe nume doctor Maria Lin, care intervievase copii cu experien\u021be similare.<\/p>\n
Locuia \u00een jude\u021bul vecin.<\/p>\n
I-am trimis un e-mail.<\/p>\n
A r\u0103spuns a doua zi.<\/p>\n
\u201eMi-ar face pl\u0103cere s\u0103 vorbesc cu fiul dumneavoastr\u0103.\u201d<\/p>\n
Am aranjat un apel video.<\/p>\n
Eli era timid la \u00eenceput, se ascundea \u00een spatele meu, dar doctori\u021ba Lin avea un aer bl\u00e2nd.<\/p>\n
A pus \u00eentreb\u0103ri simple.<\/p>\n
\u201e\u00ce\u021bi aminte\u0219ti numele t\u0103u de atunci?\u201d Eli a dat din cap.<\/p>\n
\u201eD\u0103nu\u021b.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201eDar numele de familie?\u201d<\/p>\n
Eli s-a \u00eencruntat.<\/p>\n
\u201eCeva ca Cramer.<\/p>\n
Sau Cram\u0103r.<\/p>\n
Nu-mi amintesc tot.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201eUnde locuiai?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201e\u00centr-o cas\u0103 cu u\u0219\u0103 ro\u0219ie.<\/p>\n
\u00cen D\u00e2mbovi\u021ba.<\/p>\n
Aproape de calea ferat\u0103.\u201d<\/p>\n
Noi locuim \u00een Arad.<\/p>\n
Niciunul dintre noi nu a fost vreodat\u0103 \u00een D\u00e2mbovi\u021ba.<\/p>\n
Doctori\u021ba Lin a \u00eentrebat dac\u0103 \u00ee\u0219i mai aminte\u0219te altceva \u2014 \u0219coli, prieteni, ce i s-a \u00eent\u00e2mplat.<\/p>\n
A ezitat, apoi a \u0219optit: \u201eNu trebuia s\u0103 m\u0103 urc pe scar\u0103.<\/p>\n
Dar voiam s\u0103 repar steagul.<\/p>\n
Am c\u0103zut.<\/p>\n
Capul meu\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u0218i-a atins din nou ceafa.<\/p>\n
Apoi a privit \u00een alt\u0103 parte, \u00een t\u0103cere.<\/p>\n
Doctori\u021ba Lin a spus c\u0103 va cerceta.<\/p>\n
Avea acces la arhive vechi \u0219i cuno\u0219tea cazuri similare.<\/p>\n
Dup\u0103 trei zile, m-a sunat.<\/p>\n
\u201eAm g\u0103sit un D\u0103nu\u021b Cram\u0103r.<\/p>\n
Locuia \u00een T\u00e2rgovi\u0219te.<\/p>\n
A murit \u00een 1987.<\/p>\n
Avea \u0219apte ani.<\/p>\n
A c\u0103zut de pe o scar\u0103 \u00een curtea din spate.<\/p>\n
Traumatism cranian sever.\u201d<\/p>\n
Am sim\u021bit cum m\u0103 trec fiorii.<\/p>\n
Mi-a trimis necrologul pe e-mail.<\/p>\n
Era chiar \u0219i o poz\u0103, neclar\u0103.<\/p>\n
B\u0103iatul sem\u0103na uimitor cu Eli.<\/p>\n
Aceea\u0219i privire.<\/p>\n
Aceea\u0219i c\u0103rare \u00een p\u0103r.<\/p>\n
Nu \u0219tiam cum s\u0103 procesez informa\u021bia.<\/p>\n
Nu voiam s\u0103-l sperii pe Eli \u2014 sau pe fra\u021bii lui.<\/p>\n
A\u0219a c\u0103 i-am spus lui Marcie.<\/p>\n
Am stat treji toat\u0103 noaptea, vorbind.<\/p>\n
Ea a pl\u00e2ns.<\/p>\n
Nu de fric\u0103.<\/p>\n
Ci din ceva mai greu de numit.<\/p>\n
Durere, poate.<\/p>\n
Confuzie.<\/p>\n
Uimire.<\/p>\n
A doua zi diminea\u021b\u0103, Eli a intrat \u00een buc\u0103t\u0103rie \u0219i a spus: \u201eCred c\u0103 nu o s\u0103 mai visez.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201eDe ce, puiule?\u201d a \u00eentrebat Marcie.<\/p>\n
\u201ePentru c\u0103 amintirile mele s-au terminat.\u201d<\/p>\n
Vorbea ca un copil mai mare de \u0219apte ani.<\/p>\n
De parc\u0103 \u00eencheiase un capitol.<\/p>\n
Din ziua aceea, amintirile au \u00eencetat.<\/p>\n
N-a mai men\u021bionat u\u0219a ro\u0219ie sau Buick-ul.<\/p>\n
A reluat desenele cu dinozauri, nu cu case.<\/p>\n
A \u00eenceput iar s\u0103 se joace cu fra\u021bii lui.<\/p>\n
S\u0103 r\u00e2d\u0103 de parc\u0103 nimic nu s-ar fi \u00eent\u00e2mplat.<\/p>\n
N-am insistat.<\/p>\n
Am l\u0103sat totul \u00een pace.<\/p>\n
Au trecut c\u00e2teva luni.<\/p>\n
Apoi, \u00eentr-o dup\u0103-amiaz\u0103, am primit o scrisoare prin po\u0219t\u0103.<\/p>\n
F\u0103r\u0103 expeditor.<\/p>\n
\u00cen\u0103untru era o fotografie veche.<\/p>\n
O cas\u0103 cu u\u0219\u0103 ro\u0219ie.<\/p>\n
Co\u0219 cu ieder\u0103.<\/p>\n
O gr\u0103din\u0103 mic\u0103 plin\u0103 de lalele.<\/p>\n
Un bilet scris de m\u00e2n\u0103:<\/p>\n
\u201eM-am g\u00e2ndit c\u0103 poate a\u021bi vrea asta. \u2014Doamna L\u0103cr\u0103mioara\u201d<\/p>\n
M\u00e2inile \u00eemi tremurau.<\/p>\n
I-am ar\u0103tat-o lui Marcie.<\/p>\n
A r\u0103mas f\u0103r\u0103 cuvinte.<\/p>\n
Nu vorbisem niciodat\u0103 cu nimeni despre doamna L\u0103cr\u0103mioara.<\/p>\n
Doar Eli.<\/p>\n
\u0218i doctori\u021ba Lin.<\/p>\n
Am \u00eencercat s-o contactez din nou pe doctori\u021ba Lin, dar e-mailul s-a \u00eentors.<\/p>\n
Site-ul ei disp\u0103ruse.<\/p>\n
Ca \u0219i cum s-ar fi evaporat.<\/p>\n
Eli nu a \u00eentrebat niciodat\u0103 despre fotografie.<\/p>\n
Dar s-a uitat o dat\u0103 la ea, a z\u00e2mbit u\u0219or \u0219i a spus: \u201eAcolo am pierdut bila mea preferat\u0103.\u201d<\/p>\n
Acum, Matei \u0219i Beni sunt mai mari.<\/p>\n
To\u021bi trei au cincisprezece ani, \u00eenal\u021bi \u0219i pu\u0219i pe glume.<\/p>\n
Eli e tot cel t\u0103cut.<\/p>\n
G\u00e2nditor.<\/p>\n
Bl\u00e2nd.<\/p>\n
Uneori \u00eel surprind privind spre cer, ca \u0219i cum \u00ee\u0219i aminte\u0219te din nou ceva.<\/p>\n
Dar nu spune niciun cuv\u00e2nt.<\/p>\n
S\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2na trecut\u0103, am g\u0103sit o cutie de pantofi sub patul lui.<\/p>\n
\u00cen\u0103untru era o singur\u0103 bil\u0103.<\/p>\n
Albastru cu verde, \u00eenv\u00e2rtindu-se \u00een spirale.<\/p>\n
Pe fundul cutiei, scris cu o m\u00e2n\u0103 tremurat\u0103, era un bilet:<\/p>\n
\u201ePentru Eli \u2014 de la D\u0103nu\u021b. Ai g\u0103sit-o.\u201d<\/p>\n
L-am \u00eentrebat de unde vine.<\/p>\n
A z\u00e2mbit doar \u0219i a spus: \u201eUnele lucruri nu au nevoie de explica\u021bii, tat\u0103.\u201d<\/p>\n
Nu \u0219tiu dac\u0103 cred \u00een vie\u021bi anterioare.<\/p>\n
Dar cred \u00een Eli.<\/p>\n
Cred \u00een lini\u0219tea pe care a g\u0103sit-o, \u00een calmul care l-a cuprins dup\u0103 ce amintirile au \u00eencetat.<\/p>\n
\u0218i cred \u00een privirea pe care mi-a dat-o \u00een ziua aceea \u2014 o privire care spunea c\u0103 totul e bine acum.<\/p>\n
Ne cre\u0219tem copiii ca s\u0103 devin\u0103 ceea ce sunt.<\/p>\n
Dar uneori, ei vin \u00een lume deja purt\u00e2nd pove\u0219ti.<\/p>\n
Unele dintre aceste pove\u0219ti nu sunt menite s\u0103 le \u00een\u021belegem.<\/p>\n
Ci doar s\u0103 le onor\u0103m.<\/p>\n
Asta am \u00eenv\u0103\u021bat.<\/p>\n
L\u0103sa\u021bi copiii s\u0103 v\u0103 \u00eenve\u021be.<\/p>\n
Uneori, ei \u0219tiu mai mult dec\u00e2t noi.<\/p>\n
Dac\u0103 aceast\u0103 poveste te-a mi\u0219cat \u00een vreun fel, d\u0103-o mai departe.<\/p>\n
Poate cineva are nevoie s\u0103 o aud\u0103.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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