Catinca sim\u021bi cum inima \u00eei bate mai repede. Cu pa\u0219i ezitan\u021bi, se apropi\u0103 de el. Era acela\u0219i Ivan care i-a r\u0103mas \u00een minte ani de zile, dar ceva \u00een aer p\u0103rea schimbat, ca \u0219i cum timpul ar fi a\u0219ezat totul la locul lui.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Am venit s\u0103 m\u0103 reg\u0103sesc, \u2014 r\u0103spunse ea \u00eencet, cu glas tremurat. \u2014 S\u0103 \u00een\u021beleg ce am pierdut, ce am l\u0103sat \u00een urm\u0103.<\/p>\n
Ivan z\u00e2mbi u\u0219or, dar privirea lui era serioas\u0103. \u2014 Ai f\u0103cut bine c\u0103 ai venit. Uneori, drumul \u00eenapoi te ajut\u0103 s\u0103 vezi ce ai ratat.<\/p>\n
St\u0103tur\u0103 c\u00e2teva momente \u00een t\u0103cere, doar zgomotul ora\u0219ului p\u0103trunz\u00e2nd prin geam. Catinca sim\u021bi cum greutatea ultimilor ani \u00eencepe s\u0103 se desprind\u0103 de umerii ei. Parc\u0103 se elibera de o cu\u0219c\u0103 invizibil\u0103, pe care nici nu-\u0219i d\u0103duse seama c\u0103 o purtase at\u00e2t de mult.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Ivan, \u2014 spuse ea, cu emo\u021bie, \u2014 mi-am dat seama c\u0103 am tr\u0103it prea mult pentru al\u021bii. C\u0103 am uitat cine sunt cu adev\u0103rat.<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u0218i cine e\u0219ti? \u2014 \u00eentreb\u0103 el, atent, f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 preseze.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Sunt eu, Catinca. Nu so\u021bia perfect\u0103, nu p\u0103pu\u0219a frumoas\u0103, ci eu cu toate temerile \u0219i visurile mele. \u2014 \u00ce\u0219i trase un scaun \u0219i se a\u0219ez\u0103, sim\u021bind c\u0103 fiecare cuv\u00e2nt al ei o elibereaz\u0103.<\/p>\n
Ivan se a\u0219ez\u0103 \u0219i el. \u2014 \u0218tii, \u0219i eu am sim\u021bit c\u0103 ceva lipse\u0219te, c\u0103 via\u021ba e mai mult dec\u00e2t ce ni se arat\u0103 \u00een fiecare zi. E nevoie s\u0103 ne reg\u0103sim curajul s\u0103 ne asum\u0103m adev\u0103rul.<\/p>\n
Vorbir\u0103 ore \u00eentregi. Despre trecut, despre gre\u0219eli, despre ceea ce fiecare a pierdut. Dar, mai ales, despre ceea ce putea fi acum. Catinca sim\u021bi pentru prima dat\u0103 \u00een ani o speran\u021b\u0103 real\u0103. Nu era doar o fantezie, ci posibilitatea unui \u00eenceput curat, f\u0103r\u0103 calcule reci sau a\u0219tept\u0103ri impuse.<\/p>\n
Dup\u0103 amiaza, ie\u0219ir\u0103 \u00eempreun\u0103 la o plimbare prin ora\u0219. Luminile str\u0103lucitoare p\u0103reau acum mai apropiate, mai vii, iar zgomotul ora\u0219ului nu mai era rece \u0219i str\u0103in. Erau pa\u0219i comuni, f\u0103r\u0103 reguli stricte sau roluri de jucat.<\/p>\n
Catinca sim\u021bi cum z\u00e2mbetul ei se deschide adev\u0103rat pentru prima dat\u0103 dup\u0103 ani \u00eentregi. Sim\u021bi cum via\u021ba, cu toate imperfec\u021biunile ei, era frumoas\u0103, iar ea avea \u0219ansa s\u0103 o tr\u0103iasc\u0103 pentru sine.<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u0218tii, \u2014 spuse Ivan, \u2014 uneori cred c\u0103 ne pierdem doar pentru a ne reg\u0103si mai puternici. \u0218i cred c\u0103 tu meri\u021bi s\u0103 fii fericit\u0103, f\u0103r\u0103 compromisuri.<\/p>\n
Catinca \u00eel privi \u0219i sim\u021bi o lini\u0219te interioar\u0103. \u00cen sf\u00e2r\u0219it, \u00een\u021belegea c\u0103 nu e nimic gre\u0219it s\u0103-\u021bi urmezi inima, chiar \u0219i dup\u0103 ani de regrete. Poate c\u0103 nu totul se putea repara, dar avea puterea s\u0103 aleag\u0103 ceea ce conteaz\u0103 pentru ea.<\/p>\n
C\u00e2nd se \u00eentoarser\u0103 la hotel, Catinca \u0219tia c\u0103 o nou\u0103 via\u021b\u0103 \u00eencepea. Nu era nevoie de aprob\u0103ri sau de calcule reci. Era doar ea, cu propria ei libertate \u0219i cu un viitor care, pentru prima dat\u0103, \u00eei apar\u021binea cu adev\u0103rat.<\/p>\n
\u0218i \u00een acea sear\u0103, privind ora\u0219ul de la fereastra camerei, sim\u021bi cum toate luminile p\u0103reau s\u0103 o invite s\u0103 tr\u0103iasc\u0103 fiecare clip\u0103 cu pasiune, curaj \u0219i adev\u0103r. Nu mai era p\u0103pu\u0219a lui Alexei. Era Catinca, liber\u0103 \u0219i \u00eentreag\u0103, gata s\u0103-\u0219i scrie povestea a\u0219a cum a ales ea.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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